These results make me want to test it, but knowing it wouldn’t be in my stack after the test hurts
This sub makes me crave solitude and silence
How well or not well do you think Renaissance Man freeing scripting would Mesh with Emperor Black?
Ignore him he talks nonsense must be smoking weed whilst watching Captain America
I reckon they would synergise very well.
Emperor Black helps you forge your personality faaar more consciously than Khan.
I was getting annoyed by my mom not being able to do sth. But I realized BRO, she put all her energy in you. You can’t ever blame her
Just wanted to share this lil piece from my journal regarding EMPB. 3rd loop this morning.
Emperor Black is a monster.
Whenever I get even the slightest desire to open up a browser tab and not-do-my-job it goes “OOOHH NOOOO YOU AINT DOIN THAT! - GET YOUR ASS BACK TO WORK!”
And this response is highly reactive and appears automatic. I don’t even get to where I actually open up a new browser tab. My body freezes for a split second after I get the nudge to be distracted, but before I can act on it. And then the active mind kicks in, and brings me back to the job task before me.
This is ridiculous. And sublime.
Especially for an AD(H)D brain like mine - that whenever I am low on neurotransmitters I am automatically and biologically triggered to actively seek out WHATEVER activity or thing that will give me ANY kind of boost of NT’s.
But it’s like EMPB overrides that natural response, and puts its own “method” of resolving that issue into place: ie not allowing me to be distracted but rather focusing even more on my work tasks, getting them done, and then getting the NT boost from doing THAT instead.
Any trigger to be distracted is followed by a split-second pause, and then gently but firmly being led back to work, and being led to believe that it is… gasp … FUN!!!
I had this result with emperor black
But not as intense.
I am really not getting THAT discipline or working.
My natural tendency is to talk to people, charm and beguile them. Once I took a test I guess I was INTJ, performer tyoe or something else
I notice since starting Emperor Black that I just do all the small things right away. Like after cooking, I just immediately clean and tidy up, or when I vacuumed the floor I ended up doing all the hard spots like under the sofa etc. Also, you become so immersed in it and it becomes fun just to wipe the cooking pot clean of water. By doing all these small tasks instead of postponing some of them you actomatically clean that space in your head as well. You start and you finish your daily tasks so to speak. All men that have been single should know what I mean when it comes to the dishes
So by playing this subliminal for 1-2 months, that should be enough time to form a bunch of new small and healthy habits… it’s actually great
Emp Black is manifesting a very strong spiritual bent for me more and more with each loop.
Deeper in depth understandings of concepts I have been exposed to and playing with for years.
However, Emp Black is changing those from “concepts” into experiences within reality.
the past few days I have had a subtle experience of oneness which keeps growing and growing
Sitting in solitude I feel connected to my environment as my environment and harmonized with it and as it
When I go around people this connection and harmony extends towards them and its like they are drawn into the same state.
I don’t want this to sound too lovey-dovey because it doesn’t feel weak at all; all of this is accompanied by a massive sense of internal power.
Reminds me of chosen/alchemist where its the power to dominate your environment by dissolving discord.
I know how you feel. I pushed myself so hard yesterday that I am basically taking today off
I had the exact experience, you also have some kind of planned approach.
I don’t if this was true for Qv2, but on ZP I go to my past experiences (memories, texts. . . ) And see them in a new ligh which is in correspondence to the sub’s objective.
Like I see my texts as confident and stuff.
That’s conscious recognition of progress.
Yes, ideas emerge from subconscious to coscious mind
You’re on the right track.
I just decided I am dropping Dragon Reborn for now and running strictly Emperor Black for now. I have so much I need to do and the singular focus will be amazing and necessary
Running this I get literally everything done. Even things I don’t want to or feel like doing become easy
Who am I really?
I say or think I am the strongest, that I am destined for greatness, if not so arrogantly upon my tongue, then I surely at the very least, feel it unconsciously. That I am someone accustomed to dominance.
DOMINANCE, DOMINANCE, DOMINANCE.
MIGHT.
CUNNING. POWER. CONTROL. SOVEREIGNTY. DOMINION. SUPREME CONFIDENCE. OVERWHELMING CHARISMA.
That I will only listen to dominance/alpha subliminals, as that is who I am, at my core, through and through. That in my 3 month run with Emperor ZP, this was confirmed, that apparently, “to ZP you cannot lie”. And I could hear my subconscious whispering back to me “You are truthful in your claims of having a disposition that is accustomed towards power, control and dominion. It is they, who are weak.”.
And with Emperor Black, this is being explored, yet again, was it because this time it’s so much deeper? Was I a fraud? My hunch, is no, rather, Emperor Black is making sure that I TRULY know that whilst I have the ability to be both gentle, loving, kind AND cold, ruthless, powerful, my true disposition… is that of POWER. And SOVEREIGNTY.
I crave to have a mafia-like inner circle. (I am a very social person, but it’s always at my own pace, or from the position of power)
But anyway… letting Emperor Black dig and unfold the truth before my eyes… Oh right, I was born powerful, but then I was guilt tripped into being “gentle”.
Power. Dominance. Status. Strength. Authority. Charisma. Confidence. Leadership. Wisdom. DOMINION.
I guess this is the true core of my being. Through and through.
I don’t care if I’m alienated or separated from society due to immense growth or obsession with growth. I WANT to be a monster. This isn’t something borne out of trauma, I can’t be traumatized in the sense that it will hold me back, I WILL gaze into the abyss of my traumas, unflinchingly (I already have, countless times).
I was born… just this edgy.
And a lot of other extremely personal, but mind blowing manifestations of internal changes, they’re incredibly symbolic so I don’t think anyone would really understand…
This is hitting differently: Epic Persian battle music - At the Gates of Babylon - YouTube
I can see it, I can transform whole civilizations with my energy.
12 hours later
very light reconciliation in the background due to being ‘molded’
constantly nudged to go out of my comfort zone, to say whatever i please, to whoever i please
constantly acting on ALL of these.
i believe i am immune to heavy “in ur face” reconciliation, due to extreme openness to the truth, reconciliation in general just doesn’t feel like reconciliation, more like “unfolding”, due to extreme alignment with the truth
starting to find out, i really, REALLY, love socialization. just a different form of socialization, socialization from the perspective of the one in charge, in control, the supreme leader. mundane formalities are intolerable however.