TL;DR
I took 2.5g of shrooms and spent a solid 4 hours going through Godlike Masculinity feature by feature. Some parts felt natural, others punched me with reconciliation. I dug into the fears and reframed them. Biggest takeaways: fear = compass, my worth isn’t based on others’ approval, and rest is sharpening, not weakness. If you’re running this sub, I recommend actually sitting with the features instead of just letting them wash over you.
Process
I sat down and asked myself (basically asked chatGPT to ask me those question in a conversation style), for each feature: how would this feel if it were already true? What part of me resists it? What fear or belief is behind that? What do I have to let go of to accept it?
The shrooms made it easier to feel things directly in the body — tight chest, sadness, relief, peace. No escaping it, just facing it. I also listened to a full loop of GLM when I started this work.
A Few Highlights
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The Fortress Within → Hit sadness, fear of being alone, belief that “no one cares.” Reframed it as a fortress where the gates are open to love but closed to chaos.
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Stoic Warrior’s Mindset → Got stuck on rest vs. distraction. Belief: “If I stop, I’ll fail.” Reframe: rest = sharpening the sword, distraction = escape.
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The Final Authority → Realized I still feel like I have to justify myself. Belief: “My worth depends on being accepted.” Reframe: doing things just because I value them (ex. I like cleaning the kitchen because I enjoy it being clean, it feels fresher. Not because someone wants me to do it).
Some features felt super aligned from the start (Stoic Joy, Solace and Solitude, Time as Teacher). Others forced me to dig deep.
Takeaways
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Fear is a compass. The fact that something scares me means I’m walking the right path.
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Worth ≠ acceptance. My worth lives in my willingness to keep trying.
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Rest vs. distraction. Rest sharpens the blade. Distraction is escape. Giving myself permission to rest (stop working) without relying on distraction to escape my mind.
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Trading is proof. My trading journey is the living evidence of growth — wins, losses, all of it.
Final Thoughts
This wasn’t light work. It was heavy introspection, feature by feature, facing resistance instead of skipping it. Honestly, I think this is how you get the most out of a subliminal like Godlike Masculinity.
Don’t just passively loop it. Sit with it, feel it, confront the blocks, and let the reframes sink in.