Are you trying to confuse me?
Let the signs come and hit you in the face lol
Just let the results show up and learn to not discredit anything that happens. Anything can be a result honestly
Genesis and UP will start kicking in when you start taking action towards any goals you have ….
Even new ideas popping up or thoughts of cool things you can make or do with xyz are results
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Have any opportunities popped up yet to do cool shit?
The sub brought me opportunities to hang with my old friends and make new friends.
But I had to say YES to those opportunities, and I almost didn’t. I almost followed my old programming to stay home and veg out instead. But I did the uncomfortable thing and took a tiny risk and it PAID THE FUCK OUT because I had a ton of fun.
Step out of your comfort zone when given the chance and you will be rewarded homie
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No. Why would I wanna do that to ya? Lol
What I was trying to say was that sometimes we unconsciously or even consciously look for signs of something not working out for us, a self sabotage.
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@TheEmpress I think something I have been trying to get across to people is that I am curious as to how much trauma I have from growing up and through my adult life has made me a self sabotaging machine. It’s why I so often have tried to run Dragon Reborn in its entirety. I have only run stage one and not in any consistent or recommended format.
I think @Alphamale was sort of correct in telling me to get off the forum. The same reason I had to delete my social media accounts. I get horrible FOMO
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It has already kicked in. I think what you’re asking is, ‘When do I start feeling like this thing is kicking in and things are moving?!’
Here:
This could help.
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I can understand that curiosity as I have been there myself .
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I’ve always kind of rejected the self-sabotage concept. It’s not that I think it’s totally inaccurate. It’s that I think it only tells a small part of the story.
The different parts of us have reasons for the things that they are doing. If you don’t understand or haven’t yet understood those reasons, it seems a bit unfair to me to label those parts as ‘self-sabotaging’.
Like a teacher in the 1940s who has a student with dyslexia and calls the student ‘lazy’ and a ‘bad student’. “Hey teacher, I know this is challenging and they probably gave you too many students; but, your job is to understand how people learn. And then to work with each student’s characteristics and style in order to help them express their potential. Don’t blame the kids and then act like your job is done or something. Strive to develop methods that work better.”
I think the method of criticizing and shaming others or yourself into working harder…well, it works sometimes. But it can be a bit primitive and tends to produce many unwanted side effects.
Most of the time when we’re undermining our own efforts it’s because there’s some part of us that’s attempting to do something useful but that needs a strategy update. Like an anxious, protective parent who wants to keep you safe and so locks you up inside the house 24 hours a day. Keeping you safe is a great goal, but they need to understand that the method they are using is actually going to make you less safe in the long run.
But just saying, ‘You suck as a parent!’ is probably not the best way. Better would be to appreciate their desire to keep you safe, but to work out a method of safety that is in harmony with your overall thriving.
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Have you ever felt like you have so much unresolved trauma that you sometimes wonder how you have gotten where you are?
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With the type of questions you’re asking tonight, I’m amused that you feel like Genesis isn’t working. Looks like the healing scripting is kicking in just fine. 
Ride it out. Study some code. It’ll be okay.
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There is some brilliant parts work in the original guided Commander
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I will and I am. I just feel like I’m having an existential crisis most of today. Somewhat envious of the people experiencing more positive things
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Definitely.
Thank you for explaining this so well.
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@SaintSovereign So try not to get flustered? Just work through it? Seems so strange to feel like this running a sub that is very optimistic
Just take the next step
I got to a point where I decided to switch gears and go a new direction. Change the script.
Connecting with the different parts of me, from different stages of life. This helped me have more compassion with myself & to wanna become a better person.
I’m grateful for the traumatic experiences because it led me to becoming who I am today. 
Go & something cool.
I think you’re pretty cool and happy to have connected with you here. 
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Yes, I remember a point earlier in my development when that used to happen to me.
I think it was 2 days ago.
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Thank you and ditto.
I am doing something cool. At least I think it is. I’m teaching myself coding
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Celebrate and rejoice in their success.
As we lift another up we are lifted too.
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