awesome day after doing a loop of executive this morning. probably not a good idea to run every day, and I still want to keep other subs like AM, and sanguine.
I think im gonna start doing executive plus one loop of standard AM every other day.
How are you guys integrating this new secret weapon into your consistent sub schedules?
its very poerful bro its best sub for taking action in my opinion
this sub doesnt make you take action
it makes you become action LOL
u become action robot
it changes your your default attitude to “DO IT DO IT DO IT” for anything that relates to the form of ACTION
it is actualy very simple sub
Ran executive today, terminated all my tasks.
I will probably not be using executive for now. When I take exogenous productivity stuff like coffee and ?, I attach too much enjoyment (dopamine) to stuff I (don’t/shouldn’t) want to be doing. When I did my 45 day caffeine free, I could feel I was in a low energy state, but I would look for something interesting to do, this is when I was actually most productive (Measured by amount of books read). This is how you train your brain to enjoy doing difficult things, and the end result is a well greased lubricated brain, with (infinite?), self determined, internal rewards. This is probably my biggest issue currently, I have nothing to think about when I am away from whatever I enjoy doing, I have to develop my internal perpetual machine (spiritualism/intellectualism). This is what religious people constantly think about when walking around, jesus…allah…etc. I just have to find something like that, this is true internal independence.
Right now I am planning on stuff to do but not actually executing it, so here I am, interested in seeing how everyone here changes over time with executive.
The Executive actually addresses this in the script. You won’t get hits of euphoria if you’re not actively working on something, trust me. You’ll feel nothing, or irritation / sadness.
Is a similar effect if other productivity based subs/modules -Emperor/ Productivity unleashed etc?
In my experience-
QL,BLU,BL,LQ- I feel nothing/no change at all if I don’t study/work on something.
StarkQ- a weird restless feelings if I am watching youtube a lot or doing things I consider a waste of time. StarkQ was unbearable if I was planning on playing it while doing nothing. I didn’t quite feel a push to work either it just made me feel restless.
EQ- a feeling similar to starkQ but weaker. for some reason it’s push to work was a bit stronger than starkQ. I was actually doing things for once.
Why do people keep thinking about Limitless and NZT when I’m way beyond that and striving for the Lucy experience.
Right now I’m actually experiencing a complete regression, doing the complete opposite from productivity. Heck, I even met my old nemesis porn the other day. And when I do stuff it’s stuff that doesn’t require thinking.
One could guess it’s reconciliation, but I don’t really listen to subs all that much as my lack of productivity makes it so I don’t get around to it.
Lucy was interesting. I played QL Stage 1 for two loops last night and now I’m on my second loop today of BLU. I am loving the insights , random knowledge , and perspective I am gaining. I will probably alternate days with these two with healing days running Regeneration and Elixir. I will run Executive on days I have things that need getting done
you know her too? It’s a simpler life lol
honestly what gets me out of a funk these days,
and back to working towards what matters or enjoying what is in a healthier way,
is putting myself on my deathbed and feeling the pain of a life without what I dream off,
sometimes I even think of loved one’s dying or my own corpse rotting, or dying in an instant,
the reaper stays like a cold friend on my shoulder to put things in perspective.
That’s actually why I chose Azriel -which is really Azrael- the angel of death- to remember there is no time to waste.
Holy morbid thoughts, Batman!
I think I wouldn’t even be able to do that, I trained my mind to only ever see the upside of things. Well, that or nothing at all. The Memento Mori way of thinking is alien to me.
Well, since starting subs my taste has evolved towards more and more art and story and lovemaking. And eventually I stopped watching altogether, the closest thing being a live joint masturbation session with a female friend over a video call.
I kind of forgot the comma. When I actually get myself to do stuff, anything at all, I can’t seem to do complex things so stick to activities that don’t take any thinking. Hence, I’ve been doing digital decluttering while watching TV show marathons. I have to say, The 100 went all over the place.
Similar to the Stoic exercise of “Memento Mori”. Though that’s more about acknowledging you could die at any time, so it helps to gain perspective and “Get after it.”
EDIT: I posted the first part of this before reading down and seeing that DP had mentioned it lol. That’s what I get for replying/quoting in realtime.
It’s not to morbid,
just like a splash of cold water.
I mean we all die some day-best to have a good relationship to that fact imo.
But whatever route works 
joint session sounds fun lol
Speak for yourself, I plan on transcending when I’m done on the physical plane, even if that takes 200 years of staying physical. I’ll be done when I’m done.
As a mentor once told me: “I plan on living forever or die trying.”
Now let’s execute that plan!
ok this is fire
