which one are you using?
Samsung Music.
How about you?
Pi music player⌠I dont believe the numbers are specially big though. You can create widgets to put on your phone desktop that shows info of the song/artist being played, Im looking for one that has like a big clock.
Will check it out.
Checked a few apps but couldnât find any that could suit me. But itâs okay. The Timer feature in the clock app will do the job.
The simplest solution Ive found is increasing font size for the whole phone, it works great. I configured mine 1 step bigger in the slider.
2025-09-04T18:30:00Z
Day 15
WANTED
Hmm. I feel so pulled to run Earth and AEON. Maybe adding Paragon to those two makes it the ultimate health stack.
Or make a Wanted + PC custom instead of just PC.
Will think about it.
2025-09-05T18:30:00Z
Day 16
Rest
Noticed today that I have built a fairly consistent routine when it comes to the Dispenza meditations. Just like I feel compelled to brush my teeth everyday, I feel the same for my meditation practice.
There are some days I feel lazy but still end up doing one of the meditations. A big improvement from before for sure.where I would simply think of doing it the next day and then it keeps being postponed for a couple of days and bam! Broke the streak.
But not these days and so a big thanks to RoM!
Hopefully the new update paragon, can do miracles in the dispensa realm style, modifying the energy fields of source to rewrite genetics etc (Iâm saying this in a ridiculously oversimplified way but I think you get it )
Did Paragon help at all? I honestly find it extremely useful for many things and very lack luster for others. Itâs like it canât reach or touch them. Could be me or lack of long term use.
Have you tried Hero: Earth at all? I was going to say if you run Paragon run it with Hero: Earth KB or Aeon something to umph it up.
How has your progress been from the dispenza meditations for your health?
I agree. That would be really cool. Maybe an idea for Revelation of Body. Unfolding health through spiritual ways like improving energetic fields, energetic centers, vibration, frequency, and other more than physical ways such that it affects the genetic makeup in a posirive way. Physical healing through spiritual and energwtic development.
I have the exact same experience and wondered whether it is limiting beliefs that is holding me back witb some issues while PC helps with others.
I had just sent in a support ticket yesterday regarding the same. Whether PC + Earth + AEON would be the ultimate health stack. Will decide based on that response.
It is a matter of accepting wholeness and health within and to be able to in a state of mind that the healing has already happened such that one doesnât feel like asking for it. That state of mind seems to be easier to achieve thanks to these meditations whereas before my issues where a cause for constant frustration. Not so much now which is a good result in itself. I picture myself as whole now so that one day the result automatically unfolds in my current reality.
2025-09-06T18:30:00Z
Day 17
New Wanted
Played a full loop just for the heck of it. WANTED to drown in that NEW WANTED REALITY BUBBLE.
Seems like everyone getting dreams when they ran New WANTED. And i was no exception.
I was looking down the tub of my washing machine. I was looking and thinking âItâs empty.â And then âI can see the whole empty tub. Wait. I can SEE the whole empty tub. Not just parts of it. I can SEE!â
And then I woke up in shock. I immediately realised that my subconcious was sending me the message (through Morpheus the Lord of Dreams) that it believes I am healed. All I have to do is to continue to believe.

2025-09-07T18:30:00Z
Day 18
Rest
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Meditation is an excellent Anti-Recon.
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I have lost my appetite for arguing and seeing others argue. Waste of time and energy.
2025-09-08T18:30:00Z
Day 19
Revelation of Mind, RICH
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Extreme sense of relaxation. The relaxation scripting from New Wanted has been working for me the last 2 days. Realized that I feel very chill because I am taking action by meditating.
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Voice is more powerful. When I talk, I feel more energy in it.
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Walk is more confident. The legs go farther as if I have longer legs. When one feels taller, one takes longer strides.
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Fasting is easier on New Wanted. Must be the energetic scripting. I donât feel as hungry as the OG Wanted.
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Not distracted by horniness. Thatâs a major plus. I feel more in confrol of my sexual energy.
2025-09-09T18:30:00Z
Day 20
Rest
My spiritual life has taken the following route:
Theism â atheism â agnosticism â gnosticism
I think RoM contributed a lot to confirming a lot of gnostic beliefs in me. And now am trying to get to the mindspace where I can create my own reality. Some call it mysticism. Others call it solipsism.
Why are we here on this forum if not to use our subconcious to build the life we want?
Others will call us delusional. But we have seen the results.
But I am not satisfied with the results so far. I need to figure out how to extract the full power of my mind to see results in parts of my life that require change.
What blocks are in the way? Or is the belief that I am not worthy that is the problem? There are things I have to meditate on.
2025-09-10T18:30:00Z
Day 21
New Wanted
As the Americans went on a manhunt for Charlie Kirkâs assassin, I was hunting my shadows.
I was in deep contemplation on the systems that I live in and that trigger parts of me to react a certain way.
Just to be clear, there were certain topics I agreed with Charlie. But there were a few topics I had an extreme disagreement with him. I wonât state what those topics are to keep the forum as free of politics as possible. And because it isnât important really.
The significance is that systems like politics, religion and nowadays even science and their prophets have the frequent tendency to get us to react to them. Especially with regard to a dynamic of us vs them.
This is a very tempting offer and we as humans have this natural instinct to be tribal in order to protect ourselves by giving ourselves a higher chance of survival by joining with groups.
But these days in modern times when safety is more assured (statistically speaking), the tribal instinct has been hijacked to control us.
But even that doesnât matter. Because the crucial point is, such control wonât happen without our consent. And since many of us have shadows which we havenât faced, we project that darkness to âthemâ.
In this way, the cause of our pain is always the other side. It is women, if you are a man. It is men if you are a woman. It is leftists, if you are right wing. And vice versa. Religion vs Atheism. Country vs Country. Race vs race. And so on and so forth.
Even for the most knowledgeable, it is elites vs the common man. Or the demiurge vs sparks of the monad.
It is easy to project all our shadows elsewhere. To blame them for our bad life circumstances. That way we can continue to supress our shadows deep inside. Call ourselves the good guys. Cause you know, the other side is the bad guys. And it right for us to badmouth them. Dehumanize them. De-monize them.
It is easy and it helps take attention away from our problems for a little while. We feel empowered from ârighteousâ fury. An energy that only dulls our pain for a while. Like an addiction to drinks or drugs. Or a simple dopamine hit from pmo.
Until our shadows show up unexpected another time and we go on a rampage of feeling helpless and stuck. And we wait for another âsystem alarmâ to happen to one of these systems to forget our shadows again.
And so I forced my shadows out of myself today. My skeletons came dancing out, grins and all, thinking I wouldnât be able to face them today. And I hugged them. Brought them into my heart and accepted them. And they vanished in the light. Shadows turning to smoke in the light of awareness. Their energy suddenly converted and filling me. I relax. The tension on my face disappears to symbolise the loss of perpetual clutching to my inner demons.
There is no more guilt when I look at my ex-shadow. No feeling of resentment at the event. No anger at myself. We are all human anyways.
Now I can focus on creating my reality without darkness being in the way. Without having to wish that my past was a certain way to be deserving of a certain better future.
I need not feel undeserving because now I deem myself worthy, continuing to integrate the whole of myself, dark and light.
I am at peace.
May the dead rest in peace. And may the living be at peace too.
2025-09-13T18:30:00Z
Washout reflections
I read the heroâs journey (and the many versions of it) and tried to mold myself to fit the hero archetype instead of being the hero of my own story and not someone elseâs.
I will no longer continue on that path but that of my own.
Cheers brother 
More than a month washout with loads of clarity on what to do next.
And hence my new journal here.
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