Main. Disc Thread - Alchemist: Singularity (Now Available!)

Thank you so much for posting that, this is really helpful

I and multiple people I know are more or less fragmented systems of multiple spirits in one body-mind/soul (aka DID)

I always felt/knew that it is feasible to fuse back to a whole, as long as each spirit agree to lose individuality by melting into the whole, and I was able to do it to a good degree on my own, but this might facilitate it further.

Though, as it is an artisanal title I don’t intent on adding it yet but it is very encouraging to read such accounts.

Haha this is not what I said at all. :rofl:

It is just me in here. I am talking only about memory and aspects of the mind, like forms of identity that we hold at various levels of the mind and how it can become suppressed or rejected by us so we lose touch with it.

What I am talking about is purely about the mind and about the memory and the inability to recall or access certain parts of the mind because of trauma, pain, shame, guilt, or because of any other reasons whereby one would reject, deny or dissociate from certain parts of ones own mind.

Like in this case with Singularity if you ran one subliminal program that is a certain kind of way and another which is an opposite kind of way, you may think I cannot be both so reject one way of being over another. Just an example… but this will not necessarily make it inaccessible in the same way as with trauma where somehow you just do not want to look at it because of fear or pain so it is shut off as a protection mechanism.

I don’t even think this is the aim of alchemist singularity at all but somehow I am guiding it to function in a manner where it recovers parts of my psyche and memory that I lost touch with and experience, reintegrate those parts if I wish.

Like a sort of deep shadow work kind of tool, the mind always has a shadow, the part which is not in your awareness and the part which is in your awareness; the conscious and unconscious so you can go on a journey with it and explore a bit and see what is in there and what could potentially use some work and transformation because the whole entire mind always has a relationship to your outer reality, your behaviour and your life in general.

I am guiding this process to do something I want it to do which is to recall, integrate and embody parts of myself which I loved, appreciated and found very constructive and beneficial that at one time I embodied but for some reason rejected and put to sleep, whatever the cause or reason may have been that is not relevant it is not to seek to blame any event or circumstance but to transform the mind into a place where it becomes more whole, giving you full access of every part of your life (and recalling the memory of it), without exception and to make it into a tool of growth with only the positive and beneficial aspects thriving.

I’ll just give one example. At a certain point in your life you went to a certain school for 3 years, in that time, those 3 years all your experiences combined in that school are linked together and created a certain memory bubble and identity surrounding it. How you where perceived, how you acted, what beliefs you held at that time, this can be analysed from many angles with very deep details but that is not important; the main point is that say you learned Spanish language during that time and now due to some very deep trauma you don’t want to look at that time in your life anymore it could be that suddenly it becomes very difficult for you to speak Spanish and you can’t access or recall properly what you had learned during that time which should be an intuitive subconscious process where your experience of learning and speaking the language gradually is just available without thinking but now you notice you have lost your capacity to speak this language well. Many reasons for this but this could be one reason. Some people remember certain times in their life very well and others not well because of the emotions related to it. Deep trauma, pain and suffering can make you numb that time in your life and tone those memories down.

Long story short, this is what I was talking about as a mental process I want to regain certain parts of my mind and make them more conscious and accessible again as the knowledge, understanding and wisdom gained during that time will once again become important for me and is very useful in many aspects of my life right now.

Kind of a mystic or shamanic process but I am no stranger to those kind of things. Delving deep into the mind and exploring… :blush::pray::sparkles:

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Sorry, English is not my native language, I didn’t meant to say that you were, I understood you were talking about repressed parts of your consciousness.

I very much am not alone inside despite having broken down multiple barriers, but I can absolutely identify with the experience of fetching part of the self from the confine of the abyss of the mind and integrating into the present along with all memories of that part.

and that ability that you’re talking abou, of merging parts of the self into the whole, is extremely useful, whether for a singlet or for a system.

I was only speaking on that and it’s usefulness from my perspective, I wasn’t assuming anything about you, sorry for the misunderstanding :sweat: :pray:

and yes, reintegrating “lost” parts, the shadows hidden inside, does allow for some deep work and reconciliation, ultimately bringing enhanced wisdom, and a richer experience of life. More complete.

my experience is that whatever we might have thrown in the depth of the abyss of the mind, swept under the rug, always come crawling back, stronger, bigger, and thirstier than ever.

until we can acknowledge it, “see it from the perspective of the part”, understanding why this part of us came into being, what might have produced it, for what purpose, and whether this purpose is still useful to this day. getting this part of the self that was lost to understand that we are no longer in danger of death or other terrible stuff today and so its protection is no longer useful, or things of the kind.

Though as you said it’s not only bad stuff that are swept under the rugs.
when the mind build barriers in urgency, it might wall off parts of the self that are useful, constructive, what one might call “good memories”.

Though I have memories since I was 2 years old, there are still huge chunks of my life missing from my memories, and this is after some deep work since our whole childhood was walled off at one point.

And since as you explain we can use it to integrate parts of the self, skills, memories, that may be fragmented, “lost”, ignored, walled of, etc. that makes it an extremely useful title :blush:

thank you again for telling us about it and sorry for the misunderstanding :pray:

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