I am but I’m also very much enjoying the continuous self discovery and changes I feel almost daily
Any idea when you will update the Dragon Reborn ZP V2 labeling?
I am but I’m also very much enjoying the continuous self discovery and changes I feel almost daily
Any idea when you will update the Dragon Reborn ZP V2 labeling?
The answer is hell yes. Very much so.
Any idea when you will update the Dragon Reborn ZP V2 labeling?
Sometime today or tomorrow. Got behind with things when my HDMI cables decided to just go kaput this morning and I have a complicated setup.
@SaintSovereign Not sure what yourself and @Fire have on your hands with ZP V2 but I have been more productive with coding today than I have most of this week. I also think I may have a good idea of what action I will need to take for my Wife and myself to get us out of our current situation and into a place of our own again.
I feel like I can finally focus instead of allowing myself to be distracted or reactive to things that don’t matter.
This is after only day one of Emperor Black and Dragon Reborn ZP V2 St 1
Is it me or is Emperor Black making other subs easier to run? Usually, 15 minutes of HoM would wipe me out. Since I started running HoM right after Emperor Black, I can listen to 15 minutes and feel just fine.
Yeah, I’ve noticed that too. The new tech helps process the older one.
I’m struggling to communicate just how DEEP this sub has been going into my unconscious interior from just one loop. Constant revelations, inspired action…I also was VERY connected and intimate in my interactions with others yesterday however it came from a place of extreme non-neediness and zero desire (I don’t think this would happen for everyone; if your spiritual path focuses on something else then I’m certain thats what you would experience…) that level of freedom and openness is such a relief because I no longer feel pressured to be anything. Just pure being. Feels good. Felt good for me and everyone around me.
Exact same reaction from it. Also from one loop. It really hits 24 hours after the sub was run.
So I only ran Emperor black solo once, and it was nice, but there were some things I didn’t “vibe” with, like me not feeling the joy of achievement (felt like those army guys I interact with at the service, they don’t seem like they enjoy their achievements), and another thing that I didn’t like was just how I was coming off a bit too intense to others, making them intimidated and to keep some distance
So I did decide that it’s pretty useful actually, but it needed to have tiny additions in order for it to be more “my vibe”, and well, I put it in a custom.
I’m not sure about revealing my current custom yet, as it’s more advanced than anything anyone here has tried yet even though feeling wise, it’s my second lightest custom (feeling wise), but man is it loaded (we’re talking 6 cores).
Anyways, the main point of this post was to highlight a part of Emperor Black that I feel like surfaced only due to me stacking it with Khan, as it happened previously when I ran solo EmpB, and now as well (khan is among the cores in the custom), and this effect is basically making me express myself more romantically.
When I was 17, it was the first time I experienced a certain kind of a feeling in my life, a type of bond so deep, that I felt like this person was my other half.
A connection so strong (or so i thought), that made me feel like not even death could separate us.
A feeling so joyful, that I felt like I don’t even need food to survive, as long as this person and the feeling were in my life.And just as I turned 18, all of it was gone.
The morning of my first day as an 18 year old started with the most f-ed up thing anyone could ever wake up to (which was just my ex gf and ex best friend in bed together), but you know something? I ended up bottling it up, and while it did mess with me a lot that day, I ended up losing myself in parties and drugs, well, I did get my own kind of stimulation from that, so in a way, a substitute was provided.However, what followed was a transformation, both physical and mental, which lead to me completely ignoring the dating ideology and mainly focused on just hooking up, and the fact that at that time I used to take pro hormones and was a competing power lifter, I had a body that didn’t require me to speak, like getting laid was easier than buying shots at a club on a weekend.
But what I never really thought about was the emotional effects, like physically I turned into a fitness model, mentally (and behavior was) I was a complete playboy, so it never seemed like anything was wrong, but since I used EmpB solo, and then now in a custom, I’ve come to realize that I’ve actually not been as romantically open as I’ve been sexually open.
Like I tried to objectively look at my relationship from an unbiased POV, and what I saw was that while my relationship is amazing, I’m mostly sexual 90% of the time, and in my head, that feels awfully wrong.
I mentioned here last time I tried EmpB that I was feeling motivated to do better, but it used negatively charged motivation (hence me mentioning Achilles), but now that I’m experiencing it in a custom, I realize that it’s not just that, there’s also a feeling much similar to Growth Through Pain, along with some stealthy deep healing, that breaks you down just enough for you to grow to the next level, without the harshness of typical healing subs.
So far, it also feels somewhat less “intimidating” to others, and instead, people are more drawn to me to ask for help, advice, chat, all that, which I’m 100% is influenced by everything else in this cocktail of a sub I created
which was just my ex gf and ex best friend in bed together
This is so painful, I literally felt the pain in my heart bro. It’s on of the worst things for a man to feel.
But here you are, better than any time.
though I am a bit curios if 6 cores could pass the integration check, maybe you consulted saint on this.
I personally don’t feel over intimidation from others around me, and the fact that you stacked it with Khan should not be neglected. I think ZP v2 tech widen the possibilities of subliminal usage and production.
Emperor Black has been pretty healing to me also, I have been expressing my love to my friends and to the ladies in a dominant, healthy and non-needy manner. Yesterday I ran a full loop of Emperor Black and the results today are better than the 3 minutes for me. More clear, more disciplines. Although recon sneaked in and I started meditating for 20 minutes under the sun; despite the vanish of recon. I COULD meditate for TWENTY minutes, in this between the sense of frustration started to surface,…
I’ve been feeling that needling kind of pain in my heart are after Emperor Black.
Emperor Black can be quite a powerful manifestation tool, Void of creation I guess.
I was thinking about the hand seal which Andrew Tate uses which he says improves his energy. I wanted to know more about hand seals. I was swiping on Instagram and all of a sudden Naruto videos started popping up and I ask on the comments is that what this is called.
And finally I knew that it was called hand seals.
And finally I knew that it was called hand seals.
The most commonly-used term for this in English would probably be ‘Mudra’. It’s a loan-word from the Sanskrit language (and it does mean ‘seal’ or ‘hand seal’ when translated). But when English speakers refer to these hand-positions, they generally just stay with the Sanskrit term.
There are hundreds of mudras. If you do a Google search on ‘mudra’, you’ll find a lot.
My own favorite mudra is this one:
You can see it here:
Recall seeing these mudras being practiced in the 1980s ninja action movies. Didn’t think much of them till you brought them up. One of the favourites was Mike Stones Enter the Ninja where he brings the mudras to the main stream.
The movie inspired me to train in in ninjutsu for 3 years whilst at university.
Oh jeez. I remember that movie. I was in my early teens when it came out
Thank you
@Malkuth @RockyHandsome how could I forget the name🤦🏻♂️, I am part guru myself haha.
I think mudras are effective, I also seen them in the ninja movie. The asian guy who escapes the monastery. Pretty sick movie.
DAMN!
West is sooo developed. YOU ARE 54!
But it’s 2022, this movie was in 80’s
As dark said:joy:
What is PC?
how could I not remember
Been running this nearly a week now , definitely have noticed more people looking in a curious but intimated manner . A more dominat and calm body language within myself.
I think after the month run I will run this with Khan stage 4 and libertine occasionally, I’m not worries on concerned about recon as I have been using subs for 3 years now so you should be able to channel the effects in the direction you need or the situation your in . You have power over your mind and body , these subs help you direct it to your needs and purpose .
So I finally gave this a listen and while it is dense, it feels so smooth. The power and calmness reminds me of GLM but much stronger and while it hasn’t been unleashed, I feel it cultivating more and more by the hour. I feel very present in the moment and I am able to multitask flawlessly. Also:
Even though I didn’t get the huge surge of energy (yet) my focus has been improving by the hour.
Convinced a hungover employee to not go home and power through the day. Also laid down some wisdom on personal issues in her life.
Surprisingly very social, however if it got in the way of my work I did get a little irritated. Not irritated enough to act negatively towards said person, nor have it ruined my day.
Also a coworker from another department came over and asked for a shoulder rub, which she never did before. Clarifying that I am a massage therapist, so if it’s at work/public I will be professional whether they are flirting with me or not.
People have been staring at me more than usual
Calm and at peace, a lot like my LBFH custom. Emperor Black adds a more stoic touch to it though.
Feels like negativity is being transmuted into positivity.