I have listened to this title 4 times so far along with ASBR and Seductress. I am feeling more confident with my masculine qualities and strengths while being feminine too. I’ve noticed a little voice in my head wanting to criticize me for being strong in my masculine and then it seems to soften almost automatically.
I have been feeling this sense of calm in places I would have been much more angry/irritable/edgy before. It’s showing me when I am in recon while keeping me mostly grounded. My processing dreams have been next level though.
While on vacation in Niagara Falls, it was extremely packed due to the long weekend. I was saying how calm I felt. I did half of the driving home and felt extremely safe and calm. I suffered from ptsd due to a bad accident in college when my boyfriend crashed into a tree head on.
My partner has struggled with panic attacks and insomnia for most of their life and while on vacation they were showing signs of a panic attack brewing. At my command, he came back to bed and slept for several hours. No panic attack!
I am noticing where he is feeling unease about some matters that I have been through already myself. A part of me senses it as weakness but I don’t feel like arguing with him. It’s like I know when to soften and navigate matters in better ways.
