Day 7, Cycle 1
Khan ST1 x1, GLM x1
Today I noticed that a lot of my fears are gone and there is a tremendous amount of lightness in my chest area. I think a lot of mental and emotional healing has taken place and things that seemed impossible to achieve before (like physical healing and financial success) are easily achievable if I put in some work towards it.
A lot of past baggage being thrown out due to running both DR ST1 and Khan ST1 has me feeling more manly due to the combined masculine breakdown effects of these two titles. Add to that the building up of masculinity from GLM and you got a stack that is perfect for all the men out there who are seeking a way to initiate themselves into manhood in a time where there is no direction for us. Previously the role for men were easily laid out. Simply get an education, then a job, then get married, make children, take care of them, make sure they become successful/get married and end up becoming a happy grandpa.
But now we live in a world that has given us more opportunities than ever before. But too much choice has made us confused on what to pursue. How to solve that? I think even if we could follow the traditional way of going about things, we also have another way. Which is to find who we are and navigate the world based on that knowledge.
Because what was missing in previous generations was that people were usually forced due to the limitations of living in a society that programmed them through religion, politics, news, parents and even biology that they had to live life a certain way else we were bad people.
But now we have the freedom to be whoever we want to be which is why knowing who we are is the most important thing to do. And for men, I think DR and Khan will help with that.
This is still the beginnings of an awakening but am excited to see where it takes me.
I also noticed a very strong sex drive for the past few days while at the same time being surprised that am not releasing the energy with masturbation. Am quite pleased with this result especially since I don’t feel that I have to exercise self-control to do that. The high sex drive and consistent morning wood could be from Khan and the automatic self-control is GLM in my opinion.
The overall masculine development is working wonders for me especially since I feel no reconciliation at all. Today I feel like a boat floating down-river and it seems too easy.
Maybe a waterfall or a trip to the ocean will eventually lead to some strong water-currents and storms but today it is bliss.
“Row row row your boat, gently down the stream. Merrily merrily merrily merrily, life is but a dream”
EDIT: am also losing interest in a lot of entertainment like video games, movies, music, etc. I think this will eventually lead to spending time in more creative endeavors as I uncover more of myself. The beauty of this gradual self-discovery is that I only have to allow the subliminals to make small changes in me every day that eventually lead to a major change in the direction of my life.
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