SM Ultima PSITU
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I don’t know exactly if it’s reconciliation but I have st1 in a custom, solo.
The shit started when I was listening just one day to : 1xDR st1 custom + 1xThe Executive + 1x Regeneration Q custom.
I went near to borderline because so much internal topics activatet all at the same time for 5 days.
But don’t worry for me this was more a sign that DR st1 does a super fantastic job.
I had times in the first week where I didn’t want to continue listening to Dragon Reborn because I had the feeling that I am dying but in week 2 I hade something like a metamorphosis in my lucid dream where I peel off the old skin and came out golden in a white light. Week 3 was like mountains of heavyness falling down.
Week 4 was uplifting. Week 5 was :does it work?
Week 6 is now and is like :it works like crazy and realy deep hidden stuff is coming to the surface and I can handel/change/destroy/rescuplt it easily.
Actually I want to jump to ST2 tomorrow but I will stay on st 1 and see what happens
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@RVconsultant The more I think about it, the more I’m convinced that this phenomenon is 100% the case. Think about it, if the sub is physical/mental/emotional/spiritual all at the same time and we don’t necessarily engage with all these modalities (particularly those aspects of which are damaged) consciously every single day then wouldn’t there be some hidden inner work? Integrating the shadow, maybe?
These are good thoughts! I’m convinced that whatever it is, there is some new tech in there that is doing something that is just as good or better than Regeneration, but without the fatigue I experienced when using Regeneration.
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I’ve felt it lingering at times. Due to reading other’s responses, I’ve been drinking more water and getting as much sleep as I can. Those little things help me out a lot. Also, 2 loops does plenty of work on me. It allows for a lot more steady execution too.
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I guess this is what happened to me the other day…I was on my bed…playing DR st 1 ultrasonic…and one memory jolted in …I suddenly went back to twenty four years ago…in the kindergarten…the so called teacher was teaching us how to fold a paper animal…a rooster to be exactly…I hated so I lied…I said I couldn’t do it…so that teacher believed it and gave me the one she made…i took it and tried to secretly throw it out the window…my move wasn’t that smooth and discreet…she caught me and yelled at me “go out and get it back” at the time I was shock and did what she said…I could remember vividly what she looks like…even consciously I don’t feel too much…I guess still the child·s part might be hurt or traumatized in some ways
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Has anyone noticed any disruption of productivity associated with the early stages of Dragon Reborn?
Sometimes healing involves Retreat and Hibernation; temporary pulling back from active engagement in the interpersonal world as we allow ourselves to process, reframe and integrate past damages and traumas. Later we emerge, newly configured, and are able to establish a better way of being.
With this first type of situation, there can first be a temporary dip or drop in activity and ability, but it’s followed by a compensatory rise and improvement in one’s ability to function and perform.
Other times, healing is something that occurs alongside active engagement in the world. Like going to the gym and gradually getting stronger in one’s daily activities.
I’m just wondering how different people would characterize what’s happening for you with Dragon Reborn (in part because I’m reflecting on how to include it in my own future plans).
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I’m doing the same thing. It might be a lot better than being a year older and not having thoroughly dealt with my deeper mental blocks.
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This is what I’m asking. I’m thinking that it should be possible to keep functioning and building and working on things in your life even as you go through this Dragon Reborn process.
If that’s true, then it’s not much of a sacrifice at all, since, a year from now, we’d all have been a year older anyway.
I don’t have the answer to this question. But I’m thinking of past experiences, I think that, in your year of Dragon Reborn, there may be periods of time when you’re retreating or at a lower energy level. 2 weeks here. a week here. or a low level month there.
But my suspicion is that, for the most part, you’ll still be available to work on improving or building your life how you want it to be.
Hmm… this comes back to the ‘What Is The Appropriate Action for Healing Subliminals’ question.
And now I’m thinking that one very important action when doing a healing subliminal is to have periods of retreat and contemplation. In which you give yourself room and time to be undefined. To BE instead of DO.
That BEING and BECOMING time can be done in a more intense, concentrated way or in a more spread-out way. Maybe it’s up to personal preference and circumstances.
A person could devote a day a week or an hour a morning/evening to reflection and processing. or even more than that to just being there without forcing anything. That kind of thing can be really scary to a restless mind but it tends to have real growth effects.
Check out the documentary film The Dhamma Brothers about 10 day silent retreats being used in the Alabama prison system.
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That’s what I keep thinking
You’re helping me too, @James. And others as well. You may see it as just expressing yourself, but your energy and experiences add a specific wisdom and stability that are unique to you.
Am grateful for your shared experiences.
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I’ve found my processing/execution peak, it’s not a “sweet spot”.
I got recon at 8 loops when I tied running four programs (8 loops in total).
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It made me pretty lazy for a while but I think it was related to feeling good and not being so concerned about the future anymore.
Dhamma dot org.
Wow that’s a vivid memory to receive after 24 years. I agree with you on the last part about the child being hurt still. This is massive to us as children, the shock we get when we’re children can be 10x more than as we are as adults sometimes.
What does the memory represent for you?
I think a month on D4 expanded my subs input capacity.
Even though I’m no longer stacking Dragon, I feel like I can play other titles all day long if I want to. I get very little of that old sense of heaviness.
@pacman @Azriel @Lion @ALMIGHTY @RVconsultant @Fractal_Explorer
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