I’m going to add this here cause I’ve been playing v2 for a long time, it keeps manifesting women that are here to stay so I switched to v1 a few days go. It’s my off day today, I’ll tell you something crazy that happened a few moments ago. All this time I’ve been using only 1 loop, never bothered increasing, only yesterday I started getting the desire to do so but I’ll start on Monday, I wonder what the results will be.
So back to what I was saying, I have a best friend I used to date back in 2018, ended that year cause she put out a very compelling reason, based on logic, I accepted, I didn’t even try to fight her. So on Dec, same year, when I came back here, she was cold, her feelings were of hate, she didn’t wanna stick around me. I didn’t bother myself and did me. So from 2018-2019 she hated me and that wasn’t even on my mind. In 2020, we slowly started talking again but she would occasionally shut down when I mention any female interest etc.
Anywho back to late last year when I started being consistent with LU, she came back to my life full time now, we’ve been texting and she was giving hints that she still loves me. Now that I’m back, she openly admitted, and I told I feel the same(true about how I feel, was a shocker for me) so kept us at best friends who love each other but aren’t with a title.
Not only that, on her birthday 23rd Dec, she wanted to have sex with me at the beach but since my brother and her sister were around, she opted my for my place and was about to but her brother messed up the plans.(LU day)
Afterwards, she became reserved in terms of sex and wanted us to have a foundation of a relationship in order for it to happen.(LU day) also admitted to wanting so badly to sleep with me but she just wants it to be done right and based on my options, I’m not one to peruse everyday, it’s either it’s gonna happen now, later or never, I’m not one for the chase.
About to get to the krazy part…
I’ve been mentioning what I’ve I’m up to in terms of females, she tried doing the same in terms of guys but in all honesty, she admits it’s to make me jealous when she sees that I’m completely unbothered, in fact I encourage her to go out with other people since I’m already doing it.
So yesterday, I met up with most of my girls, and I started talking bout them, not realizing what it’s doing. Mind you, LU yesterday was at an all time high, my whole aura radiating with heat. She ended being cold towards me, this carried on till today. I came over to her house, she told me to please leave her house, she’s still mad at me… my response was “okay”.
So while having sex, she was knocking on my door, I asked who it was and she responded. I dressed up quickly, and walked her out, then she was asking questions about who’s in my room etc.
If it was any other female, I swear I’d take days to write about this…
So when we’re outside the gate of my house, she mentioned how she just got back from the date trying to get over me, and how she kept calling the dude she went out with by my name and that she was so angry about how I talked of other girls yesterday… she cried when I left, as she said that she started crying… I came close to her and started hugging her, I apologized for it and kissed her immediately after, we talked again and she started crying again, I hugged her then she mentioned how I smell like sweat, woman and sex, I made a joke about it then went on to kissing her. Told her tomorrow we’ll sort out our shit cause I don’t like seeing her like that.
Then I came back.