I’m not 100% sure your conclusion about what this girl wanted is correct. But I could be wrong too.
To me this just sounds like a woman being super in her feminine teasing you to see if you can stay in your masculine. Especially since she was a Tantra teacher
I really love the way you do your concious guidance though. Keep up the great journey.
Yeah a woman in her feminine energy almost act like a kid… They just do stuff…
When you naturally are in your masculinr energy everything goes well, you can do whatever.
Personally the sub that made me that way was Khan. Woman need a masculine man, and Khan does just that!
I’ve had this too, its a matter of coaxing them into initiating in full, they are horny but can’t ‘trust’ receiving yet, so there is a dissonance. Energetically , she can lean in but you can’t lean in, only stay where you are or lean back…until she leans in all the way. Or she has STDS and is conscious about that.
Tantra my ass
But I learned a lot.
Next time a women play this stupid game I drop her imeadiatly.
See how I walk in my Masculinity away from you
Anyway, this sub is wonderfully powerful
I still bathe in the warmest of fires since nearly 19 hours.
I love it
Omg now I get it she was a kid
I thought I was with an adult at home
I am.goimg to use this one as their are times when i self sabotage.Had occasions where a great opportunity arises. Then i did something stupid to ruin things.
I am just as old as old @James 
The more feminine a woman is the more she will test your masculinty.
And usually the more childish she is. Grown ass women are usually more in masculine energy.
But I feel like I can ignite an entire debate around this so I’m gonna stop.
Had a crazy nightmare today lmao
Due to RoD it was extra vivid
Phoenix is VERY VERY good… yeah, dreams are crazy on this sub.
@Fire, you created something out of this world. My deepest gratitude 
Agree. I met Tommy today. 
Ghost of a dog, who won the Dog Olympics, but was denied the Gold Medal because he was under age.
Dr. Phoenix has immediately started working on a core hidden/forgotten issue of mine –
feeling like “I won’t even get to enjoy the rewards of what I rightfully earn. So what is the phreakin point in striving for success?”
This is definitely going deeper than CFW, almost in the Regeneration territory.
I just woke up from a dream on this sub and now saw this haha
perhaps ，people never grow up deep inside…one thing I notice from interacting with my little niece，who started Elementary school grade one this year，is the way I am messing with her ，could word to word verbatim use in a light hearted flirtation scene……it doesn’t feel weird at all when I said those things to a grown up woman，they just enjoy it…I think ，there is a part deep inside people that just love to be treated like a child…subconsciously，we are finding way to go back to that golden time of our life ，where there is no obligation and boring job，shamelessly having fun…that is the real desire there….
Childish and yeah i find it both annoying and cute at the sametime.
if it is an unattractive old lady then annoying will be the only one left….luckily，ever since ，ZP V2 came out…those thing never happen again……
Its alot smoother then then the rebirth ZP version which use to leave me miserable.
Hey man, do you care to expand on this? Do you mean to say Regeneration is more powerful or similar to Phoenix in terms of healing?
I’m asking because I already own Regeneration but haven’t run it yet. I am wondering if I should get Pheonix instead for serious healing or just go for Regeneration.
I did my first loop of Phoenix yesterday, and I’m on washout now.
I’m experiencing a lot of mental revelations, like it’s loosening the strangling hold on my awareness.
Lots of emotions today, more than usual.
On a plus side, I finished my cycle of New Emperor and WB. I’m at the local library before heading out, and this attractive woman is in my sight, and my desire is really lit up. I’m really aware of this, as it’s usually kept down.
Gotta go get a physical for work now with young nurses. Just gonna go and not get in the way.
Change is inevitable on these subs.
Has anyone tried this with Revelation of Dreams?
Ran this before bed last night feeling very sleepy this morning i did one loop.