Yep, just the awareness to actually see it is great progress. But when you’re in the heat of it, it might be seen as hindrances, but that’s just the way things work here in this life. If you are sweaty and smell, you have to take a shower to start smelling good again.
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Yeah… The ones who sweat and smell and are never aware of their stench are the real problem.
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So I’ve listened to this version 3 times now. This the first after my 5 days off. It might be hitting me pretty heavy like when I first started the original version. I’m feeling very tired, slightly cranky today, a little anxiety. So it must be hitting on those healing points for me once again. Usually the slight recon hits me on my next listening day and goes away after my next listen.
I’m actually glad I decided to take a cycle off of DRST 4. This is no cake walk with Sanguine and LBFH experimental. Could be that combo of DRST 4 still processing from the last cycle as well. Great rewards to be had for sure but for me this could be a challenging 21 days.
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Oef this experimental is something else. LBfH did almost nothing for me before, but this one hits like nothing I’ve experienced before. Maybe because I combined it with CFW experimental.
Woke up furious in the morning. Did 1 loop of CFW and LBfH and went to the gym to let it out. Yesterday I drank 1 beer, nothing weird. But when I was going to the gym I had this thought in my mind that went “Why in the hell do I even drink that? Why Do I harm myself with something I do not need?”. And of course, while sitting on the treadmill to warm up, Andrew Huberman, podcast about alcohol popped up in on my screen. Listened for 2 hours and decided I will not drink anymore. Not out of anger, but out of pure self-love.
Went home, and start doing some yoga nidra out of nowhere. Felt this warm feeling in my chest. It feels like getting out of my head and into my body. Going from thinking to feeling. I was sitting on the couch and felt this intense warm feeling of love in my body. Then something weird happens. I started to think about my family. Not my parents, but my family outside my parents. I miss them dearly, but I had no idea I missed them. Started to almost cry, I was tearing up like I have not done since I was 13. The tears kept coming instead of stopping after 1 or 2.
I can’t explain to you the relief that I’m feeling right now. I wanted to scream and fight this morning. All this stuck up energy in my heart and throat. There is a lot of pain and grief left, but even releasing 10% feels like letting go of a heavy burden.
Lastly, started to text a good friend of mine how much I love him and thanked him for everything that he does for me. Expressing my gratitude to the people I have in my life.
The not so nice part is feeling like I should break up with my girlfriend. I think this has to do with feeling so much self-love and self-validation, that I don’t need somebody else to feel whole. I want to have a girlfriend in the future that is as spiritual as me and completely understands who I am and accepts me for it.
This powerful beyond measures 
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I broke up with her yesterday. In a very loving and peaceful way. She was relieved because she was feeling the same way about our relationship. Not that it was bad, but we are just not made for each other. I also realized that I didn’t want to break it up because it makes me lonely. Listening to this sub makes me understand that being alone right now has a purpose.
I woke up today and felt a bit sad and angry. Did 1 loop of LBfH and CFW for 10min. Have not done that for months, normally I would be lying in bed all day If I surpassed the 3min mark. I teared up a bit, tried to feel the emotion, and stay in it. Sometimes my body fights, but I’m getting conscious about it.
The only weird thing, don’t know if other people have this as well, but I have the urge to smoke weed since I’m using this sub. Maybe it’s CFW that brings things up idk. But that feeling/craving is just not going away.
Edit: Found it out. Weed has always been my coping mechanism to handle being alone. Right now, I’m grieving about my past relationship like an adult. Feeling the emotions and just being sad. The urge to smoke comes from the escape to not wanting to deal with my emotions.
Pff man… Really proud at myself right now for how I am handling this situation.
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If only my family/friends/community could see and use this sub. I used to drink a lot too, I’m working on it.
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Emperor Black stops radically all cravings linked to alcohol, super powerful !
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Even better, I will give it a try too thx 
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I would suggest to look deep within you why you drink. Emperor black, like many other programs here, help to stop bad habits. But I believe we have to go to the source to truly heal the “problem”
Remember, drinking is not the problem. But why your drinking is the problem 
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That’s true brother, alcohol numbs the pain of past/present traumas.
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As an ex HEAVY drinker I agree that alcohol is not the problem, but the underlying issues that one tries to cope with by drinking are.
I would also like to add that I had access to the most powerful tools and the best therapist in the world… They didnt work for me until I was really willing to honestly look at the devil in the face… to look at what scared me… to look at the pain… without judgement, but with a geniune desire to understand and bring love to those aspects of myself.
LBHX and Dragon Reborn are surely marvelous tools in that journey.
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This quote reminds me of a movie Doctor Sleep (2019) I watched. Thx for sharing
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I had no idea that movie exists, I might search for it.
Based on a Stephen King novel and its a sequel to Stanley Kubrick’s The Shining… mmm thats set the bar high.
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Its no longer an issue for me, but thanks for sharing that. Im sure its gonna be of great help for others.
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YEEEAAAAA
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Listened to LBFH experimental for the first time yesterday. When I first heard the OG version, I felt this feeling of love radiating out of my whole body like I was my own sun. (Guess a metaphor for being whole and complete) But that would last the first hour or two. Now I’m still feeling it and I listened to the first loop at the same time yesterday as this post!
For the whole day, I’ve had this constant reminder to open my heart. Part of me wants to dismiss it, but another is hypnotised by it. I’m quickly getting sucked into it mentally and I’m enjoying it because I know soon I’ll fully allow myself to share love with others properly.
The same day, I started tackling some deep issues relating to trust and also dissolving my behaviours related to bringing hurt and pain into my life that is unnecessary. - With the only purpose to perpetuate what I knew since childhood. I see that the sub is boosting the effects of my custom because I’ve been focusing on changing my head space from chaos to peace and I have this massive urge to eradicate chaos as fast and effectively as possible now, so I can connect and enjoy love properly with others unapologetically and absolutely.
For extra context, I listened to a loop of a 3-core custom, two days in a row for 30 secs each day, prior to listening to this.
Hope this feedback helps you, my friend. @SaintSovereign
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If the message in this video is not a best reason to run LBFH, then I don’t know what is…
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From 2:22 to 3:38 she really talks about the importance of self-love for wealth.
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