@SaintSovereign
Is Elixir Core at the Q store the old one or Sanguine Elixir already?
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It’s the old one. When it is updated, Saint will post the news on this thread.
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One loop for me two days ago. I feel myself gently guided towards being more present with any emotional struggles I have vs dissociating. This has been a challenge for me, when my body relaxes my mind goes as well. I’ve been working on relaxing my body but still being present.
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I posted last night that it worked. Thank you for checking in.
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Yes it is perfect ! Thanks
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it’s fixed i just downloaded mine
So many of us need this beautiful healing. SE has immediately become the most essential sub at SC. 
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From my journal:
SE has already kicked in pretty nicely providing me with super calm yet at the same time with energetic power and a really high level of assertiveness. Also my thoughts and inner motions are less prone to getting covered by negativity. I’m pretty sure this little kitten is going to help me get rid of that obsolete defensive mechanism causing negativity in me.
I did one loop of SE last Friday and today I’ll be running another loop.
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?Hallo
Do you think Sanguine the Elixir pairs well with this custom?
Chosen from Within
Chosen the Way of Nature
Lovebomb for Humanity
Energetic Augmentation
Energetic Restoration
Psyche Augmentation
Psyche Restoration
Energetic Development XI
Inner Blaze
Inner Gasoline
Whispered Power
Deep-sleep
Deus
Intuition Enhancer
Joie de Vivre
Mosaic
Pragya
Thank you for your time
Well now I’m wondering whether the events of Friday evening where I was so painfully reminded of my Aspergers was thanks to SE rather than the other stuff I’m running. Date on the file says I downloaded it several days before Friday and I would have run very few loops, no more than 2, over a couple days. That stuff had me basically useless on Saturday and pushing back on my team mates on several points after basically falling asleep Friday night praying to God to help deliver me from these limitations, and then having that weird af dream about a certain old man who likes to eat ice cream. Kinda makes me cautious about playing it again 
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I’m more aware of my unnatural urges like psychological hunger, therefore, it’s easier to resist them. Cool. My self-confidence has increased as well, I feel really comfortable all the time. It’s easier to control negative thinking as well.
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Thought I was over my ex.
She lives across the street from me, the view out of my bedroom window from my computer chair where I work remote is her windows.
Noticed her lights have been off for a week, aka she’s out of town, and I’m super duper in my feelings about it.
Realizing that even though I didn’t necessarily want her anymore, I still don’t want anyone else to have her, or for her to love anyone else.
Def SE bringing this shit up for me to resolve, no idea how to let go of the attachment tho.
Any advice from the more emotionally healthy/mature members?
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This is a terrible belief. Life doesn’t work that way.
You can’t control who she loves or who loves her. Accept that.
Get your ass out and game other women!
I’m not going to give you a shoulder to cry on.
Man up and grow…
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No shit man lol, hence why I’m posting about it and trying to figure it out.
I understand it’s possessiveness, and it’s unhealthy, and it’s only harming me.
The question is HOW do I release this and evolve past it?
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Just accept it as you read it.
Approach more women.
Or you can use this kind of pain you feel to push you forward to develop more as a man.
Create an abundance mindset.
That girl you loved or still love is not yours.
Don’t look at her apartment or her lights.
Don’t worry if she is out of town or if another man is digging her guts out.
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It’s the only thing visible out of my window, this is the part that fucks me up.
I’m going out to get frosted glass film today to see if that helps, but this is the biggest issue.
Out of sight, out of mind, but it’s never out of sight, so it’s never out of mind, with this current situation.
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For me, the fastest way I moved on was meeting someone brand new. Once you start experiencing and being with someone new, you will eventually just forget about the old. Also, consider doing some form of forgiveness meditation/practice in order to let go of any resentment towards her as that’s a form of attachment. Forgiving my ex and by extension myself has been helpful towards losing any sense of possessiveness/attachment towards her. Self-love is also something you can look into, so that you don’t seek out other people for love.
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Appreciate you and that response bro 
I hesitate to go meet someone new because I don’t want to replace one attachment with another.
I am talking to new women but that’s in the back of my mind while I do it.
Will def try the forgiveness meditation, I think I do have resentment to release.
Thanks bro
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