It’s so subliminal!!!
I used to listen to/sing Foolish by Ashanti in High School all the time. No wonder I manifested the relationship dynamics I experienced. 
See, my days are cold without you
But I’m hurting while I’m with you
And though my heart can’t take no more
I keep on running back to you
See, my days are cold without you
But I’m hurting while I’m with you
And though my heart can’t take no more
I keep on running back to you
. A big difference is though I don’t feel the anxiety from my thoughts manifest itself into body tension or body anxiety. Because of this even if I have anxious thoughts or when im around people the anxiety is pretty tolerable. It’s amazing how if you take away body tension how much it reduces anxiety as a whole. I hope I’m not speaking to soon but I been feeling super calm in my body. It feels weird lmao I’m not complaining I’m just not used to it because I been stuck in fight or flight mode everywhere I go.