I am on my washout , so given, This to my wife
Is this title unisex right?
Yeah.
Itās supposed to be a funny way of referring to masturbation. And who in their right mind jerks off to finding nemo . Yāall gave me a good laugh.
I have this on st1 (10 days in)
After the 3rd loop I came to the state of : enjoy sexual energy,enjoy being sexual, let it flow through my body and warming up every part of me.i see an attractive women and the fire warm me up. No need to go after her, she. Is giving me what I need only because she exists.
She exists and I get the good energy flowing through my body.
Since then hornyness and sexual desire is gone
But I am always ready
I do get aroused but a voice inside my head screams dont waste your semen and sexual energy.
Itās wierd to me usually Iām trying to focus sexual energy on what I need to do and if I want to use it to have sex I can get aroused now I feel there is a distance.
Your body is transmuting sexual desire into active energy. Iād be willing to bet that youāre also experiencing higher levels of daily energy and motivation also. This is something that occurs in higher level energy cultivation practices. There are those who meditate and practice diligently every day to achieve this.
EDIT: Itās also not common for this to just happen. Means you naturally have control over your sex drive without running the sub.
Haha Iāve never heard of that manner of referencing to masturbation before
Thatās a good one bro
Yeah, my focus is off the chart compared to months ago, I can work on my essay 8-10 hours a day, and in the past two years my max was something like 4-5 hours of focus (on good days, and yes even with productivity subs).
Usually I have a very hard time to get on my computer to write and now itās a lot easier.
There is still recon in the background from HoM so itās not all perfect, once Iāve integrated HoM better I might be able to juge. - Sexual energy definitly boost HoMās execution in my mind.
I can say about this one thing which I am missing. Before I discovered SC I was on nofap journey for some time, many months, and without any sexual encounters so I had incredible focus. I was at work for 8-9 hours as usual and then at home, I could continue to study until night until I went to sleep. Like I was somehow working all day long. And this was going several months.
Yeah I feel once you know how to connect to it itās good tho, you can have sex and energy replenish.
Iām also thinking āreconā might not be recon, but in fact me turning a bit irritable because Iām still having a few blocks in trading and since my energy is high, I just wanna conquer my goal now, patience is a bit lower.
Possible? How about definitely?
My theory: Sexual energy in men is the single most potent force that we naturally possess, it can and will be used for anything and everything you desire, consciously and subconsciously.
If youāre running subliminals of any sort, KBBC will boost it. When this sub was released, I quickly realized that mastering its goals can be the key to levelling up every aspect of my life, including the execution of subliminals.
Yes, but KB ST1 here. I feel I can still perform no problem, just not too interested right now, even if Iām running Khan ST4 in my custom.
Itās a welcome improvement for me cause on Khan I can get ātooā horny at times.
On KB I find it easier to retain, and Iāve been asked why at times, but I shrug it off.
Right now I want to take up a contact sport and intensify my workouts, and then Iām pretty sure Iāll be retaining even more.
Itās fascinating cause itās like itās activating/boosting that sense of adventure and Joie de vivre I liked in Khan.
Iāve done things this cycle I didnāt think I would be able to because overthinking, anxiety and excuses has held me back.
Libido is okay, and I still appreciate beauty, but I donāt focus as much. My mind goes elsewhere almost immediately.
One more effect Iām attributing to Khan Black is that Iāve had an easier time sticking with my stack and not over exposing.
I donāt think Iāve ran 15 minutes of anything since this stack. The most is at 10 mins, and my sweet spot is around 5-7.
After some turbulence on the first few days, the stack seemed to be smooth sailing and Iām gearing up for ST2 after my washout.
Same experience with KB2 on my first day: recon about success and failure, urge not to waste my semen. Like I know my triggers, so why do I give in?
But I am glad @GoldenTiger experience lots of good things by the end of the cycle!
I literally though to myself should I run something else for personal power.
Wait Iām not alone experiencing thoughts about failure and all when starting KB2??!
For me st1 was much smoother than st2. You might get a surprise when you start st2.
Same ST1 was a smooth ignition for me. I am a little surprise by ST2, but reading your posts it seems to get better after.
Yeah for me itās like āhardā. But energy is good, nutrition is good, Iām also updating my supplements stack⦠My sleep is good also, my focus is better. Iām just a bit on edge in life hahaha
Also, you are only running KB2? So the fear of failure thoughts could not be linked to any other subs?
Day 1 after standard washout. Solo KB2, I will stack it on next listening day with Primal-Wanted.
The recon subsided anyway. I just found this stage less intense at the beginning than ST1 energy-wise. But I am in for the journey Looking to become Super Saiyan God.
Experienced my first ever non-ejaculatory orgasm. Holy shit, it feels like one of the greatest life hacks of all-time.
Also setting new PRs at the gym with bench press, the lift that Iāve been stalled at with weight for months now. I finally broke through, and I attribute that result to KBBC (I have the EEM module in a custom Iām running as well, that may have had an impact as well).
Still running stage 1.
Woooooooooooooo
How did it feel and how did it go?