Interesting. I have had the opposite reaction to this. After close to a month on GLM, my dream recall has become better than before(usually remember 2-3 dreams in full per night), and almost all of them are highly symbolic and directly related to issues GLM is helping me resolve. Even after a week on Wanted, the dreams are speaking directly to me about GLM topics. When awake, I am actually not that busy, mentally speaking, with long stretches of almost no discernible thought. I’ll give a fuller report soon on the amazing benefits that came with GLM , but just had to mention this dream effect here in advance.
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How would this work with New Primal?
The GLM vibe seems to allow women to safely express their whole selves (venting, sexually expressive, changing feelings etc) and feel that a man can hold space and contain them. If you don’t flinch, keep centred and allow the feminine to flow freely without grasping, the response with your female partner/friend/colleague/family members is something special to experience.
Had a phone call from a friend who disclosed a secret that she hasn’t told anybody else, the point being that instead of moralising, judging, or being shocked at the indiscretion, just listening gave a feeling and a sense of being “seen”. Sometimes an ear is more valuable in the moment than advice. (We men are prone to reach for solutions first even when not asked).
A few times women described me as a calm influence and a grounding presence and it is greatly appreciated by them because it taps into inherited male female dynamics but is rarely felt in actual life.
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Ooh boy! Is it possible to be more dominant and IDGAFF on this stack?
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What do you think about using dreams as one of the criteria to judge whether to progress or not while using the microloop strategy with the new schedule?
For example, let’s say I’m using 3m of DRR2 and I experience very vivid dreams. This didn’t happen when I used 1m. Therefore, I can conclude that I’m not ready to use 7m yet, even if I don’t feel many significant recon.
Reconciliation came way down since anti-recon stuff was released with this program. In the first few weeks I still had the general overexposure symptoms, and I kind of still do here and there but far less than the initial few weeks. This may also have been since I went straight to 3 mins and skipped 30s and 60s loops while going through the integration phase.
Definitely a certain leap of progress happened in the technology that has been a game changer for me.
Now the next step will be to figure out how to properly balance the processing cycles so that too much exposure does not overwhelm actual results, and my ability to reconcile and mentally work with the scripting.
Unless the program has a significant amount of physical shifting physical tiredness usually does not happen with overexposure it is more like a mental, nervous exhaustion and pressure that is usually not fixed by sleep. To overcome this is the biggest deal for me because it correlates directly to my life force energy that flows with my nervous system. Nervous system gets overwhelmed and a certain amount of flow gets blocked as the nervous system and the mind correspond directly to each other. So the overexposure affects mostly the nervous system but it does not generate physical sleepiness for me, just a sort of neurological / psychological and energetic exhaustion.
It is like a nervous load that is becomes a heaviness on the mind and the system in general which then also directly decreases my ability to reconcile and overcome recon. It makes recon very difficult to accept and overcome. Apathy, lethargy also sets in in this state, and the flow of the mind, my life energies and nervous fluids sort of gets stuck as the mind is essentially “overwhelmed and overloaded” so will the nervous and its correlated energy system also reflect that.
This always starts to happen when the capacity of my nervous system to process information gets exceeded and manifests a lot of diminishing returns even though it is very positive subliminal information going in.
And I have always observed that best and most incredible results come when the energies are loose, vibrant and charged so that all the modules can properly express, you feel emotionally uplifted, mentally swift, vivid and lucid while having a near limitless physical energy and zeal for life. In this state, internally you will completely free and your endocrine chemistry gets intensified in response to all the dimensions of your being functioning how it should be. Your energies become effervescent and your intelligence suddenly thrives.
Nervous tensions also directly correlate to the looseness of your energy and aura, how well all of the little nodes of your energy system flow and without obstructions. Your nervous system will feel so good and relaxed.
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All the best to your Journey
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I have the same with dreaming.
Since the first loop of Earth & Godlike Masculinity I just sleep in and stand up.
Tak Tak
I had 1 dream last 30 days.
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Have you tried Earth yet, mate? I believe it could help with that a ton.
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To put it simply, there is a certain layer of energy directly surrounding the physical body, if this energy becomes loose it very positively affects your physical, mental and emotional well-being and creates a certain elation, expansion and freedom within yourself that also makes you very relaxed and at ease, both psychological and physically.
I think this good be a great addition to the Æon like energy scripting that has been added to the programs.
Once this energetic layer constricts your sense of liveliness and consciousness also constricts. To feel fully alive your energies needs to expand which also creates energy presence and allows you to impact a room and forces surrounding you instead of being impacted by them. In a world that is entirely energy in nature to the smallest atom this is very important.
@Sub.Zero never felt drawn to it and
I believe you but I have to stick to my programs as I am trying to integrate them and not add more. Also never felt drawn to that program. I would rather run Æon in the future.
Also this issue of overexposure decreases as I integrate the programs so taking on something new always usually makes it worse for a time.
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The only form of “recon” I notice on Earth and in WANTED is contraction and expansion (pendulation). I observe a contraction — a step back — in how my nervous system responds to stimuli that would trigger it (and during contraction, it triggers it even more).
After overcoming this (semi-consciously, with little effort on my part), I observe an expansion — a step forward — in which my nervous system faces those stimuli with greater strength and resilience.
I’m not experiencing any other kind of recon; it’s all about being attuned to what my nervous system says rather than what my mind says.
As for my mind, it seems to work in a way I could call “zeroing.” It’s about becoming increasingly non-attached to situations, people, triggers, and the thoughts and emotions they bring up.
This causes the triggering mental and emotional content to be instantly canceled — so to speak, it just disappears in the process of “zeroing.” This process started when I added WANTED to my stack (I’m currently running WANTED, Earth, and QL4).
For this reason I described the difference between GLM and WANTED, when it comes to recon triggers like below:
GLM:
WANTED:
It looks like Earth only amplified “zeroing". Perhaps this is because it supports my nervous system’s functioning quite a lot.
However, it looks like you’re heading toward “zeroing” on this combo (GLM + Air) as well. It’s like dealing with “recon” instantly and in real time.
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One thing I’ve noticed today running this sub today is an increased sense of strength, including a sense looking in the mirror at my existing form of my strengths.
Beyond the mirror incident, walking from my house to shopping centre and back today, although some pain points remain, the musculature was fully consciously activated.
I have noticed a couple of aspects of Body of Stillness and Strength manifesting, although its not a perfect correlation. It hasnt improved cardiovascular yet, but its possible with time on this stack (AEON+G:LM) that may come.
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Today noticed something very peculiar. Almost like a reality shift but not induced randomly and I think I can easily replicate this phenomenon. So I am traveling a bit and a friend joined, since him joining I noticed it was becoming apparent to me that old parts of me where surfacing. Good parts actually but nonetheless old parts. Since this is a long standing friend that goes way back, the personality I had when I grew up with him I was tapping into when I am around him.
Now today since he went for a massage and I went back to the hotel, I suddenly noticed that as I was heading back and for the first time not being in his bubble I completely executed for the first time the GLM aura fully. I felt an unshakeable presence, a solidity, a profound sense of strength and oozing off an aura that needs no words to be explained. Pure powerful masculinity. My reality shifted totally in that moment.
When I came back to meet him at the massage center I shifted back into my old identity.
I also notice generally my personality is an easy going one, most if not all people say I am the funniest person they have ever met, I am an ENFP so I am an entertainer. I love to make people have an absolutely good time around me. I am unserious and like to tease and joke around. In groups I usually don’t lead but I can lead if I want to, but I mostly do it only when absolutely necessary. I don’t care to lead. I just do my own thing and go my own way I am not a follower either.
So what I am saying is that when I am alone suddenly it is very easy to step into a new sort of subconscious structure aka GLM as described before, same thing I noticed when meeting new people. But when meeting people that I have a lot of history with I tend to take on my old identity with them.
I am not doing it on purpose but I think at some level I am doing it for them to have that familiarity and that if I show another side, which is at that time hidden, they may be shocked at who I am.
Anyone else noticed this before? And how to have more integrity within yourself to be the same in any group and environment.
Maybe it just takes a few years of running something to have that deep of integration causing it to be absolutely firmly established as your identity, with unwavering integrity. And not just one cycle where it is easy to express in a new environment where none knows you yet and has anything to compare or relate to. Which would be good places to integrate a new identity before taking it back into your old life and test how solid it truly is.
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If this happened to me, I would consider the entire thing – from the “issue” arising, you recognizing it and then subsequently observing and externalizing it – a huge result. Anti-recon in motion. Rather than recon setting in when you realized that you weren’t acting in a way that feels authentic to yourself, you went with the flow, had a great time and now you are attempting to resolve the issue.
Being honest, I think this will resolve itself. You’ve already started the true reconciliation process, merging the old identity with what you want to become rather than being stuck in deep negative emotions. Over time, the direction you are going will solidify, and this issue shouldn’t persist.
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Actually the old identity is also a lot of fun, it was a wonderful personality I lived out when the many years I build a close relationship with him. In fact I did not want him to join my journey but he wanted some stress relieve and I felt that having him over would allow me to integrate some old aspects of myself that I thought I had lost. So this is maybe just a conscious process that I have decided to roll with.
People should try to experiment with this and visit significant places in there life and see how they feel in those places if the memories of these places can revive something inside of them much like a shamanic process. It is very interesting. The inner and outer worlds are directly connected and correspond to each other.
But it is just different. I also notice it with him. And since I put him to use subliminal programs in the past and I am very observant I can see how he steps into different parts of his subconscious at different times. I can clearly see when he steps into parts of his subconscious that have been build through using one of the sub club programs I recommended to him, then his naturally grown personality that is there from a young age through environmental factors and his natural growth process. But I can see he has more integrity with what he has grown into through using sub club because I recommended him one or two programs which he used for like 6-months and never looked at the website or tried something else. So it is fair to say he build this with some depth to it, which I think I am mostly missing.
There was a period of time about a year ago where when I was talking to people I could perceive and see them shifting through different personalities that I can distinctly discern and I could see how, when and where they developed these. But most importantly I could see them BEYOND the personalities. For example if one works a certain sales job for 3 years in those 3 years of activity you build a subconscious structure. They are memory parts of the unconscious that we can tap into as experiences, skills, behaviours, modes of acting that we adopt in a certain environment etc, a particular way of speaking, moving, thinking, etc
It was such a strange thing because while people had conversations with me I could see them shifting through these parts of their subconscious in the present moment. When I speak to very spiritually developed people I have always observed how they have more access to their entire subconscious mind and the self beyond the mind has far more lucidity and fluid access to use these aspects as an extension of there intelligence.
They are just different kind of programs sort of, but they are not us. We just use them. The mind is just a large memory bank or storehouse of information.
This post was a bit of tangent and not GLM related anymore so I’ll cut it here…
But the main point I wanted to get to is that if you put some information in the subconscious, for me in this case for example the GLM program that does not mean necessarily I will be having “visible results” or that it will be fully in consciousness all the time. It can do things in the background also and does not always have to become fully visible, sometimes conditions have to be right for it to express itself fully. The mind is such a great repository, if we put some information in the unconscious, the circumstances of our reality and our consciousness can still make choices as to which to focus upon at any moment. I noticed once I consciously really focused on a program I am running, it became super profoundly active and into my conscious life while otherwise it may be processing but not be super active.
There exists a veil between conscious and unconscious mind that brings only to the surface of our reality what we decide to focus upon much like a mirror that reflects.
If you walk through a city, so much activities are happening, but where you end up and the situations you get drawn to are all related to our own subconscious activity and the reality it shapes and creates. The things we see and notice, our perception, the people we meet and what we notice about them, the turn of the street we decide to take. All is a reflection of the subconscious. So much decision making happens on levels of the mind that are fully unconscious unless we bring our awareness to it.
I think in the future consciousness and awareness will become a big thing.
I am really fascinated by all of this…
(cross posting from my journal. note that this is from a name-embedded version of GLM with I am Atman Synergy added)
In the last month, I got very clear benefits from it:
- discipline scripting goes hard. Cleaned up my entire environment, extending beyond my room towards my shared kitchen. I get this strong sense that my environment really does reflect my inner world, as the old hermetic maxim says. Clean mind creates a clean environment which in turn promotes a clean mind.
- started walking more upright and felt my breathing slow down. This is clearly in relation to fearing disapproval less in social settings. I am able to relax more when out and about. GLM seems to have helped me moving my hips while I am walking and noticing the stiffness in the hips among many Swedes. I am surprised myself at how confident I walk now. There is an actual swagger in me. Simultaneously, I am starting to feel sorry for what I perceive to be unhappiness or lack of vitality in people I meet on the road, while I am feeling this inner joy.
- amazing inner silence that sometimes gets very intense. Now, I’ve cultivated this for many years, but had a hard time maintaining it off the cushion and when faced with things I unfortunately still view as real(such as fearing ridicule or disapproval from women)- this has gotten vastly better in this rather short period of time. For most of the day, I simply feel a quiet inner joy that makes it very easy to remain cool headed in the heat of the moment.
- most likely related to the last point, I’ve been amazed at the structured nature of my thoughts and actions. I calmly execute one thing after another, and get a ton of things done without really feeling effort. I expected this from Executive, but have actually been getting this from GLM.
- in my last gym session, I finally felt something click in myself and I started letting go of the idea that other guys are competitors and started feeling brotherly love for them. It can basically be described as a feeling of wanting to see everyone succeed.
- in my talks with people, I have become much more eloquent, and perhaps related to how structured my thoughts have become, I am able to calmly lay out my arguments as if I was writing a speech in my own room. I have also been successful in de-escalating potential fights with guys.
- my voice has become even deeper than it already is.
- GLM has helped me distance myself and almost instantly dissolve negative thoughts, especially about myself and unhelpful generalizations. It definitely creates a barrier which doesn’t suppress things, but rather enables a clear-headed response through emotional detachment.
- this is the most noteworthy point for me. My dream recall became vastly better and nearly all of my dreams have become highly symbolic, and try their best to “speak to me” in intensely personal language. They always inform me what is being worked on and the more I “decode” the symbolism, the more helpful they are becoming and the richer their content. I am really looking forward to each dream every night.
- Had clear warnings delivered to my in my dreams not to go for a rigid view of what masculinity might be to me as told by other sources, but rather to carefully engage my “feminine” aspects; to be vulnerable when the time is right, to listen deeply, to be intuitive, to value cooperation over competition, and to prioritize connection over conquest. Similarly, other dreams revealed to me that for the longest time, I have been afraid to act before I feel 100% ready, out of a very old traumatic pattern in me where my mom instilled both perfectionism and procrastination in me as a young child, which I adopted because I became afraid of her judgement and expectations, which I was never able to live up to, and as hard as it may be for me to admit that sometimes, psychologists are not that far out with their theories, I am still fearing female disapproval or criticism in every women I come across as the result of that old wound.
- I have been able to come down from the clouds, so to speak. I am a very heady, very mental type of person, and it has been difficult to admit to myself that I have some very human, personal and social desires such as having good friends and a girlfriend again. This is a very grounding experience for me.
- in the span of the first week on GLM, I had no less than three girls tell me that they trust me within a few minutes of meeting them. I had never heard people say that before, and especially not in those social contexts I was in. They were looking towards me to guide them to places and where to sit down etc. I became aware that I can meet people from a place of security and trust.
- I have been strongly questioning some of my more desperate choices in my social life. I do not like to drink. I do not like to dance, especially not to loud music. I prefer romantic settings where I can have deep conversations for hours. “Choose your settings wisely” kept repeating in my mind. I have been struggling with finding better socializing opportunities that play towards my strengths, but there is a clear sense of wanting to return/approach my real me and not pretend to be someone else just to be able to fit in. This is either GLM and/or the I am Atman Synergy at work.
- One thing that has been very noticeable since I started with the NGLM sub is that I feel no impulse to ejaculate to porn. KB and Dragon Reborn have helped with this last year, but this is on another level or builds on them, somehow. I may still get aroused, but there is no strong pull anymore. It is actually hard to get my mind to want that, even in the absence of other outlets. Surprisingly, something in there may contain the Stop Porn/Masturbation scripting, perhaps, or something indirectly triggers this response in me. Anyhow, it is most welcome, and has made my life much more pleasant.
- I have become sharply aware of the doubts in my mind. Almost every day, it occurs to me that I do not have much faith, and that my mind is filled with doubts. I know intuitively that I have to trust in the universe to provide what is meant for me, but it isn’t easy when I am losing my patience. I want results, now. And at the same time, I am recognizing that this impatience is not serving me, at all. It is tough to develop trust after being marginalized or bullied your whole life, but I am getting there.
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My hair has slightly receded over the years but randomly this title had me thinking how much thicker it had grown back in
Also had me visualising it was growing back in thicker
Not something I was consciously looking for but I caught myself doing it
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Can glm make you think slower and hence won’t stack well with ql?
I swear, running GLM (and NEW WANTED for that matter) gives me a shot of energy in the morning. I get more alert. I’m going to start making these runs be the first thing of the day!
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It’s not think slower in the sense of removing the ability for quick thinking.
It’s slower thinking in terms of taking the time to think.