Yo @Sage_Ninjistic
I just realized we both have butterflies as our avatars haha
Funny how I only realized it when I was going to change mine I feel like I have transcended my ātransformationā phase a while ago, so gotta change now
āWe must understand evil, for evil understands us completely. We must incorporate the best parts of Evil in to the light, into ourselves, so we may use Evil to defend against Evilā
Alchemist Black - Voldermort
Seductress Black - Princess Azula (avatar last air bender⦠what can I say⦠sheās hot)
Power Can Corrupt Black - Any Illuminati Members hiding in broad daylight
Stark Black - Simon Cowell getting paid millions to go live on air and tell you youāre worthless and will never be as famous as his pinky finger (American Idol)
Wanted Black - Ted Bundy (donāt ban me)
Spartan Black - Vegeta (DBZ)
House Of Medici Black - Lucius Malfoy (Harry Potter)
Mindās Eye Black - Light Yagami (Deathnote visualize death and itāll happen)
Quantum Limitless Black - Moriarty (Sherlock Holmes)
Inner Circle Black - Don Carleone (Godfather)
GLM - Andrew Tate (not an insult - appreciate and learn from their dark side, not judge)
Boxing Mastery Black - Kimbo Slice
Khan Black - The Russian Bosses Before John Wick Kills Them
Chosen Black - John Wick
CWON Black - Sauron (deep reference for the fans of LOTR history lol)
CFW Black - Carl Jung
Cooking Mastery Black - On Air Gordon Ramsey yelling at someone
Renaissance Man Black - the Red Skull Guy (Marvel, Captain America)
Ascension Black - Tanner, from Suits (Harveyās Rival)
I named it āLiberatorā at the beginning and I didnāt change my mind.
This subs truly frees up a lot of your intellectual, spiritual and physical potential and helps you tap into it for honing your natural abilities.
Guys I usually experience recon on 2nd rest day AKA listening day. Itās not harsh recon, manageable. The last listening day it was before I went under the sun and now it started after I had 30 minutes of sun exposure. When I came back I experienced mild recon in form of anxiety attack in the chest. And consequently it was triggering hostile/defensive thoughts. Like I donāt wash the dishes(I create reasons in my head like I am talking to the guy, sth like rubbing the karmic glue they put on me by reason like: itās your job and stuffā¦)
I have been recognizing this pattern for some days but since I have not journaled consistently; I can not pinpoint if itās the subās result or recon. For now I am sure it is/was(it kinda resolved in a few minutes ) recon, since the thoughts were a bit hostile and there was anxiety in my chest.
Guys do you remember when I was talking about anxiety attacks in my chest area. That is kinda COMPLETELY gone when I meet new people.
But another thing I noticed is that I get that kind of anxiety when a conflict is about to start that stiffness in my chest. I also feel that rush of (I dunno what it is, testosterone, adrenalineā¦) throughout my body and ready to jump and eat the guy. Maybe the stiffness is recon, but I am sure the rush of chemicals is not and itās my bodyās natural reaction to danger.
GUESS WHAT?!
recon is faded! now! It lasted a few minutes, I am feeling smooooth haha.
It is weird how recon can create bad Karma and people start acting weird, even those thag you tell them you are not feeling good and they are supposed to be kind when you are in recon, maybe that is my perception chamged and they are kind hahah .
And yeah, I was talking about that panick attack in my chest are, when I meet new people itās like nothing and THAT IS POWERFUL, since itās very hard to hamdle the first impression tension.
Another type of (maybe) recon I should talk about is that pain/panic attack/anxiety (hard to differentiate) in my chest happens every once in a while, and by a while I mean 10 minutes, 1 hour, different. Itās like something gets released from my chest. This happens sometimes when I climp the stairs or do something which needs cardio, I wanted to say that it is the reason but no, when I exercise which is of course much more difficult than those activities; I donāt experience that.
I think it more like releasing the tension from the body. Like I handle some tension with being calm and all of a sudden after some time of handling it, it comes out in small portions and not necessarily in direct contact with people and not necessarily in solitude.
Another theory I have which I realized is wrong but I will write since itās necessary to.
Is that this is some kind of danger indication to surroundings which indicates (Donāt mess with me) vibe.
The reason I think this is wrong is that when I am on near a physical altercation on Emperor Black/fearsome, the sensations are different but not as that panick thing in my chest. On fearome itās more of my body pulsating, just shaking like crazy crazy that people who have illwill will fear alot and on Emperor Black itās sth else which I wonāt talk about, let it be a secretš, discover it yourself haha.
Naturally, it depends on your goals. Itās rather about your closest ones who may misread your āabsenceā or it may lead to weakening your relationships.
For me, EmpB has made my social life better, mainly because of the increased intensity to achieve my goals seems to be leaking out as an aura that people are picking up on, which ends up doing 2 things:
inspiring others, and
creating healthy boundaries.
You canāt go wrong with either of those long-term.
Hilarious reference, to the supreme gentleman and ultimate nice guy himself. Says it all really, donāt go shooting up the forum @Inevitable (but if you do, at least make it entertaining while it lasts).
In other news, seeing these results are just too fking tempting to ignore. Many users in and outside of this thread have reported significant calmness and supreme levels of productivity and social dominance, comparing it to a combination of Khan and Emperor. Sounds like a perfect combo to me.
Then I see @James who (no offense) habitually procrastinates and goes through recon, but all of a sudden on EmpB heās banging out multiple 10-20 hour courses in a week. Goddamn, these results cannot be ignored or brushed away from my mind, theyāre just too good.
Iām biting the bullet. Emperor Black next week, letās go.
Iām running Emperor at the moment, so the transition should be flawless. I already feel socially dominant on this version of Emperor thanks to the game-changing beauty that is ZPv2, so I wonder how good Emperor Black will be in this regard.
Like some other memders I feel super social. In fact it helps to hyper focus your mind on a task. The risk is also there : today I had a day off and I started watching a video on Youtube and after a while I discovered that I watched nearly 4 hours of video when originally it was a 30 minutes of video. Time stopped with this sub ! So you need to plan well before doing a task
Not offended but to clarify I rarely procrastinate on what I need to do for my current job and daily life. I procrastinate on what would move my life and my goals forward. Or at least I have in the past. As @Hoppa pointed out to me yesterday it was probably the combination of Dragon Reborn and Emperor Black that finally broke my fear of failure. Now I couldnāt give a fuck how many times I fail as long as Iām learning.
I now know when Iām experiencing recon because I get nasty headaches. If that happens I give myself an extra day or so between loops.
Just reading this back I see how even the way I write has changed