Main Disc. Thread - Khan Black: The Crucible (Custom Core Now Available!)

[Sub.Zero]

@Martin

@Sub.Zero

more proper action towards the scripting execution

Are you doing shadow work?

In the form of introspection, observation and journaling privately.

[Matt]

Getting earlier out of bed is easy with KBC:Stage 1. The day after tomorrow is my last listening day of Stage 1. Then a 5 day washout and then Stage 2.

[Kyuss]

I also have that. Seems so easy to get up in the morning.

[unusualfellow]

I can’t take the anticipation

[gdbdboy]

• Last date of conscious ejaculation - may 18 2023.i was not running crucible back then.

• Somewhere in end of June, had a wet dream.

• Yesterday had sex without release for the first time in my life. I already went in the mindset, I will not Release and I did not give up.

• Getting insights of how I want to express my sexuality independent of societal constraints.

• noticed some stares that last longer than 2 seconds or so when am out.

• sleep has reduced a lot. I don’t want to put this entirely on the sub. My lifestyle atm doesn’t allow me to sleep well.

• I think this sub is a blessing for single guys who wanna hustle hard.

• didn’t notice any warm feeling in the body so far.

I guess I will move on from St1 with this cycle.

[gdbdboy]

@Fire @SaintSovereign

For the non spiritual guys running crucible who want to take max advantage of sexual energy,
Apart from the abstinence (given in Pro tips)
Is there any other action to be taken for this Sub specifically?

[Fusion]

Is anyone else having strong physical sensations of energy moving around the forehead or chest? I’m having sensations of energy swirling in those two areas. Also, similar to when your palms are facing each other and it feels like a magnetic push pull - I’m having the same sensation in my feet. It feels like my awareness can go just below the soles of my feet into the ground.

Also, any cases of rapid manifestations?

[Uber_Elysium]

A post from my journal

@Uber_Elysium

So I haven’t really been present as of late and I finally decided to comment as of why I have been absent and where I am at now.

Most of you know that I have struggled with PMO for a long time and I have been getting a lot better with especially with Khan Black (and still am) but Khan Black ST1 really dug deep…

Long story short Khan Black St1 showed me everything during the past decade that I have used PMO to run from, numb the pain, cover up and bury etc. and it hit me like a god damn train. I will admit that during this time I have broken down in tears on multiple occasions, being very angry at myself for allowing PMO to go on for as long as I did. A lot of painful experiences finally got processed and as the weeks progressed I began to forgive myself more and more.

The biggest reason why I didnt post anything or reach out is because tbh my mind as well as my emotions were just all over the damn place, that I didnt want to accidently take it out on forum members . On top of that I was just processing so much from the past decade I just wanted to be alone in all honesty, also I was pretty well aware what Khan Black ST1 was doing so I was confident I would end up just fine. That being said while I am on stage 2 now, I am very thankful for the painful growth that ST1 has given me, despite everything that I just said, I feel I grew a lot in the past month, and thats something to be thankful for.

As of now I am actually in a much better place mentally and emotionally and I wanna share more of the good that has come about from all this.

• I have been following a workout regiment very consistently, even lost some weight.
• Been saving a lot more money.
• Fixing up my sleep schedule, even becoming a morning person now.
• Doing a lot more cleaning and its starting to not feel like a “chore” anymore.
• Getting other tasks started and finished much sooner.
• Much better control over my emotions and less irritable in general. Tbh I am much happier.
• Speaking of emotions I am starting to feel my emotions on a deeper level.
• Cleaning up my diet.
• A genuine love for socializing now but a lot more comfortable with myself to still be a loner.
• People seem to enjoy my company much more now as well.
• Still have sexual urges but I have a lot of control over them now.

When I think about Khan Black ST1 and the years of PMO…Khan Black is giving me something that I denied to my self from my teenage years till roughly a few years ago with my off and on nofap streaks. That was control over my sexual energy and true sexual transmutation, which is something that I didn’t really do until Khan Black. Tbh NoFap just caused a lot of sexual stagnancy within myself, which just made me horny all the time and caused no growth nor the healing that I needed. Khan Black is maturing me in ways that were stunted by PMO. Probably the reason why I got so angry at my self tbh.

I did test out a theory that I found to be true…With the growth from Khan Black I have actually noticed better results from other subs that used to give me a very hard time and I am handling the recon better when it does appear.

Once again I am incredibly thankful for Khan Black.

[friday]

Will Khan Black be uploaded to the q-store when St4 gets released? or is there any chance we see St1-St3 earlier than that? @AnswerGroup

[Niles]

@SaintSovereign I’ve just started Khan Black Stage 3 after running the first two stages stacked with genesis. I’m moving to a phase where I really need to double down on wealth and soley focus on that. Was considering Khan Black 3 + E.O.G 3, but my question is if Khan Black has it’s placed in a pure wealth focused stack? Like are the synergestic effects worth including it in there, or am I better off running something like H.O.M in it’s place?

[Malkuth]

@GoldenTiger

Energy is good, but sexual desire is gone.

Hey @GoldenTiger,

It’s 8 days since you first typed this. Where are you with it now?

[GoldenTiger]

Washout right now, I’m gonna be starting stage 3 soon, I had one day crazy sex drive (desire to have sex) then it came back to normal.

Since washout, I’m still on lowish sex drive, but energy is still good

I should be able to waste energy on sex soon!

Edit : My plan for Khan Black is mainly to reach st4 and from then on run 1 5 minute loop a week for a year or two. Sexual energy Developpment is a slow process and I usually prefer running a good mix of all stages to grow slowly.

[Merc]

Running second cycle of ST1 solo

Haven’t used any of the following in 29 days:

Porn
Masturbation
Caffeine
Nicotine
Drugs

Only alcohol I’ve had is 3-4 drinks in the last 29 days

I’ve gone full detox and feel great.

I have two 21 year olds fighting over me at the job I currently work, I’ll be 30 at the end of the month.

[Davisnwc]

So from stage 3, basically it’s what one can expect when building massive amounts of sexual energy.

• Much more attention from both genders.

• Clean and long-lasting energy daily.

• Much less sleep needed.

• Random erections (as a male).

There’s also more inner calm, focus and a sense of bliss. Like a smooth sort of happiness and contentment. I also love the feeling of amplified life force running through me. I also find that as long as I don’t overdo it, I still have a good deal of energy to spare after sexual release.

Last, it also does seem like ppl have been gravitating towards me more, even complete strangers. I’m sure that’s building off from the stage 2 effects as well.

[GoldenTiger]

When did you started stage 3?

Starting my cycle next monday.

[Davisnwc]

Middle of last week. Only ran around 3 loops since then but effects are building fast

[Golgo13]

@Davisnwc

I still have a good deal of energy to spare after sexual release.

Are you able to control if and when you release?

[Davisnwc]

It’s definitely helped, but there’s times I’ve been getting so into it, I just say fuck the control and release. Although no lie, I’ve also had a couple nights where I bust and stayed rock solid without effort, if you know what I mean.

[Golgo13]

@Davisnwc Since you just started WB, how much more attention have you gotten since adding it with KB?

[Davisnwc]

Shiiiiiid, let’s put it this way…If the amount attention I was getting a 7.5/10…it’s now 9.5/10