I have none of that detachment reconciliation how did you recognise this? Did this come as an impression or feeling, or just came-up in your day to day thought process?
Maybe that part of the script has not hit me yet.
Recon is never this clear to me I usually am totally clueless as to what is happening or why I am feeling unusually out of it, then things just click back and I still don’t know what happened… most of the time.
Do my thing in the best way possible, grow as a human being to the best of my possibilities and let that auric imprint influence those around me, who are willing/open to do the same.
Ive been getting a lot of support from people around and almost no resistance/criticism which is fundamentally important, because Im on the middle of a very strong and critical lifestyle change.
Has anyone noticed this program helpt you to remain true to yourself? I feel like I am still too much affected by environments and people especially people who I have a connection with, I sort of become like them or act like them and take-on their habits and behaviours. I think it is part of why I have so much likeability and dynamism in my personality as I sort of match people in their vibe but it is not good if I want to anchor myself towards a specific goal and destination.
These behaviours take me off course I noticed this a lot today.
Not to mention taking on energies of others, this one is another big one but it is just the same of reflecting others peoples behaviour and matching there vibe just on another layer of existence. Sometimes I just want to radiate my own energy and have my own will to go by, which I do have, but I naturally seem to go with the flow of people I have a liking towards.
The detachment process was already occurring before I even ran RoW – it’s something that my life path seems to demand. It’s not hard written into GLM (EDIT: clarified this statement), we wouldn’t force that on anyone. But the side effect of “joyful stoicism” is going to be some level of detachment, or inner emotional immunity against external turmoil (to be more precise).
So, I’m referring to a process within myself that began quite some time ago – almost three years at this point, and how GLM has seemed to help me understand a deeper layer of that process. It was through what I call “inner journaling” that helped me recognize this. It’s the same thing as writing an external journal, but instead, I simply engage in a stream of consciousness inner monologue and allow myself to explore the ideas.
I asked myself: in your ideal utopian society, what would you be doing? And I came to the conclusion that I’d be doing the same thing I am now, engaging in some kind of research work for the purposes of helping others expand. And I realized – what I am experiencing isn’t quite “detachment.” It’s more in line with defiance and rebellion.
I see I see. I resonate with that a lot. So much going on in my life it probably takes more time for me to fully understand the lifeline and theme of it all!
I am very rebellious against lies and falsehoods I see and I want to live by my own standards and freedom, which basically I am doing but comes with a lot of opposition. By family, loved ones and society in general. People seem to oppose this by heart somehow even though deep within they know society needs this class of people to provide the changes to course direct us from extinction at this point.
With enough time hopefully Godlike Masculinity will assist me to transform into a rock solid stone everyone around me can fall back on when society trembles most. Those are the people who charted their own course and became so unaffected by the winds of change they themselves initiate it, from within, where all of the future is created.
It’s rare that I will do this, but I think these are some results to watch, since it’s a marvelous stack. I’d even recommend advanced users try it (even though some – including @HyperMan – considers it foundational) since it may bring some of those deeper results from past stacks to the surface. GLM is already helping many of us dissolve very subtle, but deep blockages, with LB and AoH tapping into the “joyful stoicism” scripting in GLM…
I am, much more slowly, seeing a similar result in myself.
I find myself wanting to change the world less, and shifting my focus more towards changing myself and letting the effect of that ripple out.
I like how you phrased it, “quiet resonance.”
There is a similar hopefulness that what I need and who I need will emerge when I am ready. That might be due to my custom having Virtue Series Hope, GLM, or both!
I also find myself coming back to practices, beliefs, and parts of my being that just feel GOOD to have around. Things I had left behind because I thought I was “supposed to” or because someone said I should.
A) The classic listen to AB subs day 1 and C on day 3
B) Make a custom with GLM/Earth core and do normal listening of AB every other day with B being the custom core.
I was playing Foosball today and I needed to relearn everything from beginning again, somehow nothing worked what worked before until I remembered what my style of play is.
Then I switched to a more calm but precise pace.
Also the realization that I am not that good as I picture myself and it’s a long way to the top that needs training hit me hard, at the same time I lost the need to reach hights and I started to play around with great pleasure for the next 40 min.
I make more steps forward when I loose the goal to reach something and just wholeheartedly play.
After leaving the bar I was fully satisfied and happy to play this game longer.
Also every day I retrospect and see how good the day was and I am happy and proud of myself how I used the day.
I had only 1 day last month where I could say: I didn’t use this day.
GLM is definitely moving me away from the endless workoholism and pointless pursuit of money that I don’t even need and it’s pushing me more in the direction of Muay Thai and Im back to training and even began to want to fight again and become a pro.
I act out of alignment (Martial Arts) and not out of neediness (money and sex).
I have so much power that I have to smoke weed at evening, otherwise I am nearly 22 hours awake every day. I don’t know what to do about that.
I hit the river every day, even ride the bike 2 hours at night but still
Now I realy need a women to power me out at night
I don’t know it’s Fucking crazy
When I open my eyes at morning it’s like a soldier that steps out of the bed and starts to do the chores right away.
Whenever I take a few days to process and start running program again I get very bad brain processing even more than if I had just continued running the program.
Anyone else noticed this?
Today my mental faculties feel completely disturbed and have sort of a depressed feeling in the brain.
If I had continued this for sure would not have happened I noticed it before whenever I stop 3-4 days and then continue it takes 2-3 days to pick-up the momentum again and those 2-3 days are usually quite bad days.
Anyone else or just me? Even with the GLM anti recon stuff its there.