Some first impression of Phoenix - 2 5 min loops for now.
Few days after the fist loop I was feeling terrible recon - massive sadness, apathy, easily irritated etc. I managed through it and started to feel first effects after the second loop. I use extra day of processing after Phoenix loop.
I realized that some of my main problems are related to ego and need to always be right and perfect. I was aware a bit if that before, but now my subconcious keeps popping that up more and more. I am starting to realize that I do not have to be always right and to do things perfectly. It is OK to make a mistake from time time. Also I am starting to let go of my ego in that matter. Related to trading, I am now more and more accepting market behavior as it is and dont feel like it is owning me anything. When doesnt go my way, I realize it is probably my mistake.
Also, there is a small notion that I am experiencing a bit of effects of earlier run subs, but I will have to wait a bit more before I draw that conclusion.


