One loop 7min so far.
Immediately noticed the calmness and relaxation. It’s a sort of IDGAF attitude with a positive spin. More of a “It’ll all work out, buddy” feeling, without losing the drive to do shit.
I decided to stream a different game although I initially told myself to stick to one game for a year. But that is currently down in viewership. Not only did I enjoy the new game MUCH more, which reflected in the stream, people subbed and joined much more than with the old one.
It was this “do what you truly love and people will come” feeling. And it worked.
I’m generally expressing my true self MUCH more and openly. Clear about what I want and need. It has a strong masculine vibe to it. But that may just be bringing my nature forth.
It also brought up a bunch of things from the past. But not in an emotionally charged way. More of a “oh yeah this happened in the past haha” and then I just let it go. If this is healed, thats a LOVELY way to do it lol
I stopped ANY Porn HARD in its tracks. I was already not jerking to porn, but I was - every now and then - checking out pics and enjoying the feeling. Now this is gone all entirely. I had to admit that I was addicted to this shit for many years, but I guess its part of the healing scripting that makes me finally stop that.
Because I learned to utilize this energy in better, more creative ways. I still am horny for my wife, but whenever the urge comes up for porn, I instead do something more useufl.
BIGGEST thing:
Wealth mindset.
Switched entirely from thinking in LACK to thinking in abundance in a snap of a finger. Even though I KNOW I am not rich by any means, I operate from a feeling of being able to afford the things that I want. And magically, many times already, money came out of nowhere. (like an extra payment from work, etc)
Its hard to put into words, but the mindset is different ENTIRELY when it comes to wealth.
I presume some old lack-thinking was healed.
10/10 sub!