I’ve been in this recon for over a week. It started as a “withdrawal”-type reconciliation after I stopped using AoW for about two weeks. It got better once I resumed listening to it a few days ago.
That’s the most challenging recon ever, although its not “brutal” (emotionally) at all. The only emotional reaction is heightened restlessness.
I’m definitely not done with this recon yet, and now it’s becoming more conscious, thanks to the recon tech that helps bring more discerning awareness.
Previously, right after taking a break from AoW, the recon was semi-conscious—meaning I couldn’t clearly identify its source or nature; I could only feel its effects. It felt like an existential void that weighed me down emotionally.
Now I recognize that its source is a misalignment in certain aspects of my self-image and to what point my current reality reflects my self-image. It’s very hard to explain because this is such an intricate and deep process of self-alignment, where my sense of self is being challenged and certain elements of my identity are being questioned.
At this point, I’m quite certain that AoW contains the prototype of ZPU. I initially assumed that just from reading the sales copy, but now I feel it in the process itself.
 
      
     
  



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