Stack change to NEW Emperor solo. And possibly adding NEW Emperor: The Will to Power later. And Emperor Black and Paragon Complete down the line when they get the NSE treatment.
So a lot of things happened the past 2 weeks that opened my eyes to make this change.
- The main one being running NEW Love Bomb alone for a few loops. After which I ran my NSE updated Revelation of Heart custom which revealed to me the change I had to make.
- The “revelation” so to speak were two instances of how different main store titles hit me when I ran them solo. Take for example being able to experience the New Forgiveness Experience scripting of NEW Love Bomb before it was even written down in the sales page. And another similar instance happened way back when testing the first Zero Point title which was WANTED ZP where I was the first to be able to decipher the true meaning of Zero Point as SubClub meant it to be.
- The memories of these incidents made me crave for more experiences with running a single title and feeling close to the “machine”, so to speak. Feel the code of that solo title flow through me without any mixing from any other subliminal.
- There is also a thirst for faster results. The customs I made for myself are truly what I want to embody but what I want right now and what I need right now are two different things. In order to fully unleash the power of my customs, I need to get to a place where that can happen. And Emperor, and its brothers EB and EWTP, are what will help get me there.
- Last but definitely not the least was when I was reading through the many posts of the NEW Emperor thread where a lot of our brothers where detailing their experiences with freeing themselves from their toxic parents. That hit close to home for me and my personal situation that ties my health (and the excuses I make using it) which imprisons me at home and to my parents is something I really need to overcome. A lot of healing has been done to repair the bonds between my family and myself. Titles like Lineage: Mandate Eternal, OG Dragon Reborn, Elixir/Regeneration, Love Bomb (and for Humanity), even the older versions of Emperor, and almost every other title I have used here have helped with inching closer to freedom and the man I desire to be. But it’s not enough and if I have to make a drastic change, I need a title like Emperor to do so. I know that for sure not only because of the testimonials on the forum of attaining independence from parents using NEW Emperor but also my deep conviction that this is the right path for me. That’s the beauty of Zero Point. No matter what path you take, you are eventually nudged to the right path to be on because YOU are not only the source, the Zero Point but you are all points. You are the source and the destination. And you are the path and the way. No way? Way.
So, am taking a few more days of washout before I start NEW Emperor solo. A few more days of Love Bomb washout bloom calm before the storm that is EMPEROR.