NO I AM NOT
I don’t take washouts, but I expose myself very less than what is recommended
What’s the longest sub you have ran consistently for?
Emperor Black is the topic.
If you wish to discuss something else start a new topic or send a personal message.
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I think it was this year, about the healing you did with love bomb and it helped you make your relationship with your father better
OK gents this thread is getting ridiculous please can we just provide feedback in this thread its getting rather messy now.
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But why did you do this? There is no rest day in between.
See? You are admitting to overexposure. So don’t worry about what others are doing. Take care of your own listening pattern.
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Sorry for the inconvinience, but I don’t think they would move to another topic for me 
I think emperor black is doing it tremendously
Did not you see how much I shared on this thread and how open I was about everything?
I really think Ragnarok is a potent healing title
Malkuth is right. I won’t say more on this.
@Alphamale - please reconsider your listening and adjust accordingly.
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Those who are running this that have an active, committed relationship and/or children; what 'zults have you seen so far since you’ve started?
'Negative (undesirable, to you) or ‘positive’ (what you like in what you’re seeing?
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I run EB with LBFH, it might make a difference.
I live with my gf, and for me it’s a plus: I’m always calm, accept her as she is, I always find some time for a hug or feeling her up a bit.
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Ragnarok is a title? Why cant I find it in the shop?
I thought it was new tech
Ragnarok is an alternative name for the unreleased, discontinued prototype of Emperor Black, but people still use it to refer to Emperor Black (the version in the store), I think.
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I meant the RAGNAROK part of the title which purge fears
Lmao bro this is not a healing title
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Thank you!
I’m rather impressed with how the majority of you are recounting the expression that this title is leading you towards 
🤌🏽 I look forward to a week from now when I’ll join y’all with it.
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My deepest respect for you. Don’t know how I missed this, but enduring two full runs of DR is beyond admirable.
Everyone:
This is a prime example of what we’ve been seeing. He did the foundational work, and now not only can he run any title he wants without issue, he’s also displaying a profound sense of introspection and self-reflection that can be relied upon to guide future decisions.
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I don’t know your full story, I only caught glimpses of from when you first came. What I do know is that what happened to you was unfair in a way that most of us will never understand.
But, if you still value life and the act of living, your cannot allow this to destroy you. You think you need these alpha titles for strength in an oppressive world, but a light healing title may be what helps you find balance.
There’s clearly a spark of strength within you that existed before running any subs. It’s just clouded, locked behind these walls of pain, and trying to free that spark through alpha subs isn’t cutting it.
This may sound crazy, but maybe what you need is more healing titles. A gentle one, like Sanguine. One that won’t try to tear down your sense of self, since turned already gone through so much trauma.
I am reluctant to ban you because we want to help, but understand that your behavior is disruptive. This thread is being read by a lot of people, some on difficult journeys too. We owe it to them, everyone really, to make sure they can find the information they need.
Make a journal for your thoughts. I will read it and I will urge others to do so too.
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Thanks
This was really kind
I will try to buy sanguine and run it.
Only because you said.
And I don’t want to be disruptive in anyway.
So I recommend you banning me temporarily.
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@SaintSovereign
I ask you to ban me because sometimes controlling oneself can be difficult, especially in times of recon and start of a stack.
I will visit the forum, but not necessarily reacting to some stuff.