Luther's SPARTAN ZP Journal

This is fucking immaculate, I’m stealing this I’m sorry I have to

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Holy shit nostalgia hahaha

THA CARTER = THC

6 individual lines = 666

Cross on forehead but a child = reverse aging = reverse cross = satanism

Phone Home = Personal Hell

Illuminati confirmed THC is a gateway to hell

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Work colleague of mine plays League of Legends, and I thought I would tell him about Gaming Mastery X.

Nah. Lmao. Hahahahaha.

I did have a thought though, like what if Subliminal Club users made an Esports team where every member ran Gaming Mastery X3: Holy shit.

For example, if someone putting together a 5 man team in League of Legends, where all 5 of them were processing the script? That would be wild in theory. Who could beat them?

I hate League of Legends with an unadulterated passion. I gave it a go during my gamer phase. The main character I played was Olaf (obviously) and other people would have a problem with it. I was once in a support role and I picked Olaf, then literally 4 nerds tried to jump me. Deadass. I’ve never in my life been jumped like that in a video game. Over a video game, lmao. I am willing to bet that the whole gaming world is full of people whose brain development hasn’t evolved. Too many people that haven’t touched grass.

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I actually respect keyboard warriors if they have good wit. Like if they’re creative with it, then hey at least you’re good at what you do… I respect it. Lmao.

When you have a lot of personal power, it kind of makes you a little crazy in a sense.

When you have so much internal power and confidence, some part of you lusts for being thrown off. The idea becomes exciting and impressive. Those are the real “power games” in my opinion. It’s not with other people, it’s with yourself.

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Kind of like the idea of challenge. Imagine running through everything on easy mode for 99% of the time as a testament of your own resilience, then you run into a challenge.

Instead of looking at that challenge in disapproval or distaste, it’s more like your eyes light up and you’re impressed. Because you know your resilience is so strong, for there to be a challenge… requires a lot. It requires competence, skill and a form of mastery. It automatically deserves high levels of respect.

Congruent personal power is freaky and doesn’t make sense a lot of time.

For example, I believe that 48 Laws of Power aren’t based on congruent power… but based on fear.

Personal Power and Fear don’t go together, it’s like yin and yang opposites. You can’t cultivate Personal Power through Fear/Control.

If someone is playing power games all the time, it actually shows that their internal framework isn’t rooted in power. They are in constant fear of losing their power. They need to control (based in fear) other people to feel powerful.

If you took the supposedly most powerful being - God. God is so powerful that it doesn’t care about who has power and who doesn’t. It’s seated in infinite power at all times. It has so much power that it is interested in empowering others.

Imagine that… Imagine a person who has so much power, that they empower their enemies.

Sheesh. Congruence is wild lol

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2023 snowflake internet city culture lol

I might start LoTS earlier than december… hahaha

I can’t even consider other women, lol.

My partner is not perfect, but she’s perfect.

Having her is like, I can’t look at other women. She has them beat in my eyes… on all levels. She’s not “better” it’s just that she fits me more, to the point that I’m sexually/romantically uninterested in anyone else.

You could bring me 20 naked supermodels and won’t even hesitate to turn them all away. It’s not in me.

A lot of guys say these things, despite not being in an actual situation. We as humans like to mentally masturbate hypothetical scenarios.

It’s kind of like when people see a video of a heated situation. They all say “if I was there, I would’ve done x and x”. For a lot of these people, it’s like… no the fuck you wouldn’t. You wouldn’t do jack shit.

Especially with the “tough guy” type of situations. The point is, there’s a different between imagining a scenario versus actually being in it.

Another example: Public Speaking.

Before you have to do your presentation you’re speaking from a place of comfort “Oh hell yeah I can knock this presentation out, it’s easy, I’m not nervous”. Then you get up there and start sweating, stuttering and have no confidence.

It’s easy to to talk and mentally masturbate. But the real situations put you to the test. They bring the truth out of you. Your real character.

When I say that I would reject 20 naked women… I’ve already fucking done this shit. Lol. I’ve been in situations like this. One just recently where I had just finished a workout, sexually aroused and my partner was at work. A “friend” texted me all types of wild stuff. I calmly set new boundaries. I’ve become way off the richter when it comes to self-control and temptation. Nothing controls me anymore, I’ve just become a better version of myself. Overcoming those scenarios has just skyrocketed my confidence, like nobody can tell me shit. I see men and I immediately gauge them like “yeah, you definitely crack. You would crack like a motherfucking walnut in a heartbeat”. Challenge, growth, scenarios, experience, development. Need to move the goal post. Become the best version of yourself. At this point, I’m honestly not even tempted. Genuinely through my entire being, it’s not there. I can’t. Nobody can give me the romantic/emotional/sexual/intimate experience that I get from my partner. That wholesome, electric, empathic, healing, divine type of shit. Nobody. I don’t care. Like fuck, I don’t have nothing else to figure out here, the clarity is too strong.

This is a funny thing which I need to think about more.

I’ve written on here that I would never consider monogamy and now I’m a full monogamous relationship. I was being super ignorant. Glad I made that choice because this is a different level. Can’t believe I denied this from myself, lol.

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back to the wealth games i go lol

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… what else am I denying from myself?

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Lol, thought about trolling Day 600 of WANTED BLACK ZP.

Can’t really go more crazy without going into X rated territory.

Kind of like… Dillon Francis - Not Butter.

My thoughts on that music video are so polarizing. I hate the video so much but I have to respect the creative thought, it’s brilliant.

I love things that conflict me and polarize me. It’s a certain form of depth. Weird stuff

Kind of like movie villains that deep down you agree with on some level.

Complexity of motivation and ideology

I recommend solely viewing the thread through this feature.

lol

Will save you a lot of mental bandwidth…

and brain cells.

When are you running WANTED Black?

LOL, I plan to try it when I’m free. I’ll probably just do 1 loop and that’s it.

Can’t do that this month because the schedule is too strict. Too many things going on, it would be irresponsible and impulsive of me to just run a loop.

My plan is to play the wealth game for a bit and then in October/November get more serious on my physical fitness with something like LoTS.

Sex/Romance is just nowhere near priority on the radar. In that context, I would probably run Divine Diamond or Heartsong.

Right now I’m in full wealth accumulation mode, with a side obsession of travelling and a smaller sider interest in cooking.

My typical day at the moment is 20% expanding my travel project (starting to become obsessed with exploring dishes that I’ve never tried), 10% cooking, 70% wealth.

Listening to Wanted Black right now is like throwing a wrench in my system and destabilizing everything, like it makes no sense. I have to stay organized, despite temptation.

By the way, I noticed that cooking a meal helps immensely with recon. Like just cooking yourself something nice for the day. Super bueno. - chef kiss-

hahaha

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Nature Walk + Homemade meal + Workout + Tea

Put on some beautiful music, troll the partner…

It’s the simple things hahaha

When it comes to this 2025 travelling project… it’s the most exciting thing I think about currently. It will be the most epic thing I’ve experienced so far. My partner perceives similarly to me so it’s going to be more even amazing to share it with her.

Somewhere next year, I’m going to go do like a little travel vacation to get the grooves growing. Like a test-run.

I have too many things I need to do and explore… so many moments I visualized that are too epic. I would explode from experiencing them hahaha.

I’m manifesting this daily and I anchor myself to abundance while working on the wealth game. Just trying to craft my reality with the same principles I always use.

One thing I realized is that my ideal reality doesn’t really involve me visiting a forum. It affects state a little too much… it’s not really aligned with the heaven on earth wavelength. Hard to explain.

I have long-term plans but they’re super clear, intuitive and rigid. Like certain things I just know I’m not going to change, it’s just like “yup, that’s the next move”. I feel that way about my travelling project. Otherwise I don’t know what else to do… lmao I’d just stagnate.

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2 posts without swear words, fucking hell Luther, you’re slipping