Oh.
Okay I’m going to give you a legit serious answer, and no I’m not trying to insult you or make fun of you.
This is a very serious answer.
You seem to have some kind of a trauma that’s haunting you, probably from your childhood, that is causing you to be this way.
Your comments at first seemed like you were just acting like a troll, but with this one post you wrote, I realize that it’s not trolling, but it’s the only way you know how to be.
You lived that way.
You said you live in Afghanistan and you’re 21, right?
I can’t even begin to imagine the pain and fear you had to grow up with, and it would explain why you act the way you do.
Maybe I’m just saying this because of chosen, but man, just hear me out, and I promise you, everyone will support you and even give you a better forum experience and engagement, but just try to actively try to become a better version of yourself.
I know you’re running khan st1 + st4, and it’s probably due to your desperation for extreme results that might make you want to run them, but if you really have any respect for yourself (not even for me, just yourself), then please do the following:
Love bomb ZP + Khan st1
Every other day, 1 loop each, for 21 days, then 5 days washout.
Just try that, and I promise you, things will get better.
And don’t try to do anything extra on top of that.