This could be NRE from SSX influence showing in DRLD. I also think it’s just a combination and something that happens with growth- we outgrow things and people at an increased rate perhaps.
There’s a lady I follow who does livestreams. Her whole message comes down to do nothing to manifest. Just relax and don’t react to unfavorable circumstances. It works. It’s kind of what I’ve come down to after all of my years of inner work as well. It’s just that in the past few weeks I’m just not interested in watching her lives or her content anymore. She also did say she doesn’t like to livestream as much because it’s exhausting, how we want to share so much with others and for them to get it, but in the end it’s up to them.
I used to watch every live and all the replays. But I can see where it’s her own flavor, we all have our own personal realities and beliefs and all that. I can see how certain things she says just aren’t in line with my reality, it’s like when I first started my inner work and journey, the more I dropped my own limits the more I was put off by other’s limits, because to me they weren’t so concrete and my experience is that reality is more fluid than what we tend to believe or allow in our own realities.
So I also became more interested in another live streamer who’s message comes down to the same thing. She’s more kind of in your face about it and taken that route, that just act however you want because it’s all illusion, but at the same time I realized that it’s not for me either and she has something to sell.
I’m also finding that I’m less interested in meeting friends and am more comfortable without the hassle of having to navigate other people’s realities and deal with the games and manipulation etc. But the Solitude module probably has some influence there.
one day I will definitely test it out
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