Main Disc. Thread - The NEW Emperor (Now Available! Q Core Available!)

[subliminalguy]

@SaintSovereign

Based upon our observations, it seems that the self-love and self-worth scripting helps a person feel “safe” in expressing new traits they want to develop.

3 days ago I was at work, and all these new ideas and possibilities were going through my head. And I really wondered about something

I wondered if Emperor has risk-taking scripting. It was Genesis that made me so aware of that thinking, but I seemed to be drawing it out with Emperor.

Emperor is giving me courage to try, and Furious Ascent has been strongly considered in my last two customs. I just made a LB/Sanguine custom, and I asked someone here if it made any sense putting it in. I didn’t put it in.

But living life with a willingness to try things I could possibly fail at is definitely new. It lit a fire in me.

Edit: I had an insight:

@subliminalguy

Now, I’ve got to go face the risk of failing with my garden…and losing love…yep. That’s why I’ve pushed so much risk away.

[BeingNeo]

I second that… it does have that calculated risk taking aspect like Genesis (as per my experience)

[subliminalguy]

Wowwwww…an insight on risk-taking.

I read your reply @BeingNeo, and it immediately dawned on me…that I’d read that on the Emperor sales page (calculated risk-taking).

But you know what? Since I’d been wondering about that in Emperor days ago…I’ve never, ever looked it up. Part of me just wasn’t willing to find out. I was imagining I was wrong about it, and if I was…I imagined losing love…from myself. I greatly feared being wrong about this.

I have had many similar experiences in life. Like not returning to see the girl I knew had signaled she liked me. Like quitting businesses which were going forward and profiting consistently. Like abandoning guy friends I got along well with… Always imagining I’d messed up again…and me being hard on myself.

Which is why I’ve avoided almost ANY major risks in life. It’s also (obvious to me) why I’ve feared major responsibilities in life. Because I’ve been very, very hard on myself. Because…I’d beat my own ass unmercifully.

Saint spoke about the self-love and self-care scripting. I’d never felt it before with Emperor. I always imagined Emperors to be disciplined and…“perfect”. Which is why I’ve pulled off Emperor so many times. I’d mess up on something (socially mostly), and I’d give myself an ass-whipping. (Why would I want to return to that?)

Maybe the pairing with LB, which I’m doing, is making the difference. Failing sometimes is pretty human. But kicking my ass daily is not worth it.

–I began this post last night. I almost deleted it since it reveals my biggest fear. Me terrorizing myself is my biggest fear.

Maybe, hopefully, this can change. I did LB last night. Emperor this morning. I’d love to see this change.

[Hoppa]

@subliminalguy

Failing sometimes is pretty human.

How you respond to failure makes or breaks you.

[sid]

Sid : The journey continues

Interesting thing happened today . I was in the bank to deposit money into my account . Usual action . I know the tellers there . So the girl teller (not my religion) called me before my number comes . Because they know me I thought . And I gave her the money to deposit . And while I am going there was a girl working in the bank (my religion ) so she introduced me to her each other . Saying her name she is my manager . And introduced me my name the owner of this company . In our community we …

[BeingNeo]

Reading your reply made me feel like I was reading my story. I am on a inner child and masculine healing journey and GLM first, and then Emperor with DR:LD have been so helpful. I look back just a month and i can notice such huge changes in me.

It was a bit tough initially to get used to the sense of power it generates within, but with some mindful practices and channeling I was able to direct it in the right direction.

My current stack is NE + Limitless + DR:LD. After my washout I might replace DR:LD with WB or KB (havent decided fo sure yet)

[subliminalguy]

@SaintSovereign

Based upon our observations, it seems that the self-love and self-worth scripting helps a person feel “safe” in expressing new traits they want to develop.

I’ve noticed something lately, and it’s been consistent.

I’ve been posting regularly in the LB and Emperor threads to share changes. But I’ve really not been posting in my own journal.

I’m changing. For a while, I’ve felt averse to even going to my journal, as I’ve used it like a mental shield–a hideout.

I’ve not wanted to go back, to regress. Hiding has been used for survival, nothing else. But I stayed in the habit since it had memories of feeling safe.

Since pairing Emperor and LB, I’ve been chasing something else. It’s more of a personal freedom.

I see why I’m doing this vs. hiding, and there’s been 2 main motivations for hiding.

1. I didn’t feel I could protect myself around others.
2. This point has more weight. I didn’t feel worthy of protection. I didn’t feel worthy of anything almost. Hiding from it all was always the easiest solution.

I’m seeing myself stepping away from this world view…I’m not attached to it. That is new.

[Bull_of_Shiva_999]

@SaintSovereign

Emperor is focused on empire building through sheer will and resilience

Have you people who running Emperor ever imagined alternative versions which swaps sheer will and resilience with something else?

[BeingNeo]

I made the decision on the third sub… drum rollllll PRIMAL

Ran one loop yday before my washout week next week (yes I am a bit of a non conformist hu3 hu3) and boy oh boy, i’ve been on fire at work today. The assertive leadership quality that this trio manifested is just out of this world.

There’s one thing about not taking bs, theres another thing about not taking bs and using impeccable argumentation and articulation to make a point so strong that the other party can do nothing but bow down as everything is documented so they cant throw a tantrum to a well thought out business logic.

This is my stack now!!!

[Trader]

So it’s now NE + Limitless + Primal?

[BeingNeo]

Correct… NE + Limitless has become my favourite and DR:LD helped bring up a lot of childhood/inner child issues that I have started to work on. I was looking for something more “lively, fiery yet masculine, raw” to add on top of NE and Limitless. Then I read the new Primal’s sales page and people’s experiences on the forum page and decided to go with that. It truly compliments NE in my opinion, especially when it comes to self worth.

[subliminalguy]

How do I show thanks?

I’ve been home all day since (boom) I decided to care for myself today. 27 hours in two days had me feeling sore physically, and with Emperor and LB raising my “deserve level”, I took a paid day off.

I’d like to share a thanks for being aware and active in my growth presently. Because I’ve been in retreat mode SO LONG. I’m on my computer now, and I’ve been reading and exploring things I’ve been curious about.

What I’ve been aware of…is my “normal” undertaking to hide. From everybody. From anybody. In movies. In distraction. In porn. In anything other than what I’ve been afraid of. Yes, anything or anyone at all.

I’ve even had my movie app open on my computer for hours. I previewed a movie…but no. It still feels associated with hiding out, with trying to bypass time and reality. To just cope.

I began crying when I began writing this. I’m finally starting to feel like and see myself as… a loveable human being.

That @SaintSovereign and @Fire, is the very foundation of growth. Having that undergirding our beliefs is helping ME grow…and explore…two things I’m not sure I’ve done much of these last years. Thank you for your diligence and vision to push us forward.

I feel like both the creator and the observer right now. I’m seeing this every day now.

Thank you

[TheRock]

That’s so great. It’s moving to read your changes.

[subliminalguy]

I began writing in my journal this morning. I realized this.

@subliminalguy

The recon is the young me believing I’m powerless vs. the new me believing I’m flippin powerful. That’s real recon.

[ksub]

Just when I decided to bring this sub back into my stack long term, because I intuitively feel that it is what I need now, this quote finds its way to my social media timeline :
"Always bear in mind that your own resolution to succeed is more important than any other one thing." ~Abraham Lincoln

Synchronicity?

[James]

Just putting this out there

Emperor & Khan?

It may seem redundant or not but out of curiosity has anyone run these two together?

[Bull_of_Shiva_999]

Is anyone know if the Emperor has Male Enhancement scripting?

[ksub]

@Bull_of_Shiva_999

Is anyone know if the Emperor has Male Enhancement scripting?

I’m pretty sure it doesn’t.

[subliminalguy]

I just wrote this in my journal.

@subliminalguy

Day 3 of washout of Emperor and my LB Sanguine custom

Yesterday, my mind began remembering ASBR’s mental productivity in finances along with tons of ideas that came to me while using it. I enjoyed reminiscing.

I had 2 trains of thought.

1. Am I being led that direction by my subconscious?
2. Is this recon?

Because I was loving the memories. I just felt cautious since when I’m facing change and its recon, subs pop up suddenly “to save the day”. So, I DM’d someone here who’s pointed this out with me before.

I was relieved in his first assessment, as I’ve written on previous day 3’s of washout that…get this…“I’m going to change to X after this washout”. And I have. Numerous times. The short of it is I’ll be staying on Emperor.

To stack on that “why?”, I’ll try to explain what I sensed this morning. In short, Emperor doesn’t advertise itself as a personal improvement sub. It boasts productivity, a powerful mindset, and wealth training. (And I know …uh huh…that I’ve not been looking lately)

But fuck…maturity? I’ve been skating this one. Hell yes, I have. I wrote of a revelation yesterday of me holding onto immature thinking since “if I grow up, I’ll lose my brother’s love”. Additionally, this mindset has been beneficial…gawd…since it puts responsibility on someone else..

And yes, I’ve enjoyed ducking and dodging this (it’s been a childish game, honestly), since someone somewhere (in a dysfunctional parental savior mode) will pick up responsibilities needing tending to.

This morning, I sensed a maturity, a stability, and … acceptance growing in me. It wasn’t loud at all. It was maturity I’ve only imagined before. Again, it was not loud and strong. It just was.

I woke up being aware of this, with me getting up to do chores I’ve hated doing. But while doing them, that’s when my mind began piecing this together. Doing stuff doesn’t mean I’ll enjoy it. (Sounds all mature-ish). But I hung on to this since it made me feel stronger, capable, and willing to grow.

And this is coming from a man who’s avoided major growth and change for multiple decades.

I’m so used to avoiding awareness of this. Truth. Which is why any action has been avoided for so long–in work changes, in finances, and in all relationships. A vicious spiral.

I feel good admitting that change–to myself.

[ksub]

I started running again this sub (after I shelved Stark Black). My first impression is that the New Emperor is about determination. I know @SaintSovereign said “resilience” in the sales copy but I prefer determination. If you have serious goals and you’re facing adverse conditions, this is when this sub shines. On “Stark Black” I was thinking, “Everything is within my reach”. On this version of Emperor, I’m thinking “I wonder who or what is going to stop me from achieving this goal?”. The answer is “Nothing” and “No one”.

With all the healing, self-esteem upgrade, and deserve level raise that Love Bomb initiated, adding Emperor to the mix created a very clear focus on your goals. If you’re running Emperor + LB, don’t be surprised that you look back at your old goals and you shake your head in disbelief wondering why you were even thinking that small. This sub puts your butt in action mode after LB removed the mental and emotional cobwebs.