Since picked up Genesis (and paused Stark) my sex drive has calmed down, the urge for PMO decreases a lot. Overall mood is stable and positive, a slight increase in sense of humor (not the level LBFH provided though). However occasionally there is an anxiety, with mental and physical symptoms, that comes out when I am Idle (similar occurrence happened with Emepror).
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I don’t think most people know the value of Shadow Work
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…and therefore project it on other people.
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Did you notice any difference when it comes to the number and intenisty of the results?
Dreams a lot
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Has anyone else been feeling all the feels with this title? I just finished listening to my stack and cried for a minute. 
I’m not sure what this crying is all about, but thinking it may be crying tears of gratitude & joy for how far I’ve come. For taking the leap into taking steps towards fulfilling my purpose in life or maybe that deep down I don’t feel like I am where I should be at almost 36.
I keep feeling like I need to read a book or do something productive & then a voice in my head tells me I know this stuff so go take action. Learning isn’t just reading or studying, it also includes applying what you’ve learned. I’m staring at my many books on the floor as I type this.
I’m also in module 2 integration break with module 3 starting on June 1st for my Trauma Informed Yoga Teacher training. Lots of information has been thrown at us with lots more to come. We have a written and practical exam at the end of July.
I’m an excellent student but need to probably execute more of what I’ve been learning for almost 2 decades now…
What’s a distraction and what’s actually productive?
Wondering what others do to consciously manifest from the subliminal objectives as well… new curiosity.
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Others have also commented on it.
All I can say is there is a feeling of heat somewhere in the abdominal region.
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Yup. I’m coming to terms with things I’ve addressed on a higher cognitive level but not emotionally. Been a lot of grieving. A lot of pain. The kind of stuff where you don’t “do” anything. Just sitting with it, validating my own experience. That’s the challenge.
I mentioned it in my journal, but to have done so much work on myself over the years and I’m just now learning how deep it all goes, it’s a very strange experience.
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So basically where it’s been “healed” on a mental energy level but not on the emotional level.
Aww shizzzz
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Yup. To further elaborate over the years I built up a lot of coping strategies that had to do with intense intellectualization and micro managing of my emotional states. For a long time I thought I was really good at emotional management. Lol, couldn’t be further from the truth. It’s all being discovered now.
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You’d run your regular titles on the sub says.
And the microloop once a week on the same day each week. Like Monday or whatever.
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So exciting to gain that awareness though, eh?!
Can feel uncomfortable to face the ugly truths but it opens the doors to freedom.
To be a creator of the ideal reality.
A new story.
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Reading all the results here has me very intrigued about this sub 
Hopefully will be using it sometime in the future to see what new adventures it can guide me to 
I’m thinking that this might be a good sub for someone on holiday , like stacked with Stark, LBFH, CWON, or even WANTED, for just pure fun and ecstasy.
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To add.
We become conscious creators rather than unconscious victims.
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Stack it with Stark! 
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Hahaha one day
But as of right now, I’m too tunnel visioned on what really drives me, and I can’t risk myself slowing down 
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Just saw this
Sorry but that name is taken 
I didn’t get pure fun and ecstasy vibes.
It’s like Stark mixed with CFW
Maybe that analogy is terrible
But i was running it solo and it was a bit less driven.
Gonna stack with a wealth sub now and see how I like that
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Aren’t you doing it solo though?
Plus man, I’m built different 
Like most people used to feel bad on WANTED with the healing at first, remember?
Meanwhile I was trying to find ways to avoid my girlfriend and her sister seeing me together so I don’t get “attacked”
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Yeah, gonna add on HOM now
Yeah you built different lol!
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