You already have an excellent foundation, @James. But the project you’ve taken on–shifting your money reality and shifting your working reality from their roots–is a major one. You will inevitably succeed, but, yeah, it’s taking time, and there are various emotions and sensations along the way.
Emotions all have a somatic component and an evaluational component. The Somatic part includes the sensations you feel. These sensations are the ‘energy’ of the emotions in the body and they are made to trigger action of some sort. The Evaluational part involves the judgment or context your mind generates to hold and structure those sensations (these are the verbal or nonverbal stories that provide the ‘shapes’ for the emotional energy).
So to simplify we can say that every emotion is a combination of a Sensation (that you feel) and a Perception (that you apply to someone or something).
That’s why underneath major emotions like Anger, Joy and so on, you’ll see hundreds of different sub-variations. That basic somatic energy can be shaped in so many different narrative ways.
The energetic part of an emotion is just energy. It’s neither bad nor good. On the other hand, the evaluations and stories that hold and shape that energy can be very damaging or very constructive (or anywhere in between).
Anger itself is an energy.
Jealousy, in contrast, is anger shaped within ‘stories’ (or perceptions) of lack, powerlessness, discouragement, life being a zero-sum game, and so on.
Change that story (that perception) and the underlying energy of anger will still be there, but the jealousy will now be gone.
Now, in this new situation, that Anger can be used constructively.
At its root, all anger is telling us is that there is something that we strongly feel needs to be changed. Something needs to be different than it is; and we are willing to act with vigor and focus to change it. Anger can be incredibly constructive. Jealousy? Not so much. (Although, with skill, we can certainly still make beneficial use of the Anger that is contained inside of that jealousy.)
Anything that empowers you is going to help to resolve and transform jealousy or hatred. Because jealousy and hatred arise from perceptions of disempowerment. You can only hate something when you perceive that you are powerless in relation to that thing. You can only be jealous of something when you perceive a painful lack in relation to that thing.
So, don’t worry about it. Just keep doing what you’re doing. You’re going to be great!
The energy within you that sometimes now goes into jealousy will eventually be fueling beautiful Determination. (Determination is one of the constructive forms of Anger.)
In the meantime, as your coin grows and when you next are in the market for a custom subliminal, consider including these bad boys:
Righteous Ire
Many misinterpret and many misuse anger. But anger exists for a reason. With Righteous Ire you will learn how to use anger in a healthy, powerful way that it was intended to – not for wanton destruction but as a tool for action and justice. Righteous Ire will help you understand how your anger works and guide you on using/transmuting it into something greater, both in the moment and in the long run. Furthermore, you will learn how not to give in into overwhelming anger that will burn you and those dear to you, but temper it into a fire that will help you build a bright future.
Vortexdive Crucible
Through The Forge module you have experienced situations that tested you, and through modules such as ARES and subliminals like Dragon Reborn you have experienced the profound healing that can occur through our subliminals. Now, with Vortexdive Crucible, you will be diving deep into your negative emotions and finding ways to use them. While many of our healing modules and subliminals help you master and use your negative emotions, Vortexdive Crucible ignores healing completely and instead focuses fully on taking you on an alchemical journey of engrossing yourself in your very own negative emotions and the immense power and potential they hold, mastering them and their power, and using them directly in productive ways – with absolutely no healing. Once you dive into the vortex, there is no option but to forge the power into something truly incredible.
Discordia Deliverance
While any of our healing subliminals and modules will help with bitterness, judgement, jealousy and hatred, Discordia Deliverance aims to offer an extremely focused module to eradicating these four negative emotions that cause strife when used unwisely and allowed free reign. Utilizing Discordia Deliverance will completely eradicate these emotions from your being, or if you so desire, tone them down to as healthy amount as possible so you can make positive, constructive use of them.
And while you’re at it, why not throw in:
Job Seeker
Some people don’t want to own a business, run an empire or even freelance. Some people just want to get paid. Job Seeker helps you get any job you desire – with the benefits, salary and any other circumstance you desire. Furthermore, Job Seeker is excellent for job interviews and can be used for promotions.
Vortexdive Crucible, Righteous Ire, and Discordia Deliverance all target those same emotions you’re talking about; and help to transform them and harness them constructively.
But the truth is, Dragon Reborn, which you’re already running, has that same power in it.
So, brother, you are good.
I will buy it .
Ecstacy of gold FTW. Over the last 4-5 years subclub has changed my life drastically. Started with romance/seduction and went from virtually no dating life to dating some of the most attractive women. Got my fitness/self defense handled, and now after focusing on my career for the last couple years I am finally getting my finances in check and just got a promotion into my dream job after working for the company for less then 3 months. Life is literally feeling surreal. What area of my life to get handled next… 
