Natural sign of high sexual energy, common with people that actively transmute it.
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If you run khan black do you have to do all 4 stages ? Can I just run stage 1 and stage 2 and just run those every other cycle ? So for example letās say my stack is ascension, love bomb, khan black st1, then my next cycle ascension love bomb, khan black st2, then my next cycle ascension, love bomb, khan black st1 etc ? Is it a must to run all 4 stages for khan black ? I ask because if I were to use this sub it would be with the goal of dealing with my sexual energy in a healthy way and channeling my sexual energy into healthy outlets vs negative outlets ex fapping watching porn. As Iām on Nofap my sexual energy will be increased by default as time goes on since Iām building my sexual energy not releasing it from pmo. My goal is to master my sexual energy and learn to control it and channel in it healthy ways. Maybe my understanding from reading the sales page is wrong but I feel khan black stage 1 and 2 would help me master and learn to channel my sexual energy in healthy ways. Stage 3 seems like it will increase my sexual energy and stage 4 which is not something Iām focused on right now. Stage 1 and 2 is something that sounds like something that could help my Nofap goals.
This is directly from the sales page in the stage 2 section.
The second stage of The Crucible focuses on fortifying your energetic channels, enabling you to handle and direct the immense sexual energy that will soon course through your body.
Thatās the exact thing Iām trying to master I want to be able to handle Immense sexual energy. Lots of times in the past and even recently Iām on Nofap my sexual energy is high I canāt handle the tension and I release it with pmo.
So can I just run the first 2 stages of khan black ? Maybe down the road like 6 months from now or a year from now run Iāll st3 and st4 , but I want to just focus on the first 2 stages of khan for at least 6 months to 1 year learning to master my sexual energy in my body
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You can absolutely do it that way.
Kahn mentions specifically to run all 4 stages once youāve started. KB doesnāt do that.
Also Iāve run KB1-3 and aborted after stage 3. To much energy. Should have done it your way and just focused on stage 1 and 2.
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Will you run it back again ??
Me?
Itās planned. Probably beginning 2026.
Khan made me realize that my energetic system needs more work.
My stack is safe for now, but maybe, Iāll squeeze something else in for a couple of months.
Maybe GLM or new Ascension, or Iāll update my LB+Ascension custom. Some masculine update probably couldnāt harm before running KB.
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@Adi I answer here since the other thread is about GLM
I had the same experience the first weeks with it almost 2 years ago, it was my first sub here, I felt uncontrollably sexual, lots of sexual thoughts and all over the place intense energy, I had to stop because I was too much for the friend I lived with at that time and I felt very much overwhelmed.
Since then I have had many cycles with stage 1 and nowadays when I listen itās like an automatic click into higher gear, I clearly feel the energy in lower chakras concentrating as one stable pool that is available at will and flows and energize my whole system.
No sexual thought whatsoever, the opposite actually , I feel solid strength and clarity and the longer I dont indulge and release the more intensely energetically strong I become and the mental clarity and overall mental capacity and intuitive capacity is on another level.
And what I like about it is the energy feels neutral, like itās not pushing me in any direction, it just stimulates and increase my own energy and then I just do what I want with this increased capacity.
Because of these amazing benefits I never cared to run any other stage than st1, I briefly tried st2 but it felt too subtle so I didnāt bother and ended up stacking it with St1 which was really really good but it takes a slot in the stack so I stick to the volcano that is stage 1!
I am sure if you can overcome whatever the sub is triggering sexually for you, you will also discover that this sub is not what you think, itās not sexual at all, it really is pure energetic improvement.
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Thanks for sharing this is very enlightening.
What you seem to talk about to me is when you spend a lot of time with a subliminal you no longer have the processing tiredness, reconciliation of integration and it will just manifest a well organised alchemical process within the mind because subconscious structures have already been formed to
create positive reaction to it, because of the past integration essentially.
Also was not having sexual thoughts and my sexual energy was very controlled because of the program. For me it was more the healing process was overwhelming and manifested sexual conversations and experiences to heal past traumas which became at the forefront of my day all the time.
And also a sexual aura, you did not have a sexual aura from this? If I want to use this for Spirituality I do not want a sexual aura but transmute it into a different energy than sexuality, essentially.
But anyway reading your feedback gives me the idea that I just have to spend more time with it.
I might do that in the future after finishing New Alchemist.
@SoulFire the results you are having sound very amazing. I could use the charging in my lower chakras it would be very conducive to me especially if I can keep the sexuality more in the backseat.
@Parsifal let us follow the good example of @SoulFire and not derail the GLM Thread.
Yeah same here and I cannot afford that since I have to be active and have responsibilities to meet so perhaps Iāll wait till it gets an upgrade m with some of the newest anti-recon stuff and then check back in if it has balanced and improved my experience with it.
Otherwise will have to take it on when I can take more of a healing leisure periode in my life. Or when I feel like I can meet these things with more balance and grace, perhaps in the future after pulling off a significant time with Godlike Masculinity, if I feel like I have the grit for that.
My main thing back then, I remember, is that it was putting my focus too much on healing which I did not like. Perhaps it is only for awhile but I didnāt expect it and I was not into it much so will revisit it another time. I wanted it for energy development mainly and it did the opposite. I decided to run it because I wanted to have more energy and it gave me less.
I did have some fun sexual experiences on it though but also it was nothing I was looking for, my main goal was energy development.
Also I did feel like I needed a sexual partner to figure out my sexual blockages and overcome them so if I wanted to have this only for Spiritual growth it would be a distraction. Some of us only want it for transmutation and not be engaged with physical sexual activity whatsoever.
Running a Custom with LB and KB4 (I ran the 4 stages a year agoā¦but when I couldnt process subs so well).
Personally I feel like its way more than sexual energy. I feel KB alligns me with my personal life force. Something far greater than ājustā sexual energy. But I have been doing a lot of spiritual practices allready and when I feel the fore awaken in my pelvis, it immideatly moves up in my body. Actually struggeling with that a bit and would like t learn to channel it more to my body and use it less for spiritual reasons.
With a deep trauma history I have been very disconnected from myself. Other subliminals gave my āforeign archetypesā. But KB feels like it gives me access to myself. To a powerful version of myself. I havent integrated it yet fully, as my nervous system isnt used to run on that much power. I had only glimpses of it coming online. But when it does, it feels like I am running on 100% power for the first time in my life. And before I have been running on like 10-20%.
A lot of other subs feels like they push an archetype onto me (Khan, Wanted Black namely). But KB really feels like it brings ME online. Like the full me.
Anyone else experienced something like that?
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The Paradox of Power 
Thereās something intoxicating about KBāa pure, undiluted essence of self, stripped of the masks and archetypes that usually define us. It pulses with raw potential, like standing at the edge of possibility itself.
Yet here lies the beautiful contradiction: even in this state of complete authenticity, I find myself drawn to the very thing KB lacks. The WB archetype calls to me with an almost magnetic pullānot as a weakness, but as a missing piece of a larger puzzle Iām still learning to solve.
This isnāt about settling or compromising. Itās about recognizing that transformation happens in layers, in seasons. Today, WB speaks the language my soul needs to hear. Years from now? Perhaps Iāll return to KB with deeper understanding, ready to unlock whatever evolution awaits.
After all, the most profound journeys arenāt linearātheyāre spiral, each return revealing new depths we couldnāt see before.
Until then, I wait for KBās next metamorphosis with quiet anticipation.
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You hit it quit beautifully.
I found some new archetypes inside of me. Archetypes that are of a whole different realm it feels like.The regular archetypes I experienced feel like children compared to those. Its like moving from the greek pantheon to titanic powers. Archetxypes that are way beyon good and evil. Archetypes that I would love to express fully but I feel the world would burn me when I do it.
Lets see where the journey takes me. I guess expressing just 50% of those archetypes would allready make me a god among humans.
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Yes, for me I am on a search to fully embody my higher intelligence and do away with ego structures, personality and other patterns that keep me constricted. Living with full awareness beyond the predefined patterns of mind can enable us to create a life that is fully of our choosing.
All these patterns compulsively keep us tied to a specific reality with only limited outcomes. This is only because of mental patterns which we cannot move beyond unless we have the energy to break the cycle. We fall back on our innate patterns and programs through unconscious living, the system needs more energy so that we can break out of this and consciously decide the direction of our life. Most thoughts and behaviours are just repetitions of the past.
But everyone is on their own journey of course, what you said, however, definitely resonates with me. I want to become more and more free in mind, so that my Soul can fully express itself in the world.
The mind constrains us unbelievably much. The true potential of the human being lies beyond the programming that runs so deep now that it has even become genetic.
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This is indeed exactly the same journey that I am on. Currently going deep into how the nervous system functions and brain neurophysiology. I feel like those two are the most hindering factors to achieve full control over ones reality. I meanā¦the yogis of old times achieved thatā¦
After learning of ADHD and how the frontal lobe is not properly connected to my remainding brain, everything makes sense. Subliminals work thereā¦but if the concious mind has no or little control over the most basic unconcious sytructures (amygdala etc.) I can listen to subs as long as I want and wont change that. Currently developing a program to change that and create the fundamental biology to properly run subliminals and shape my realityā¦even though after letting go of my ego more and moreā¦i dont even know anymore what reality I would want to manifest XD I guess time will tell when deeper structures emerge out of my Self.
Do you have any recommendations for subliminals for that path? Which ones helped you the most to become a vessel for your highest self?
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Shri Shivarudra Balayogi has described Tapas thus:
āIf you try to hold the mind still, focused on one point for only a minute or two ā for only a moment or two ā you will find how difficult it is. However if you can focus the mind like this, single-pointedly focused on one point without any thoughts for one whole hour, then one is said to be meditating. If you can meditate like this for seven to eight hours at a stretch then one is said to be performing Tapas.ā
ā After you come out of Tapas inspire the people of this world to practice dhyana (meditation) and know their True Self. Through this practice they can achieve Total Peace.ā
Thus with the mind completely settled in the Supreme Peace of the Infinite Self and permanently resting there effortlessly, His Tapas had reached its successful completion and the goal of all human existence.
Source: His Life - SHIVA RUDRA BALAYOGI
From ChatGPT:
ā Our mind collects saį¹skÄras (deep impressions or mental patterns) from past experiences.
ā¢ These impressions condition our thoughts, reactions, and habits ā often clouding clarity.
ā¢ Through tapas (disciplined practice, self-restraint, meditation, mindful austerity), we generate an inner fire that burns these impressions, making the mind lighter, clearer, and more open to higher awareness.ā
To me this achievement is the only true worthy goal on earth and it is also the only way the Soul is found, most people guess at the existence of the Soul, but the yogi who has found union with it knows.
The methods are clear, but they are not simple and require a lot of sacrifice. The achievement of the goalā¦ self-realisation, enlightenment, union with the soul, is the most prized possession a human being can hold.
Btw @MechaShaman your brain is just the cpu or the hardware that processes whatever mental activity is occurring in the various layers of the mind, so if you think you have adhd it is just a reflection of your state of mind. Meditation can help you as it helped me. You must clear what is beneath the surface of the mind so that you mental activity cools down.
So most people cannot meditate easily because of accumulated karmas (actions) of the mind, karma simply means action. So past thoughts and burdens are lingering beneath the surface unsettling the mind. A newborn child is naturally meditative and so are animals. Once these karmas are worked out the mind naturally settles into more calm states. This is also what we are trying to achieve with subliminal programs right? Workout unconscious knotsā¦
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What do you mean?
That as a porn addict you have certain genres that are more enticing than others.
Examples hidden not to trigger anyone in recovery
Most addicts have a favorite genre that blows their horn.
- Stepmom
- College Dorm
- Certain Hair Color and Boob Size
- Pickup
- Workplace
- Delivery guy
- Trans
- BBC
And itās most often a slippery slope.
It just starts with naked women, then solo action, vanilla sex.
But like with physical drugs, you get used to it and you need something harder.
Big Boobs, Step-Cest, threesomes, hairyā¦
When thatās not strong enough anymore, thereās harder stuff. Undignifying. Still legal. Trans, Orgy, Gangbang, Granny, BDSMā¦
And the final derogation leads to jail.
@RVconsultant This post is ment for educational reasons and as a warning from a former addict.
If it is against campfire policy, feel free to delete or change it.
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correcto
I am not against porn or masturbation, but the porn industry has changed a lot in the last few decades. There is hardly any artistic creativity left in modern porn production. Itās all mass production of the same old shit. For example, if you look for stepsis stuck in the washing machine youāll find thousands of videos.
But there are a few niches that can become dangerous for men who are into self development and seduction, like JOI or erotic hypnosis. They may look innocent at first, but when you get into them youāll suddenly find the women trying to humiliate you or installing beta male and submissive attitudes into your brain.
These days though I have almost zero interest in watching pornography. I canāt pinpoint the exact title that helped me with this, but it was probably Emperor.
What I have been doing instead to overcome shame around sex is to go to a store every month and buy a Playboy magazine. When I do this sometimes I feel a bit of shame. Sometimes not. But when I feel shame I allow myself to feel this and become aware of it. Then I start digging deeply asking myself where this shame is comming from.
Another thing I have been doing is to start reading more about sex. Books that teach sexual techniques. Books that talk about sexual issues or psychology, sociology or history around sex. Female erotica to understand a womanās mind better. It may seem boring at first, but it very educating.
BTW. I am not using Khan or Khan Black even though I am posting this here in this thread.
It might not be so obvious, but all porn makes you more beta. Instead of taking action and spreading your genes you spread your seed in a tissue.
It usually starts as a āharmlessā coping mechanism, but the slippery slope mentioned above soon leads to a breaking-in of self-love, -respect, -worth, etc.
If you have an active sex life or are in a fulfilling relationship this might be tolerable at times, but especially as a single or as an incel, itās dangerous.
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Yes, it can become dangerous. I have been there. But what has never worked for me is to swear it off as something evil. The subliminals made it feel natural for me to stop watching porn in a compulsive manner. At this point if I get the urge to engage with porn I just enjoy myself a little bit and move on. I donāt feel bad about it nor does my energy get drained.
Most natural alpha men have a healthy relationship with porn and masturbation. They engage in it when they have the urge, but donāt make a big deal about it. They also donāt try to hide it from others.
The problem most incels have is that there is a split between their desires and the way they present themselves to the world. They secretly watch porn in their basement, but when someone starts talking about beautiful girls they become shy. It is like they havenāt grown up yet. Talking about sex is for grown ups and makes good little boys feel insecure.
They fear judgement, ridicule and rejection from other people. That is what makes them beta. I mean a man can nut multiple times a day, losing a few to tissue paper is not a big deal. But yes, if that is your only outlet it can definitely become problematic.
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