Hero: Muad’Dib the ones who points the way.
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With AoW/CC, Destiny Directive, and Heartsong elements designed to manifest an inner circle and women who recognize and are devoted to helping us create positive change in the world.
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Time for me to write a review of Stage 2 water, Im 22 days into my cycle.
First of all DAAMMM it was intense for me. I had alot of recon to deal with the first week and half some of the worst ive ever had.
Some context, for personal reasons in my childhood and upbringing I learned to be very shut off from my emotions. Wasn’t trauma just the way I grew up in my culture and family.
The recon that came up for me was very intense. It was very hard profound and therefore hard to describe. With me being shut off from my emotions I consequently has alot of unprocessed backlog that water was helping me go through. Where the recon came was that these unprocessed emotions had become a part of who I was. They had forged me over time with my motivations, drives and desires. The processing of them changed who I am at a fundamental level. What I was experiencing with the recon was grief. I was saying goodbye to the person I had forced myself to become. It was very much like experiencing the death of someone I was close too.
From that intense recon came an incredible bloom. It was very much a “i was blind but now I see” moment. An entire aspect of my psyche that had been shut down was suddenly available and usefull to me. One of the dominant beliefs I had that changed was that previously emotions where something to manage and regulate as they could only affect me negatively. A big realization was that there where many upside to emotions.
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During this cycle I also experienced the near death of my father while he was halfway across the world. I was put in a position where for a day I didnt know if he was alive or dead. I stayed with feeling of it and allowed it to flow through me. It gave me alot of information. The emotion came from the worry of having to become the patriarch of my family at a young age. I didnt feel prepared or ready in any way. Not only was I able to discern that from the emotion but I was able to channel that emotion into something useful. Raw material for transformation. I was suddenly met with the reality that this is something I will certainly have to face in the future and I can ready myself for that responsibility.
Many other standout features aswell like Love as a frequency and Dreamworks that do exactly as they describe.
I have a strong inkling that having done this deep work I will be able to process subs much better in the future as-well. Once I broke the initial recon I have been able to increase my exposure much quicker than usual without experiencing recon processing it very well.
" I dissolve and I merge, and in that surrender, I become meaning itself."
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