last day of the 1st cycle and things have been good. I’m getting the same feeling running new emperor that i did when running khan total breakdown where it feels like a lot of time has passed . There was a lot of turmoil in regards to if i wanted to become an entrepreneur thinking maybe a normal job would be better for someone with adhd .But now i feel no more fear and have been finding ways to learn that work for me. Also forgiving myself for not being some productivity machine right away . My physique is trimming up and i feel like after a couple more cycles of this i will be shredded.
Now im running a custom with Ef+Spartan+LOTS and there is amazing synergy with this stack which is catching me off guard . My body is quite muscular to the point where i look like a bit like a tank and im not lifting weights just basic calisthenics workouts and stuff.
Stood up for my friend today at work when some guy(whose higher ranked) whose advances she keeps rejecting . She came in late and he tried pressing her for it and i stepped in with a comment that shut it down entirely . It literally felt so automatic and i felt nothing .