Main Disc. Thread - The NEW Godlike Masculinity (Free Upgrade! Now Available! Custom Core Available!)

[Tobyone]

Again absolutely amazed with the mental clarity and being able to intuitively deal and reason it out why things come up. Just had a bit of recon creeping up after having started the microloop protocol, so for me 2 titles, GLM and New Wanted 30 seconds every other day.

As I have mentioned earlier in this thread that I just over the last couple of days had a major trauma response coming up that I delt with easily even though it was crazy intense.

But for today and the recon, my mind just calmly said it’s from Wanted and the lingering shadow I that emerged this week. As it’s about abandonment… being seen and noticed a lot is not high up on the agenda of this little part of me that has felt hurt for so long.

Usually I have good results on Wanted, but if this part has been triggered results can go down the drain. It’s clear as a day to me now and this makes it so simple to understand. Ohhhh I just had one massive aha from writing this just now!!

I’ve have had crazy nights happening (although some years now when I was more active socially), nights where I become like the ultimate man I can be with effortless easy and flow. And ofc these experiences were all accompanied with complete freedom and zero fvcks given (GLM style.)

But here’s the crazy part, I remember 2 of the best memories, both on nightclubs where I have felt really bad and in a low mood. Both times I went to the toilet and the mirror affirming self-love and talking to my inner state like it was my own child. And from there both times I shot up into a crazy full blown flow state where I was the most effortless man in the world, and I had crazy reaction from everyone in the club.

So to me… my aha just now was that when I was in the bathroom and affirmed loving things, it soothed my hurt little inner child (or whatever you like to call it…) And as I was in such a low mood, so when it eased I shot up into ecstasy instead and I had a state for the rest of the night akin to taking E or similar.

This is interesting, because I have theorized of the contrast effect of first being low mood and then shooting up into the other polarity. But the part of my inner child being validated and soothed internally as to just me (although we are the same), makes a lot more sense now. What I seek is wholeness, but for the time being I’ll have to treat things as two or more to make the process of integration work better.

Haha, funny… just now I started affirming “you are (x)” (referring to my inner child) followed by “we are (x)”, before lastly saying “I am (x)”… lol

[Sub.Zero]

@Tobyone

just now I started affirming “you are (x)” (referring to my inner child) followed by “we are (x)”, before lastly saying “I am (x)”…

[Leandros]

I have no more a need that people apologize to me

I am just ok without it.

I can forgive and move on.

I am on day 12 of washout and Omg is this a giving title, one golden nugget after the other.

[Prioritas]

Similarly, I require less apologies, and simultaneously feel more open to giving them and asking for forgiveness without getting defensive or having a bruised ego.

I’ve also been able to work through complex emotions, often negative ones, at practically light speed when compared to how long I held onto feelings of upset in the past. It’s like in the silence I am learning to cultivate within (something that has naturally emerged as a solution to feeling lost in the world), I intuitively get pings of understanding related to where this emotion is coming from, its root, and why it’s coming up now.

And most important of all, I can take responsibility for it.

I was talking to my gf/partner/situationship (labels are hard with this one lol), and she asked me a question that’s deep and personal and which I wanted to give a good indepth introspective response to, but we were both multitasking and not giving the convo our full attention at the moment, not to mention I was on speakerphone with her roommates nearby, so I felt intensely irritated and upset.

By inquiring into the what and the why, I figured out it was a combination of feeling like our intimate moments were being exposed to others, the multitasking taking away our attention from what I want to feel like is a deep moment for us to connect and understand each other better, and frustration with myself for not having the words to express that in the moment.

And I was able to calm down about it, within an hour or two, which is fast for me, and talk to her about it later in the day without anyone feeling any more hurt, and with an apology from my end as well for being inconsiderate about something else in the convo.

That’s fuckin progress lads

Running GLM in a custom with Hero Water, and running New Wanted and Hero Earth as well

Microloop strategy, currently at 1min loops

[Moon]

Has anyone noticed that since running GLM, their mind has slowed down?

Since starting GLM, everything in my mind feels slower. My thoughts aren’t racing at 1000 mph anymore, and I can articulate myself much better while working.

My inner world feels serene almost detached. Whenever an issue comes up, I don’t feel annoyed or caught up in negative emotions like I used to. It’s almost becoming a concern.

[Acer]

Is there somewhere a list of which subs have the new anti-recon technology?

[rtmatt]

yes I did notice that whenever something that would normally upset me happens I can effortlessly remain calm and detached

[emperor_obewan]

Looking back on my first loop, I think that’s kind of the strategy.

What ended up happening was that I used time at a rate to get to where I needed to go no faster than I needed to. And would deliberately slow down to be intentional and enjoy the moment in the interim.

[SaintSovereign]

@Moon

Has anyone noticed that since running GLM, their mind has slowed down?

Since starting GLM, everything in my mind feels slower. My thoughts aren’t racing at 1000 mph anymore, and I can articulate myself much better while working.

Yes, I have. My mind usually never stops. It’s chattering, sending ideas, noticing patterns ALL THE TIME to the point of exhaustion. It was one of the reasons I trained martial arts so hard, I would tire myself out so my mind would stop rushing and I could actually relax. This same issue is affecting my Qigong practice, because I cannot focus the way I need to. With GLM, this has improved a lot. I still have issues with a racing mind, but I immediately noticed an increase in focus and relaxation while practicing.

Later this year – or early next year, I’m going to add AEON for Qigong purposes. I want to develop more mental stillness and control before I do.

[Moon]

@SaintSovereign

I still have issues with a racing mind, but I immediately noticed an increase in focus and relaxation while practicing.

Yeah, I get that. I’ve started to use STOP Method with it too.

Stop
Take a breath
Observe
Pull back & Practice what works (Breathing etc)

It’s what I’ve learnt in CBT. It will help a lot with GLM.

[GoldenTiger]

Yes, this is very important.

One thing I’ve noticed is also asking people to slow down.

Sometime people start getting you into random shit and I can’t really follow what’s happening.

I’ve caught myself saying “Wait wait, let’s go back” not to get caught up in whatever that other person is bringing me into (with or without their own knowledge).

[Moon]

It’s become an issue when I’m trying to explain errors in our code or issues that have been raised. I end up jumping from one point to another instead of explaining everything clearly.

Focusing on one issue at a time and explaining it fully has been happening and helped explaining.

GLM might be the best so far.

[SaintSovereign]

GLM + Earth continues to help me unveil deeper layers of my emotions. When contemplating upon this “detachment” issue again, I began to sense a layer of cynicism masquerading as “detachment.” To me, this is not true detachment, but rather… well, cynicism. This, I do not know how to combat. My plan is to simply keep running GLM and self-reflecting, allowing the answers to arise naturally.

In terms of practical results, I continue to notice a growing ability to instantly counter annoyance and return myself to a state of balance. It’s getting to the point that if I focus on certain emotions, I can consciously relax that emotion and return to a state of balance. I’ve noticed that this is even occurring with physical pain, which is interesting.

I have also noticed that I now tend to “merge into the moment,” with my focus solely on what I’m doing, rather than my usual process of working intensely, feeling worn out and thinking about the future, then returning back to intense work. Now, it is steady, soft and consistent. Slowly but surely chipping away at the workload with great diligence and focus. I am learning more, learning faster, and absorbing information quicker.

[Sub.Zero]

@SaintSovereign

GLM + Earth

Well, this is the best anti-recon pair, isn’t it? Strengthening the whole psychosomatic system (GLM->psyche, Earth–>soma) must translate into rapid growth as shuting down of the whole system due to traumas (recon is the main culprit here as it trggers trauma responses) is neutralized or at least greatly minimised.

[Sub.Zero]

@SaintSovereign

To me, this is not true detachment, but rather… well, cynicism.

Transparency is the most powerful psychological state. Perhaps, the main reason I’ve been getting great results with little to no recon for years.

[Leandros]

Today I had a list of my tasks ready and then suddenly told myself : I do nothing today

Instandly I dropped into recon, I felt it crepping up on me and before it raised I decided to do something nearly instantly the whole recon state vanished.

Is recon the unwillingness to do something???

Or is this a me thing?

@SaintSovereign???

[SaintSovereign]

@Leandros

Instandly I dropped into recon, I felt it crepping up on me and before it raised I decided to do something nearly instantly the whole recon state vanished.

Is recon the unwillingness to do something???

Or is this a me thing?

Sounds like the anti-recon kicking in and acting fast. Something on that task list (or even having to do the tasks) triggered the recon. Maybe subtle, deep rooted fear linked to the task? Your response was that of avoidance (“I’m not doing this task list”). Recon triggered, anti-recon helped you resolve it before it settled.

Recon resolved through action. As we’ve always said: take action.

[Leandros]

Thank you for your time and answer

[emperor_obewan]

Something related has been happening with my attempts to balance my actions or figure out what is the most productive use of my time.

Particularly, I tend to over-police my own actions, both with respect to authority figures or people I respect. As a result I had been finding I get emotionally invested in whether I’m acting fully in my integrity if say, I don’t complete a certain number of job applications in a period of time, or speak harshly/directly to someone, even if there might be absolute justification for it.

Through discussion with others and retrospective observation, it’s become clear the 3 or 4 situations recently this came up in I was over-compensating or judging myself too harshly. Secondly, when I’ve had unexplained anxiousness I have found even talking a walk to the local shops / engaging with the outside world will be enough to release the anxiety, even if the action taken is not particularly “useful”.

To me it seems like maybe the anti-recon is helping to distinguish between what society expects me to do vs what I actually need to do, and the whole tangled web arising from that. This could be a Zero Point thing in general of that whole “what do I feel obliged to do but still doesn’t feel like a correct action” thing. Actually on reflection its possible it’s AEON’s Purpose Aligned Intuition trying to harmonize with GLM’s “Stand as the final authority” objective. It’s still ongoing, interesting to notice though.

[Adi]

To me it feels like the anti-recon scripting is highly versatile and personalised. It is targeting exactly what is causing you recon within your own life, and within the parameters of the program you are running and it is so effective!

It is finally resolving some of the deeper inner reconciliation conflicts I’ve had for a very long time and through Godlike Masculinity allowing me to unfold into a state of peace that even buddhist monks wish they had. All through the inner-workings of the subconscious mind, the mind is such a miracle.