Main Disc. Thread - Summertime (Now Available! Q Module Available!)

Woohoo. I received my custom double name embedded (first and middle names) version of Summertime (with Mountain Breaker) today. Long story short, the double name was very important because my early life I went by my middle name (after my father was kicked out of my life (a good thing)) and then I changed my first name in my early 20’s. My family and childhood friends still call me by my middle name so both names have importance in my life.

Summertime will be in my 3 title stack which will be:
Listening day 1: Summertime (double name embedded with Mountain Breaker) + Sanguine
Listening day 2: DRR (Dragon Reborn:Regeneration)

I’ve been running DRR since November 2025 and am loving it. I really didn’t want to get rid of GLM (Godlike Masculinity) from my stack because I really like it also, but I need to deal with a shiton of negativity. I do expect some heavy recon (heavy trauma from my childhood and then after effects into adulthood) but I’ve been through a ton of therapy (including DBT, CBT and a couple of others) and have been meditating for a few years.

I do expect Summertime to be a journey, and frankly this is a deep healing stack, but you have to go through the fire to refine your inner core (forging). I plan to run this stack two full rounds and then I’ll run a double name embedded version of RICH Trader in a stack.

The ultimate outcome is be a consistently profitable currency trader which will lead to investing and ultimately entrepreneurship.

I will track results in my journal:

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Summertime has me at a critical layer of my journey: the present moment—the simple act of enjoying life and recognizing the abundance already here.

Whether it’s because Extroverted Sensing is my inferior function, or because of the past I survived the only way I knew how—by projecting an impossibly rigid standard of perfection across every domain, just to never feel helpless, weak, or afraid again—this layer runs too deep.

It’s too subtle to even call reconciliation. Yet it’s touching my Achilles’ heel. In the calm and safety Summertime offers, I’m uncovering even deeper strata of what I’ve always avoided and feared. I’m seeing, clearly, just how much I’ve suffered—and I could only grasp the scale of it by contrasting it with how desperately I chased those unrealistic ideals, refusing to settle for anything less.

I chased them so hard that I ended up taking “extra steps”—pretending I’d let go, all while secretly hoping that surrender would finally get me to the destination.

But the present holds more than just an ideal state of flow or the “zone” where everything clicks. It’s the place where the last residues of the pain body surface—the part untouched by self-help, philosophy, hard work, willpower, even the highest highs and greatest victories.

It’s finally safe enough to truly hurt. To grieve. To accept what was done—without justification, compensation, or even meaning.

I haven’t grasped the meaning yet. But I know it won’t be given or earned. It will only come when the stubborn hands of control finally let go.

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In my experience Summertime synergies very very well with RICH Trader. The nervous system relaxation and present moment does wonders for trading psychology.

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