Luther's StarkQ journal

Reflecting as the end of the month approaches.

The theme of January 2024 for me, has been one I’ll never forget.

Message to myself (**revisit this when you’re lost Luther)

When you are creatively inspired from the heart, and tapped in. Truly tapped in. Your touch will be gold, and everything will work out for you. Take action from the heart, not with the mind. Let the action come from a place of inspired joy, abundance, curiosity, wonder, meaning, and purpose. Let these emotions be the enveloped glove for the action. There you will find the midas touch, with which you may stroke the canvas of your reality. Whatever you touch will come back to you ten fold, like an echo. But only if you have the courage to go there.

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Paradise is not a place. It’s a state.

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January 30/2024:

Follower goal: 0% → 8%

Bench Press went up 5 lbs.

Financially the best month I’ve had in over a year. Socially the best month in a long time, finally got to talk to someone I’ve been wanting to talk to for months.

Long list of new perspectives, and internal shifts.

Creatively in another world, and getting great feedback about it.

New habit called “theme of the month.”

Theme of January was being tapped in, and the theme of February will be paradise is a state.

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This month, as it comes to a close, ranks up there as one of the best months of my life. The only thing that comes close is one of those months many years ago after leaving college, during the early entrepreneurial heydeys when everything was lining up for me.

Like geological time scales, eras and/or epochs, it seems that my life has these stand out transitionary phases.

Phase 1: Pick up a bunch of traumas and have a low QoL
Phase 2: Overcome the traumas and become healthy. Experience all of the things that I always wished to.

Now I’m in some kind of phase 3.

Transcendence, awareness, creativity.

And how that bridges into QoL. It’s still QoL as always but it’s in a different phase. I have a deeper understanding of what it is. Also, after experiencing some things, stuff doesn’t hit anymore because it’s just dopamine. Maybe the theme of March will be called transcending dopamine.

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Another reason of why I feel like this is a new transitionary phase, is because I’ve been tapped in numerous times before. Yet, it was always temporary. I always ended up coming back down.

I’m not interested in that anymore. Not out of necessity but because it’s boring and I found my QoL getting capped. Times have changed, and the 2 words in my mind have only gotten stronger: “Keep going”. As each day passes, they echo clearer in tandem with the unknown I steadily traverse through. More purposefully. I’m still getting accustomed to the insights, it’s much better now. It can be initially shocking to have streams of profound thoughts. It’s more so of what to do with them. It’s a natural response as the common mind is not used to handling a lot of meaning. The quick lesson is that you don’t have to do anything with them, just let it be normalized. Pull it out in the right instance, and use intuition for that.

Some deep part of me wants to flip this page forever. The pages draw you in. And it… it feels like heaven to read them.

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The past 2 days have been extraordinary. This lets me know that February is going to be wild, which is daunting. The 2 words keep me grounded. I don’t know what to expect, but I’m all for it.

If life is a movie, I’m currently in the climax part. I also know it, but it doesn’t change anything.

Here we go, I’m ready.

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“Keep going.”

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This morning has started off with an insane manifestation. Insane timing, insane context, insane everything.

Yesterday, I was having the pull to take action on something. I got everything ready and took action, but I encountered a block that was beyond my control. The doorway to my action was closed. I was confused at first thinking “why am I being pulled when the door is closed”. Momentarily doubted my intuition. After reflecting, I released all doubt and went back to being tapped in.

This morning, literally at the same exact time I got into my office, I was notified that the doorway is now open. “Welcome to February”. What a way to start off a month.

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That was not easy. I think it was some kind of “shit test” of if I’m truly tapped in or not. Or to provide reinforcement. I didn’t lose because of the 2 words.

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When you’re tapped in and getting the feedback. It just heightens everything even more. Momentum and everything becomes stronger as you just go higher. Like seeing your prayers get answered right in front of you. Beyond amazing.

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But I’m also being reminded to transcend that whole paradigm because it’s flawed.

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It’s a little strange when you put social media numbers into perspective.

For example: 2000 people, is a lot of people. And they’re all tuning into you. There’s no difference between talking intimately with 2000 people in real time and having them tune into you on the internet.

It’s the putting it into perspective. Things can be tricky like that.

And insanely fascinating.

This reminds me of Hiroshima and nuclear bombs. The concept of moral detachment, through a lack of that realistic, visual grounding. The lacking sensory, and how that artificializes the perception away from how it would be and/or truly is. Whether emotionally, or mentally. Depriving one of the internal process that results from the original perception. The relevance is that inspiration can be a part of that internal process, and inspiration is a useful energy. Be more intimate with scale. Internet things. Unnatural or natural. No such thing as unnatural, only different expressions of nature.

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TLDR

Seeing this:

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Versus this:

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I think stuff like this can overkill an imposter syndrome.

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If 2024 is a book, those 2 words are the title.

It has almost become a daily ritual to acknowledge them, rolling them around inside myself. Keeps me grounded. Without them, this would be a lot more difficult. Probably not even feasible, so I understand the emphasis. Being grounded might be the most important thing ever. On the topic of nature, nature grounds. Traversing the social media realms, there is anything but grounding on there. That contrast is most noticeable, not through theorizing but readily available first hand experience. Transitioning from the quiet abode of a nature setting, to the fast-paced and technology advanced lifestyle that we’re all exposed to. Ancient calmness that one instinctively feels connected to, compared to complete anxiety. Discombobulated artificiality inside of a vacuum. When one is not grounded and there is no grounding available, then mental health compensates. And when the mental health compensates, then so does the physical health.

When our lifestyles and mentalities are exposed to an everyday cyclic vacuum of artificial echo chambers in the form of immediate circles, cultures, or norms, then that’s pretty much the “matrix”. For lack of a better word. The foundation of that artificiality is starvation.

When I look at any trend of intrigue or interest in the mass population, it fascinates me for 2 reasons. When you look at a mass population as an amalgamated mind, the intrigue or interest of it is incredibly meaningful. The depth of a single mind is insurmountable. The depth of a million minds is best left alone from description. The meaning comes from the fact that there’s a devil in the details, where a subconscious pattern in the form of lack, belief, perception, or trauma is expressing itself. The higher you go in collectiveness and scaling, it’s very much like how myths and fables get traditionally watered down and distorted throughout the ages as they are passed down from elderly to youth. In the heart of those stories, is a profound truth. The seed that retains purity, despite the distortion around it. The devil in the details - that’s what I look at. In the heart of a collective interest, there’s also such a profound truth. Those typically reflect what is starved. Whether self-love, masculinity, nature, emotional well-being, and so on.

In the fitness space, I target what I know to be starved. Doing that is unconventional, but it’s unbeatable. Others are following suit, which is great.

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For them, lol.