I totally understand you. 12 years ago I was frustrated, jealous, and hating women because they were liking only “handsome”, “rich” or “cool” men. As an Asian guy I never had any success with women for a long time, and never had anything of value.
After that the PUA stuff fucked my mind and I spend years chasing after girls on the street, opener after opener like a stupid robot just hoping that one girl will be interested in me.
Hundreds of opener a month. It was just crazy. Then I was talking with other PUA robots that knew nothing about women to reassure myself that I needed to do more opener… It was just stupid AF. I was socially awkward, and couldn’t talk normally.
After 1 or 2 years doing it with very little success I stopped and changed my life. I focused on me, my confidence, my job, gym, and social circle. The good things then started to happen when my life got better and that I didn’t focus only on women, I started to get girls.
Next I hired a coach, which totally changed my perception of life, it took me months to remove this limiting belief that women want rich men, handsome guy, big dick or whatever.
When I started to feel good, they were more and more attracted to me.
Women want a man that all. I did everything to be a man, not for women but for me. Today I don’t need to chase women, they chase after me after I open the one who stare at me everywhere I go.
Today I understand now that getting women has nothing to do with women, but only with me. The less I focus on them but on me, the more I have them.
The good things man, is that I am sure you are starting from a much better situation mentally than me years ago, so if you just improve a little bit every area of your life you will see results fast with women.