Sounds like recon you went through. It’s crap, frankly and you’ll question your own existence if you’re not careful.
I tend to see “why” type recon as the exciting breakthrough - usually something amazing/profound/life changing happens afterwards. On a foundational stack like LB/Joy it is perhaps not surprising…
Yes, it was very intense and I thought I lost all my “growth” progress.
It does make sense due to the fact Love, Peace & Joy frequencies are the highest ones and so they are the most powerful too.
So I guess it was another outdated version of myself dying of the most positive frequencies.
Now I’m on the right track once again.
I don’t know if you noticed, but in your previous journals, you’d start stack, start getting initial results, then you’d get recon like with this one, and usually you’d quit the stack
Not this time. That’s one of the signs of growth right there. I’m proud of you, man, keep it up
Thanks for your kind words and support (Love Bomb strikes again)
I had the urge to start painting with some watercolors today and I acted on it.
It was a very long time since I unleashed my creativity on paper. It was fun and relaxing too.
Yesterday’s was one of the biggest shifts so far.
Something very deep changed in myself.
I’m on Love Bomb as well so it strikes for me too haha
This stack isn’t helping me with the financial side that I really have to fix once and for all.
I’ll finish the current cycle and then evaluate if it will work indirectly on that matter the upcoming last 3 weeks.
If not I’ll replace AoH with EOG1 and start working on the mindset of making money.
Love is an inside job.
Godlike is a lifestyle.
Godlike Masculinity…Godlike Mindset…Godlike Identity.
I’m the God of my Reality.
Let’s Embody the Ultimate & Most Real Identity then.
Whatever I think, say, believe, act is going to work for or against me.
So the choice is a no-brainer.
Strange situation after yesterday’s powerful identity breakthrough.
I feel charged with some very high energy that made this night of sleep worse. Negative thoughts and feelings are contained into my awareness and I don’t want to express them but see through them.
I’m experiencing less positive external results, my finances are at the lowest, the warmth and attraction from people is a thing of the past but I want to believe another way better path is waiting for me.
Today was a nice a day overall with plenty of warmth, openness and another quite shocked compliment about my physique by a friend.
Also I’m thinking to grow my hair pretty long as looks matter way more than I thought, in order to be successful in everyday life.
Why? Because I have just seen a social experiment in which there’s the undeniable proof of that.
If I want to play the game I need to know the real & hidden rules behind it.
Now hold up, growing is only part of the process. Be prepared to spend a lot of time and money on caring for, maintaining and styling. I’ve only been having my hair for a week (same atack, similar changes), and I’m spending an hour throughout the day just on hair. If you don’t have the passion for it, it’ll become a chore.
More beauty requires more maintenance as well as keeping an aestethic physique.
Today I’ve been in a state that is quite difficult to describe as it’s a brand-new kind of thing alltogether.
It seems I’m returning to my natural and forgotten self-sovereignty but it’s not what I envisioned to be.
Just because a lot of false assumptions were cleared up in order to experience it as real as possible.
It’s a state of acceptance of your current external reality while embodying more and more the identity of the one who’s the master of his reality.
Quite paradoxical from a logical point of view which is obviously flawed.