Yesterday I did 5 minutes of DRLD in the morning. It came in slowly, but exactly like DR itself, it hung on, keeping me focused on the goal.
A buddy asked how my day was via email, and I shared I was off and had been all day. Like I couldn’t “not pay attention” to harmful thinking I circled around.
My buddy, who’s never done healing subs, was concerned. This morning I replied to him, and I’m pasting it here.
Beginning of reply:
"This is normal recon for a healing title attached to the name Dragon Reborn. Just like DR, it had me focusing on things I hold on to which hold me back.
And that was ok. I chose this title because I keep going in circles, unable to see why.
One major holdup did show itself. I became aware that I’ve depended on others…to make my decisions for me. Yes, I do this. I couldn’t see it, and that’s difficult for me. I’ve lived in that childhood mentality my entire life.
I will admit this. A few times yesterday I had this belief that I couldn’t make it alone.
That’s the sub working because that very belief was why I sought others out. The sub is working. It’s very active.
And I thank God it’s a DR title. Because all the support scripting keeps my head above water. Just like DR itself. That’s why the original DR is so popular. You’re not mired in defeatist thinking 24/7.
And DRLD’s focus is eradicating “I can’t” and other limiting beliefs. That’s why I chose it."
End of reply