Relevant to the discusson here:
Primal I like with this, how is Sanguine with this?
On Godlike Masculinity I embody a grounded silence that does not need words to explain, it is felt by those around me whenever it is there. A subtle knowing arises from within this silence that instinctively guides me.
I feel like Zp is like a “package of info” and I work with bits and pieces of the script and integrate it. Like this parcel written above I very much noticed today and I could understand what it was doing to me and how it was affecting others.
And a whole bunch still has to be worked through I can clearly feel that. That is only of this program I have not mentioned other programs yet. So adding more programs without understanding and internalising them first can take a toll with higher exposure. I am in such a period now where I could do with a few weeks off to process some things.
I joined the journey today. Did my first 30 seconds of GLM.
My stack is GLM, Survival Instinct, Chosen From Within.
GLM has made me way more comfortable socialising and it’s most likely because it fixed my self worth. I don’t feel shy or closed off when socialising these days because I have started to love myself and my character more, and that made me more open to being myself with other people
GLM also made me way more comfortable spending time alone in complete silence. I couldn’t do that in the past cause I didn’t like being alone with my thoughts, it was a bit uncomfortable. Bad memories from the past would come up, fearful thoughts about the future would appear, but this process of trying to be comfortable with the uncomfortable has been paying off and I really value my own presence now. That, of course, has had a great impact on social interactions as well.
I am experiencing strange time lapses lately.
Earlier today I was in recon mode. A sort of sludge kind of feeling. Could not stop the impending thought trains that I felt processing beneath the surface; subconscious chaos, constant questioning trying to understand, figuring out kind of processing happening in the subconscious. Meanwhile I was driving around with the bike trying to enjoy nature and the moment which was difficult as a subtle feeling of depression was constantly pulling me in the mind.
Then later today I experienced the time lapses again. My whole being becomes present. Everything becomes clearer like my eyesight has improved to a higher mode or definition, I can see every detail, I can see things in my physical reality that I never paid attention to before, when I enter a room I can remember every single object in full detail, a whole hour would go by as if it was a few minutes and wonder where time even went. A certain deepening of my existence and reality, more sensitivity to life, a deeper connection with my self or soul.
I don’t think this can be from Godlike Masculinity but it has been happening to me for awhile. Feels like another spiritual awakening I’m going through.
Also my body feels different. Like a subtle energy current flows through it at all times, I feel like I am wearing it like a robe or suit, every cell feels conscious and awake like it has an intelligence of its own and that I can communicate with it. If I close my eyes I can sink into deep meditation that leaves me completely dozed,
I feel very intune with the universe. When I was thinking of a random guy from the past two days ago, yesterday he suddenly What’s Apped me out of absolutely nowhere telling me I have such a beautiful soul. The other day someone was telling me about some information on a meditation program and I saw I had received a call from a friend. Suddenly I had a deep intuitive knowing this friend was gonna provide me the details on this program. I told him to call me back and when he called me back the first thing he started giving me is the details on this program… I know what people are gonna say before they start to speak. Sometimes I can read peoples thoughts or I can put thoughts into their mind and they do exactly that. Like thinking I need something specific from the supermarket and suddenly they bring it. Which they would otherwise have never brought! Strange things like this happen all the time when I slip into these deeper states of consciousness.
Ps. I don’t take drugs nor drink alcohol.
I think I had similar after my first 30 second loop. I was driving away from the store, and for a brief time it was like I was seeing people differently. I felt like it was awakened perception, or eagle eye, all-seeing, or something like that.
I haven’t used those modules, and this was after a 15 day washout, where previously I was on Alchemist Singularity.
This is potent. I was (and still am), in deep pain (the spiritual kind), but I have absolutely zero feeling of “What is the purpose of life?” even at this level of pain. I feel like puking and I feel sick from the core, I can feel all the junk being cleared out.
I can’t wait for it all to be chucked out of my body. I’m committing to this for 1 year. This is final.
Addition: So much pain and disorientation when I woke up at 7am. I could feel my insides churning. A strong puking sensation. So much junk being cleared.
I am letting it all process. There’s so much pain and trouble that I have suppressed. I cannot even believe it. I feel like I have discarded and wasted my life. That much pain.
I’m curious to see where it leads me to. I want to heal completely.
Personally, GLM might become a permanent core in all my future customs.
The ‘just do it’ aspect is incredibly effective, especially when combined with its effect of slowing everything down. I’ve been able to accomplish tasks without forcing myself (or the push of doing it now) and actually enjoying the process. If I were to compare this to EE, EE was more of a ‘GO GO GO’ type of experience, in my opinion. I would be able to do tasks then too, but if something didn’t go as planned, it would make me angry. However, with GLM, if a task doesn’t go as planned, I shrug it off and just continue without an issue.
Edit:
Before, I wouldn’t have cared about making tools to make work easier for my team or myself, but as of lately, I’ve just been pumping them out. It’s really surprising people.
I am currently running new Wanted in a custom (in which I’m thinking to replace BDLM with RotNW), and the custom also features Auric Overdriver.
I had been thinking to run the new GLM in another separate custom, but reading your comments above made me wonder how this might affect the effects of Wanted & Revelation of the Nectar Within?
Especially with regards to the auras, since the auras seem to be a significant factor in the effectiveness of these 2 subs or how they operate?
And whether – if GLM did dampen those auras, whether that dampening effect would disappear once GLM had ‘settled in’ (meaning I, the user, had processed the scripting better)?
For example, would it be better to run GLM first and then run Wanted a few cycles later?
Or run both, but expect limited results from Wanted/RotNW for the first few weeks or whatever?
Push wears you out. Pull does not.
Which is why external motivation lasts only for a short time. Instead, if you are ‘called’ to it, you will never wear out.
Purpose v/s Push
I’ve run just one loop of GLM, will let the forum know how it goes (I’m committed to running it for 1 year).
I don’t feel needy. I would normally expect a reply (even if it was a tiny feeling). Last two days were so rough… the recon was so crazy and I could feel my body and mind yelling - “You have a lot to learn!”
This journey is going to be a dramatic one for sure.
I remember looking at GLM and thinking I need this… but never buying it. (This was in 2023 Nov, when I ran Khan - my first SubClub Sub). Now, I am back to this. Time to tend to the roots, the fruits shall follow
Thanks @Fire & @SaintSovereign for this.
People miss the mark so much by neglecting the inner work, which is the most important. I’ve made it into a meme months ago.
On point. I also had another realisation today.
The Realisation
In trying to be too smart, too intelligent, too logical, I barely believed.
The spark. The stuff of life. The drive.
The raw irrational belief in oneself, mentors, resources, book, subliminals, anything!
I was moving, but I was overly analytical and overly critical.
Belief is either 100% there or 0%.
The first. I missed. I had this massive hunger and drive for music, but barely for what I’m currently doing.
I tried to sell myself everything, that I’m doing what I’m doing today so that ONE day I can make music all my life. So that ONE day I can live an extraordinarily luxurious life.
I do want those things, but it isn’t the same as the RAW drive.
Do I love what I do now? Actually, YEAH
Have I been scared to go ALL IN? Definitely
The roadblock has been that ‘I could be cheated if I learn from others’ - because I hated teachers growing up. I still took up so many courses, and learnt but sabotaged myself over and over again - because I believed these are all dumb people sitting behind a desk thinking they can teach! (I’m talking not of my mentors, but courses by Traditional Professors).
Because I was bullied and humiliated by 7 different teachers on a level I can’t speak of. Not to mention, I hate anything traditional or linear… it’s like I believed all the problems in my life occurred because of ‘The System’.
So why did I take so many courses? Out of the belief that the world wants to see qualifications. I was so driven to just satisfy this requirement that I got myself 50+ certificates in just 3 days.
After that? Clueless.
On another thread I mentioned it as well: Push wears you out. Pull doesn’t.
When you are ‘called’ to it, you find endless energy.
I have been called to for what I am doing, but I kept hanging it up. I didn’t want to go through what I went through with Music. That it could all be taken away from me at the peak.
So, I stopped believing as deeply, as profoundly, as unconditionally.
That. Shit. Changes. Today.
Without RAW belief in the right sources. Not just right sources alone. Your success will be 100X slower, and smaller.
The first right source is YOU.
You need that obsessive drive. That crazy desire and drive to make things happen. That belief that you can break open the world. That comes from within.
Also, if you have ever felt that drive, it feels impossible to go back to external motivation.
I bet GLM played a HUGE role in this.
That’s why I’m still running love bomb and GLM
Yeah, same here… luckily I am finally running it now.
@SaintSovereign how well do you think this title would work, run in a custom with Sanguine: The Elixir?
The two titles approach healing and emotions in a very different way, so I was wondering if you think they would synergise well or not? Or any better suggestions for this?
I’m thinking healing of past trauma, humiliations, rejection wounds, shame etc, plus general healing and general restoration of masculinity and development of masculine traits, along with all the positivity, confidence, self-belief, healing and subsequent physical healing from Sanguine: The Elixir.
Not Saint, but I’d say you don’t need Elixir for that
GLM does everything you listed, even physical healing (if that will help boost masculinity, which you can tell yourself that it does, and the scripting will latch onto that — conscious guidance in a nutshell)
You might not even need to do conscious guidance, since a healthy physical body DOES boost masculinity in a man
+1 for what Pioritas said.
Instead of Elixir, run the stack I’m on: Earth/GLM. It’ll cover all the needs you listed.
Plus I feel so smooth. I would say I feel good, but good doesn’t fully define it. I just feel so…smooooooooove.
Hey and thanks for the reply
When I mentioned physical healing, that was simply because the product description for Sanguine: The Elixir specifically mentions that the healing of the kinds of emotional issues I mentioned in my previous post could lead to subsequent physical healing too (a concept I’m familiar with and think is great).
But it’s very encouraging to hear you (and hopefully many others) say that they’ve found such emotional healing through the new GLM
I guess my concern was that it felt like GLM might separate my responses and perceptions from my old traumas, humiliations, regrets, failures, shame, hurts and so on, but would just leaving them there, still unresolved, ultimately be a bad idea? Maybe with GLM that wouldn’t matter lol.
So yeah, it’s great to read people’s experiences here and thanks again for sharing