2025-08-30T18:30:00Z
Day 10
Rest
Okay so that no-recon feeling is continuing over to the next day as well just cause I dropped down the loops to under 4 minutes. And there are still results too.
Dreams were.more vivid overnight and I had a very interesting experience when I took a nap in the afternoon today. I was in the “blackness” and I became aware of it and started telling myself something to inspire myself and then slowly and semi-conciously woke up feeling fresh.
I don’t remember what it was I was telling myself but I clearly remember thinking that I would remember it when I woke up cause it felt very real.
But I guess it was at the edge of memory (and possibly at the border of my subconcious) and it disappeared like mist in the light of the afternoon sky.
Now that I think of it, it was most probably the scripts in the stack I was running. And I might have caught a few and forgotten it when waking up. What do you think, @SaintSovereign? (started this cycle with full loops of Wanted, RoM, RICH but did 3:30 minutes of RoM and RICH each the day-before-yesterday which led to this nap event).
Very interesting.
As I said, I srill feel extra composed today and there is no sign of recon anywhere even though am swinging my head around and looking for it to jump at me round the psychological corner.
And yeah, my emotions are very stable thanks to the lack of recon. And the worry about understanding other people’s emotions have gone completely which cleared “the dark clouds of looking for emotional pushes from others” out from my “mind sky” and now I am more aware of other people’s cognition rather than just their emotion.
Am now thinking in terms of their cognitive models rather than just the emotional models they are carrying. And this helps me understand them better and more rationally. Rather than only soothe their feelings, I can also spark their thoughts.
Am also feeling more comfortable with my sense of humor. Another connection with personal cognition.
And I feel am writing a bit better too. Compared to 10 days ago when I started this stack.
The power of microloops, ladies and gentlemen!