There’s definitely no external pressure. It’s more like internal pressure, like you reaaaaly want/need to do stuff you said you would and cannot rest until you do.
I think you’re on to something here. My dad was really bad at giving instructions and then expecting me to be a mind reader. So I would start a task and if I wasn’t doing it right I’d get interrupted and corrected. He could be very impatient.
But your experience sounds incredibly annoying. I would hate that too. I would have snapped at some point if that exact phrase was used over and over. The phrase itself would become a huge trigger, not even the behavior.
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I ran Executive and Emperor yesterday one loop each. Yeah I have been productive as crazy but I’m also ridiculously angry. Any insight @SaintSovereign ?
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Does the anger disappear while you’re working, or is it constant?
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You may want to look at the reconciliation section of the How Can I Tell The Difference Between Stonewalling, Overload and Reconciliation? article.
It’s been constant.
I thought about that but I don’t see how one loop of each could cause reconciliation , stonewalling , or overloaded.
If it is what do I do run them on opposite days?
That’s only two days of each title a week.
Could just give it a week or 2 running them and see if it passes.
The “bad” recon is there for a reason.
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Try running only 5-7 minutes of each track next time and see if it helps.
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R-R-R-R-Recon.
Might need to cut down the loops.
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True Sith Lords invite themselves through the sheer force of their Will and Passion
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Aren’t you running other subs like Dragon Reborn at the moment?
I was prior
It looks like it’s addressing your main issues as someone who suffers from ADHD. That’s the key to Mental Alchemy - find the main issues and fix them first.
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interesting! i haven’t been angry at all but I got a huge craving for chocolate yesterday which I dived deep into. I cannot even remember when I had something like that, so Executive definitely caused it or at least was involved in triggering it.
Regarding productivity, I must say I expected more. But it is too early to tell.
It feels like there is a lot of new scripting added regarding „inner productivity“. I have noticed myself contemplating, strategizing and having mindset changes around which tasks to do and why I am not doing others. This could be powerful longterm but might also overwhelm.
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Yeah you’re probably correct. Today I feel insanely calm. It’s so weird. I think I have sort of let go of wanting to work on healing myself more until I am no longer living in a toxic environment. It’s why I dropped Dragon Reborn for now .
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I just got to thinking how the mental aspects in both Executive and Emperor is possibly triggering a cognitive change in me
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That is definitely it. I find myself looking at or for options and opportunities more now. I feel like my thinking is becoming more flexible which is a component of Executive Function
This is also why I have been thinking of running Quantum Limitless instead of Emperor for a while because I want to see how much I can be more pragmatic and strategic but I like the way I feel running Emperor.
I know people have mentioned the " lone wolf " aspects of Emperor and I felt that all day yesterday as well as when I was asleep last night. I had a dream that I was living on my own by myself. The freedom I felt was both a bit scary but also felt right.
I was told growing up that there was no way I could or would ever make it on my own so this was fascinating .
I think that and being immature and insecure is why in the past I always believed and felt I had to be in a relationship to be happy.
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Maybe I am just having a bloom, but I am pretty sure ExecutiveZP includes NEW ZP TECH!!
I want to keep a bit more silent about results, but ExecutiveZP seems to linger around for longer, giving results for more days in comparison to the other ZP titles.
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