dropped my custom from the stack but im making a smaller more focused custom with lots and paragon . I was noticing that i have really good flow factor with the titles i picked and was getting good results from each but i recognized that chasing 5 goals at once will take longer than chasing 2 at a time.
But now for the results : the resiliency scripting in this sub is actually insane i suffered a shoulder dislocation during training and learned that i would be out of training for the next 3-6 months and at first it really bummed me out because i finally decided i was going to go full bore in my training to win some regional and eventually national tournaments this year and i feared that i will miss out on this crazy goal of mine but in the midst of the pain my mind just simply went "you will come back better from this it is now time to develop other areas so that when you come back you hit the ground running " . No sadness , No moping , not even frustration just mild annoyance at the fact that i would be out and already thinking of alternatives for me to do .
My mindset has taking a quantum leap similar to where i was when i was on khan but more ferocious . And this all kicked in when i dropped my custom lol and was watching a video talking about using the methods of former greats to achieve your goals by a youtuber by the name of tykwondoe (any young guys on this thread should definitely check his videos out ) . During this video he talks about how napoleon would talk about himself and how with his mindset he went some random farm boy to an emperor . Something finally clicked in me and all of sudden i was looking back on my life and finally letting in sink that i always was the guy who had crazy dreams i never wanted anything normal out of my life and whenever i would tell people about these goals they would turn around and tell me that i was crazy . And the moment i let that part of me waver or get filled with negativity i missed out on so many opportunities . This happened when i was running khan when i was able to attract the girl i was crushing on who was the personification of what i wanted in a woman but i couldn’t pull the trigger when it came to moving the relationship forward just because i could not accept that she would like me . or even delaying the start of my business because i didnt think it would reach the heights i wanted to .
But now actions must follow




thanks