Recon 
One of the biggest things ive learned while running these subs is every time you tell you yourself " Im good on this sub/stage, ive gotten all i need from the sub " etc ā¦ Give it more time lol its recon
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how do you know when to move one to the next sub then?
When i achieve my goal. I dont run subs as nootropics or care how they feel, i have a goal start taking action toward the goal, then run the sub i need to speed it up, rinse and repeat
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Edit: This recon has been confirmed coming from HoM and a lack of sleep. Is probably not linked to Khan black.
Khan Black is no joke, itās bringing up lots of fear of success from inside of me. @SaintSovereign is this inside Khan Black st2 or is it totally unrelated? Currently attributing it to KB2 which I knew would do a lot of inner work for me.
Yesterday and today I have been thinking a lot about failure, about how my relationship could fail, about how my trading endeavours could fail and those emotions are very real and very presents.
Thinking about all of this had me feeling like a loser and made me fearful of losing my relationship, almost shed a tear this morning. Currently journaling my own emotions in my private journal, but this KB actually have very strong growth in it donāt underestimate it 
Iāll go eat some good food to help manage recon.
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Fear of failure is a lack of personal power.
Khan Black may look like a program about sexual energy, which it isā¦ but on a more fundamental level, itās truly rooted in personal power - as is the case with any form of mastery within.
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Absolutely, itās written in the description, and I am not at all surprised stage 2 works on growing that personnal power.
āPrepare to embark on a journey that will unshackle your sexual potential and essence and help lead you to the summit of personal power.ā - Straigth from the copy
Good chances that my personnal power is getting worked on as I was missing some and that change is triggering my fear of failures. When this issue is resolved, I should feel a lot better.
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It is not. Most likely another track in your stack bringing an issue up to your awareness.
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HoM could be the culprit thenā¦ Iām also doing 1 loop a week of HoM in my stack.
But Iām sure @Skadooshās onto something. Anyway, now is time to let recon pass nothing good comes out of staying idle in recon.
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As a customer with no data and nothing but a theory I was on to something, but it goes out the window right when the experts (with everything) state otherwise.
Basically, if Saint says itās not, itās not lol.
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That means I get another chance to be a smartass:
Trading, relationships, success. Probably HOM, LOL
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Yeah for sure, was fishing to know what thoughts KB2 could provoke in my mind, really wondering why recon exploaded 24-48h.
Yeah connection seems obvious hahaha, last loop of HoM was sunday and recon expload after loop of KB2ā¦ Idk, I do admit Iāve had emotions all week long god, HoM might really be working some stuff into the backburner and recon reached a higher level.
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@GoldenTiger no offense but the title hasnāt been out for three weeks and youāve already mixed all three stages together
And since the title needs to be run very very slowly, even people who are still doing stage one are still in the infant stages, and we wonāt know exactly how amazing this sub is till people have had stage one for a few cycles
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Itās his choice how he approaches his journey. We can only try to disabuse him gently if weāre really driven by the care for his well-being. Letās not be affixed to our insecurities covered up by the sense of righteousness when doing so.
I agree with that as I can clearly see that St1 has only started tackling my issues related to sexuality like porn addiction, managing my sexual urges, controlling my sexual energies and channeling them. For now it looks like thereās a long way ahead when it comes to what St1 offers in terms of attaining the true mastery in the aforementioned aspects and building the absolute foundations of personal power.
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okay so quick question, when I run the programs there can be times I suddenly feel off, emotionally and mentally, or that I wake up feeling a certain kind of way. It could be intrusive thoughts that surface from the depths of the subconscious, certain emotions and even mental fog that comes in the form that I can really sense there are huge changes ongoing within the deeper, subconscious parts of the mind. Total identity changes which my conscious mind still has to anticipate and it can also act weird on the recollection of my memory, and especially so the perception of those memories.
Earlier I had this āIām feeling a certain kind of way, not really good not really bad, I donāt know what is going on, where is this even coming fromā
Processing of the script and itās working through things but I have NO CLUE whatsoever what it is, and it feels deep.
Anyway, I went into meditation, and the deeper I went the more I began to become aware of what was being worked on, I was able to look into the process more and see what it is working on.
So I realized the subconscious mind was processing deep deep memories of events and experiences I had surrounding sexuality, related to my ex, related to childhood, related to all kinds of things sexual.
The question Iām having now is how does this get resolved, obviously the healing is doing something, but doesnāt it require some active participation or what is the program even doing, these memories are being processed is it changing perception or trying to calculate and figure something out?
These programs definitely hit VERY DEEP and can make you feel very āoffā both mentally and emotionally, but when it comes to this recon it also feels very subdued in a way I guess thatās the anti-recon scripting then.
Does it resolve on its own? Whatās the point of creating this reaction? Do I need to actively engage in sexual activity to break through and resolve the healing process? How does it work? Maybe not when it is subconsciously reassessing my stance and beliefs, and desires for and towards sex as those are all mentalā¦ but maybe once it has figured that out the program will start to have completely different effects and maybe if I have subconsciously alerted that I do want sexual activity it will begin to actively manifest that and redirect the course.
These are all hypotheses of courseā¦ Iām just genuinely curious I think this is also the reason why at times we may feel a program hits deep and is slow on the outward results as it is working deeply with the subconscious to make those subtle yet profound changes that completely turn upside down our world view and mentalities.
And to be honestā¦ in a normal state of active awareness during the day you would barely be aware of it, unless I go into meditative trances I can see the process with awareness.
Iām a lucid dreamer and I have to say usually I have far more control over my dreams whereas the last few days my nights have been āblackoutsā if you will, and also some very chaotic dream landscapes with little control as compared to usual.
weird dreams to say the least lol
and with the blackouts, I mean like no recollection whatsoever of any dream and just like I had died and came back from the dead when waking up.
Definitely very interesting I think I will give this one a few cycles and see where it goes and how it progresses.
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If anyone else could share their experiences it would be helpful for me to compare. If you run a subliminal that is supposed to heal you, how are you affected? These programs really make deep drastic changes sometimes it elicits feelings that are not in any way connected to external experiences in the now and it is hard to transmute because usually when you experience something you can talk about it with others, or people will extend their understanding (for example when a relative dies) but with this it is very different sometimes it is hard to pinpoint exactly what you are feeling and why.
can definitely notice a purification for example if you water and distilled out the elements that are not water, and you are left with pure water. Something like that lol
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Lex what u said reminds me of wat im experiencing on DR. Im running DR rn and i dont understand wat is happening to me as well or what i can do about it. but when i look back i can tell im much different in how i feel. in the moment i dont know whats being worked on and whats changing. i just trust that in time i can look back again and see a change. if something seems right for me to take action i will try to do it. but most of the time idk what to do about it i just need to focus on wat i can and if i dont i know something is happening.
and for people who care to know, there is actually only ONE source of energy that is created from within your body and that is sexual, it can be harnessed and used for different functions but there is a process involved in activating those other functions.
it is purely physical energy in its natural form. You were created from sexual energy and you must sustain yourself with sexual energy, there is really no other way, and when the associated organs get damaged or dysfunctional it can thwart your entire health, on the other hand with strong sexual health you can become a person of tremendous success and virility.
I feel in the long haul if you use this program for a year it can take you from a weak frail individual to someone who emanates strength, health, and vigor.
Okay so that takeaway from this can be that we donāt actually need to be consciously aware of the process but that it will eventually finish the processing of reconciliation and that afterward we may feel and think differently without fully realizing the change at first (unless you actively self-reflect).
Honestly, Iām just trying to figure out the way these programs work to get a good grip on it because it also seems to change a little bit from upgrade to upgrade and technology to technology. So I think it is good to understand what you are working with to make it more usable and user-friendly.
I think awareness is important though, imagine your girlfriend breaks up with you with triggers a mental and emotional reaction but you actually know what caused you to feel the psychological state you are in afterwardā¦ with the program it is not so, you will feel a certain way and think a certain way but there are no actual external experiences which have triggered it.
So when your girlfriend breaks up you may talk with someone and seek support and advice from a friend or family member. Or you can go to the gym and work out with the thought in mind that you will overcome this breakup, but you will always have awareness.
Now, I went into meditation it brought me awareness but it was not just one event, it was a whole array of things relating to sexuality all kinda processing, subconsciously, at the same timeā¦ I also noticed as one thing may be worked through it causes a sudden state shift and it will follow with something else.
Mind you Iām also doing a washout so it is probably just finishing the queue of what I have listened past few weeks. so itās like processing - hits recon - resolves recon - processing next in the queue
Also, I noticed it takes a lot of storage from my memory bank, whereas normally I can easily remember and recollect things now it is much less, as Iām studying for my exams and the process also accompanies brain changes which are a little demanding.
Just some thoughts
Honestly, itās almost like that blue screen from windows updatesā¦ downloadingā¦ installingā¦ it can take awhile and you may just be able to browse internet or something functions may be of your natural system may be temporarily disabled but when itās finished you suddenly have a new software version
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i havent been meditating lately. i wasnt sure if it was my imagination or not when this one time i was going through recon and meditated and i could see wat was being worked on. i kinda want to start meditating more now cus i got thinking. maybe if i meditate my subconscious will process the script better and faster. idk if it will cus idk how it works. gotta wait till the masterclass comes out. it might explain
Meditation is just a general term for using other faculties than general thought such as going deeper in the mind and when you deep in there and focus your awareness you can start to become lucid of things that went unnoticed before, itās almost like shining light in a dark room, and when you point the light at a table within that room and suddenly see what lays on the table.
now the mind has many functions and capabilities beyond simple thought and so likewise there are many methods for meditation so you can train and develop those faculties.
anyway, if you journal and write, or sit down and contemplate you are also engaging the mind in meditation. try noticing the difference between grounding the mind, and elevating the mind and the difference in how you suddenly become creative and filled with ideas and inspiration as if almost you are above the clouds, or when grounding how the mind becomes grounded and solid. I think it is important when you begin with these practices to understand that the mind is a field of consciousness rather than your brain, your brain only processes the information. and this then ties back into health and how various parts of the brain will develop as you get more advanced and experienced with certain faculties.
of course not, your mind is always and constantly processing information so when you start meditating you can for example reach into that train of subconscious activity much like using your task manager in Windows 10 and checking what applications are running, and their processes.
I think it is good to develop these āback-endā tools so you can become the developer and master of your own software rather than some trojan horse or virus that runs the show if that makes sense.
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Initial report I wrote on Khan Black st1 was in the few days after 5 minutes of Khan Black stage 1 only.
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Later that week I started experimenting as I needed to know if sexual energy was what I though it was. It was, and confirmed to me that Khan Black has indeed a very high potential.
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Then came back on st1 only and slowly transitioning to st2 like @Dantes is doing at the moment alternating st1 and 2.
Wednesday I let my loop go up to 15 min which is a lot longer than what I am used to as I usually do 5 min loop with no or very low recon.
I just got hit with a bit of recon which is totally normal and part of the journey. Now if you believe me talking about HoM making me question things about my relationship and money success can be confusing we can specify it in my original post as itās been established by SaintSovereign and @Skadoosh that HoM was involved and non of it was from KB St2.
Until now people can see themes around KB from my testimonies. Recon will very soon be back under control as Iāve had kept it for the past months, I appreciate you worrying about me.
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