The “void” and “emptiness” feeling, in my experience, is the result of healing. Something healed. Nothing new has taken the place yet of whatever you cleared. Thus, you feel an “emptiness.” It goes away naturally on it’s own within a day or two, as your new beliefs start to take hold.
Precisely. The emergence of being in the moment and simply enjoying yourself. Most of us are constantly being bogged down by fears and negative emotions. We don’t know how to just “sit” and enjoy. Our resident Daoists will recognize this “sensation,” or lack thereof.
I experienced myself on Khan Black and wrote about it once. I have never felt anything like it and have not been about to produce that inner state again. In a way, all my Qigong practice is chasing that sensation of “emptiness” again. No fears. No desires. Was just there, enjoying… everything.
In my case, I haven’t felt even a bit groggy upon waking up since I added DD:TS to my stack. Moreover, the dreams have become more reconciliatory (there’s deep healing in them).
The processing for my entire stack feels lighter and swifter, yet less taxing. As a result, my mind is more active and energetic.
Perhaps you’re overexposing yourself, making your subconscious mind overactive.
First log copied from my journal of DD:TS after 2 5 min loops
Today I had a group meeting with 2 big bosses and 5 other co workers. I said everything I wanted to say, was very articulate and ensured everything I said was of value. I asked intelligent questions regarding the business key metrics. I believe it was well received as others chimed in to reinforce the points I made. I was well aware of the lack of value that a couple of the other guys gave as they spoke and rambled on.
I socialized with a few people that I normally don’t with at work today. I’ve come to the realization that I need to expand my social circle as a lot of the convo at work with my work buds revolves around subtly bad mouthing the company and certain leaders at work. Been having deep conversations with the guy in mentoring this week. I crave more meaningful conversations then company trash talk now. I sensed my mentee was off today and made sure to keep a close eye at critical times.
At toastmasters tonight I won the best table topics speaker award which is a 1-2 min improv talk. Was told it would make a good speech. It was a quick summary of my Firewalk experience last week. Unfortunately I also won the goblet award given to the speaker that used the most filler words. I start a lot of sentences with ‘and’. Said and 11 times tonight so there’s still more work to do with this sub.
First impressions is that DD:TS is very effective for work/business related conversation. I’ve been socially awkward most of my life, have improved significantly since starting subclub but it’s still somewhat of a weak point that has been holding me back and so far this sub seems very promising to rectify this.
No recon to mention over the past few days, maybe some slight tiredness but that’s about it.
Honestly i’ve had such a different perception of recon lately. It almost never comes in the same way I used to experience (anger, sadness, intense emotions). The way I experience recon lately typically comes in the form of subtle perceptual shifts, grappling with ideas, etc. This is new since the new recon-tech, but even prior to that I feel that I’ve dialed my listening pattern to basically make sure that my big listening days line up with time off work, important events, and have more time to be by myself. On those days, I make sure to sleep more if I need to, exercise, or just take time to relax and chill, and so I don’t feel like I’ve been feeling recon as intensely as I used to. Also, I’ve been more realistic with my stacks, and typically run things that actually line up with my daily actions and routines, which helps reduce recon on it’s own through taking action. I also have been running subs that are more realistic for my current life situation; (Executive, True Social, etc) rather then (Khan, SB) that are way out of touch with my outer reality, and create that disconnect between my inner/outer world causing the recon. I basically am not running subs that I don’t take action on, and I don’t listen to a loop of a sub that I don’t plan to take action on it’s goals that day. @Sub.Zero Pretty much have been doing the “sub zero” razor method that you have mentioned here without realizing it lol
The only really negative or bad recon I would get, was when I would overload on a big sales day and would have to talk to a ton of people while having crippling brain fog lol. My point is, I haven’t had extremely negative recon in quite some time, so it’s hard for me to say 100% that I notice major differences.
These are awesome results! Exciting to see other people experiencing similar effects, was thinking I was just getting really strong trailer effects. So much potential with this sub.
Copy is complete. Will upload later today. Apologies for the delay, but I think it’ll help clarify a lot about the differences between this, Inner Circle, OG Daredevil and Emperor: The Art of War.
Its preciesly what happened… i dont exactly know what its called but here it goes.
Yesterday after posting: I tried sitting with this emptiness. And felt like i was hearing the same concerns but instead of getting sad or angry, or resist or try to disidentify to even replace with something positive. I felt like this was it.
There was nowhere else to go. No more fancy tricks to try, no way to game the system… i was truly ” there ” in a way i was never able to…
1: In there i saw/felt a figure. The one who was hurt and in pain, crying and asking why me… i simply sat with him and aknowledged what hes been through.
I aknowledged his pain while feeling it despite being unable to answor or justify it…
2: i saw another, the anger trying to justify the hurt one. He who wanted justice and was my main motivator who did his best.
I aknowledged his rage, how without him i would have never made it where i am… despite not able to justify it.
3: After sitting with those 2. A third showed up… He was the overthinker, the one who was always trying to make things better… he who took all the burdens for those 2, and promised to make things better…
He was the most broken. After being unable to help those 2… they turned on him… they began to distrust him because he was too bad at his job. Nothing changed despite how hard he worked, despite his unrest he matched forward… and then he turned on them, believing that pain and anger were holding all of us back.
He asked me: ” what is my purpose now? ” truly and genuinely lost and sad because he knows he is the over thinker, the one standing in everyone’s way…
I was there with those aspects as the observer… feeling yet detached. With truly nothing left to fix, do, or try. All i could do was be there… that is what i found at the other end of the empty stillness… Edit: There was a little more to this but that was the case in a nutshell. I’m kind of still there, i feel done with overanalyzing and going into detail because it’s always charged with an ulterior motive like to understand, to possibly make a breakthrough etc.
For me, it’s like finding a door within yourself that you didn’t even know existed—and opening it. It seems to me that the door you found (the very mental structures that led to your reconciliation) was made up of pain, anger, overthinking, and the question about your purpose.
It’s interesting because it doesn’t seem directly related to TS, but more to Total Reprogramming. It might be that the scripting in TS helped you reconcile some of the structures addressed by Total Reprogramming.
Would you say that you had control over that reconciliation—the conversation between all three of them—and that you could actively guide it however you liked?
Would you say that the reconciliation was completed? (I mean, did you open the door?) Did you notice any major shift that occurred within you?
I’ve felt this void before in shorter and less intense durations, it scared me for the most part. I always felt like i had to do or install something. Yet i feel with my entire being that there is simply nothing to do and realizing that the need to do something gets in the way
The symbology differs but it’s the same in essence. For me it felt like going deeper than i ever had. The " door " to me felt like the gateway to success and what stood before it was obsticles. Those aspects of me, the sadness, anger and overthinking did not feel like an obsticle for the first time in my life. They were my old guardian, my protectors and each held a piece of me. They were confused, misunderstood and lacked purpose. Being with them was the only thing that matterd.
Very true. Since it might have been more apt to post this on the anti-recon thread in hindsight. But hey im using DD:TS so here we are.
The conversations were natural. Sometimes it took a while for one to talk and the other to respond, but the words came easly at their own time. For me Recon is the uncomfortable part of the work. I do not look forward to it, since i never seemed to deal with it as efficently as i wanted. I experianced it as the failed attempts for true reconcilliation. The latter, on the other hand, is the true and full version of it. That is when tangable progress is experianced.
Regarding control. Most of my issues stems from feeling lack of control and desperatly clinging to it. So its ironic that for the first time i was free of the constraints of control. I had the ability to just be with those aspects with no agenda or end goal.
For now those aspects seem to be at peace. The sadness aspect depended on anger for meaning, anger depended on the over thinker for direction. They went on and on unti they became at odds with one other. For the first time they seem at peace with each other without needing external stimuli which was the only thing capable at pacifing them in the past, albeit temporarly. And i, as the whitness, feel like i have better access and understanding of them. I am unsure if something is complete by now, but the biggest shift is that i feel vastly more comfortable with the " void " and am in no rush for whats going to replace it.
i was thinking of this as a QTKS with New Results Enhancing experience core because what subs DONT benefit from these two in the world of wealth status and seduction?
