27.2.2024, rest day.
Cold and hang-over are gone.
Sun is shining.
28.2.2024, last listening day of the cycle.
KB4 ZP2 (30 sec)
A. ZP2 (5 min)
Primal Core
Love Bomb Core
Edge of Danger
Joie de Vivre
Song of Joy
The Flow
Polyglot
Temptation
Pristine Wellness ZP2 (5 min)
Legacy of the Spartan Core
Paragon Complete Core
Heracles
Inexhaustible
Serum X
SPS: Fat Burn
SPS: Digestive System
Epigenetics & DNA Modulator
SPS: Cardiovascular System
Health Codex
Radiating Health
Dopaminergic Revival
Feeling a bit down, brain foggy and tired.
It’s time for the washout.
If the New Love Bomb lands in the next days
I will upgrade A.
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Should regularly re-read the descriptions of modules I’ve never used.
After Love Bomb a while back, today Potentiator struck me as a module I should def use.
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29.2.2024, 1st washout day.
Most of the usual work is done for today.
Cleaning up a bit
throwing out small batches of existential dread
Looking forward to
enjoying the sun
meditation
lifting
creative drifting
and experimentation
today is a good day
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1.3.2024, 2nd washout day.
Still clearing out recon.
Couldn’t fall asleep.
A lot of processing going on.
Very creative.
Writing helps.
Started a recon short story.
The narrative is a dumpster fire.
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2.3.2024, 3rd washout day.
Comtemplating why I am so eager for the new Love Bomb.
At its core it is just an appreciation of the current.
LB struck a nerve. It feels very much like… me.
I grew up in a very warm and loving family, all grandparents around, aunties and uncles not far off. We laughed a lot (rather unusual for a german family). Tough moments we carried together. My childhood friends, my gang, felt very much like part of the family. Sure, they had their rooms a couple of doors down, but we ate, played and swashbuckled together. We shared our darkest secrets and the best hiding places. We sneaked through the forest, searched for treasures and mushrooms (mostly found the latter) and defended the muddy hill from the unseen monsters in the bushes. After our glorious victory, we told the stories to ourselves and into the night, so the monsters and the stars would hear us.
These ties are still there. They still are family to me.
I approached every relationship, close friendship and even the flat shares like family. People I love or (have to) care for are part of it.
For many people this feels weird, alien, wrongly wired, especially when it comes to the (missing/different) emotional distinction between family, friendship, affair, relationship, jealousy and what love actually is.
In many ways this is a terrible approach to life.
My first relationship crashed and burned, because I knew cheating and break-ups only from “Gute Zeiten, Schlechte Zeiten” (Good Times, Bad Times), the soap opera my grandma used to watch. I found these concepts absolutely hilarious and completely implausible, until I got the chance to experience them first hand.
Took a couple of years to ducktape this worldview together again. Really started to heal when I got together with my wife. Until then I had pretty much given up on this whole relationship thing.
Over time way too many toxic people sneaked into the cozy little circle and sometimes blew it up. And in a way it is unfair to judge them. They were drawn in by the warmth, happiness and the innocence, the save nest of a family most of them never had.
How should they know to better bring trust, warmth and love?
Learning gradual boundaries was difficult. Still is.
In a way the getting presents aspect of Love Bomb is what resonates most with me. As a child I often gave away my sweets and toys til I had nothing left for myself, but I was happy, because everyone else was happy.
Now, with all the people giving presents too, it feels like Love Bomb has restored the natural order of things.
Feels good.
This is still me.
Standing on the muddy hill
with the people I love
telling wild stories
laughing together.
When we laugh loud enough,
the stars still can hear us.
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Felt good to write it down.
Might have something in my eye.
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Notable:
The internal emotional shift began
when I switched to microloops
at the end of the cycle.
Will experiment with less exposure.
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3.3.2024, 4rd washout day.
Lazy Sunday
Enjoying the sun
Writing down ideas
Crafting Unspeakable Bloody Horrors
Life is good.
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Reflecting on listening times.
With 15 minutes per sub
I only ever “felt” a couple of the modules.
They brought good results
but only partial for the custom.
The longer I listened
the modules my sunconscious chose
got worked one,
the rest I probably never really/rarely reached.
With 5 minutes per sub
the effect felt more profound.
Will start the next cycle with 2 minutes.
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4.3.2024, last washout day.
Bit grumpy today.
Customers are annoying af.
Well, it is Monday.
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5.3.2024, 1st listening day of the cycle.
KB3 ZP2 (30 sec)
A. ZP2MAX+NSE (2 min)
Primal Core
Love Bomb Core
Edge of Danger
Joie de Vivre
Song of Joy
The Flow
Polyglot
Temptation
Pristine Wellness ZP2MAX (2 min)
Legacy of the Spartan Core
Paragon Complete Core
Heracles
Inexhaustible
Serum X
SPS: Fat Burn
SPS: Digestive System
Epigenetics & DNA Modulator
SPS: Cardiovascular System
Health Codex
Radiating Health
Dopaminergic Revival
First time 2 min. microloops.
Light pressure at the temples starts at ~1:40 min. (A. & Pristine Wellness)
Might reduce listening time a bit further.
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6.3.2024, rest day.
Creative moods.
Writing a lot.
Still missing a proper Dichterklause.
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7.3.2024, 2nd listening day of the cycle.
KB3 ZP2 (30 sec)
A. ZP2MAX+NSE (1:40 min)
Primal Core
Love Bomb Core
Edge of Danger
Joie de Vivre
Song of Joy
The Flow
Polyglot
Temptation
Pristine Wellness ZP2MAX (1:40 min)
Legacy of the Spartan Core
Paragon Complete Core
Heracles
Inexhaustible
Serum X
SPS: Fat Burn
SPS: Digestive System
Epigenetics & DNA Modulator
SPS: Cardiovascular System
Health Codex
Radiating Health
Dopaminergic Revival
First rehearsals were good.
Getting into a good writing flow.
Need a better sorting system for ideas.
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8.3.2024, rest day.
Everyday is present day
with Love Bomb.
Got a lot of lovely antique books
delivered to my door
for free.
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9.3.2024, 3rd listening day of the cycle.
Bit late with the subs,
hopefully I can get to sleep.
Will order an upgrade for A.
as soon as Love Bomb arrives.
KB3 ZP2 (30 sec)
A. ZP2MAX+NSE (1:40 min)
Primal Core
Love Bomb Core
Edge of Danger
Joie de Vivre
Song of Joy
The Flow
Polyglot
Temptation
Pristine Wellness ZP2MAX (1:40 min)
Legacy of the Spartan Core
Paragon Complete Core
Heracles
Inexhaustible
Serum X
SPS: Fat Burn
SPS: Digestive System
Epigenetics & DNA Modulator
SPS: Cardiovascular System
Health Codex
Radiating Health
Dopaminergic Revival
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10.3.2024, Waiting for the Bomb to Drop day.
Lazy Sunday afternoon.
As it should be.
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Ordered an update for A.
A.V2 (ZP2MAX+NSE)
- Primal Core
- Love Bomb Core
- Song of Joy
- The Flow
- Instant Spark
- Joie de Vivre
- Polyglot
- Temptation
- King’s Radiance
- Current Invoker
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11.3.2024, 4th listening day of the cycle.
KB3 ZP2 (30 sec)
A. ZP2MAX+NSE (1:50 min)
Primal Core
Love Bomb Core
Edge of Danger
Joie de Vivre
Song of Joy
The Flow
Polyglot
Temptation
Pristine Wellness ZP2MAX (1:50 min)
Legacy of the Spartan Core
Paragon Complete Core
Heracles
Inexhaustible
Serum X
SPS: Fat Burn
SPS: Digestive System
Epigenetics & DNA Modulator
SPS: Cardiovascular System
Health Codex
Radiating Health
Dopaminergic Revival
Busy Monday.
Couple of epiphanies regarding the business.
These were not the bottlenecks
I was looking for.
Rowing (60 min.)
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