Lion - Journey to Freedom, Path to Ascendancy [EMPEROR, STARK, CHOSEN]

Journals - Major Programs
#22

2025-03-16T18:30:00Z
Day 8
Rest Day

The day went by going in and out of hospitals. Not because there were any emergencies but for a couple of check ups for both mom and dad and their frequent old age related ailments. And also for mom’s upcoming knee replacement surgery.

One child in almost every Indian family ends up bearing the responsibility of taking care of his parents. And it is usually the son. And since am the only son in the family, it automatically falls on me.

It’s not like I don’t love my parents but the fact that one can’t live life the way he or she wants to while being under the helicopter-like eyes of the Indian family system. Add to that my financial dependence and dependence due to my health issues and it has come to this neatly wrapped situation of not knowing how to escape the prison (along with the good old dosage of self-imposed guilt and parental guilt of what makes a good son blah blah blah).

I do take responsibility for it though. I should have moved far away when I was younger and healthier and built up my high income skills and financial independence. But instead spent too much time being lazy and getting laid.

There were some fun times ofcourse but the long term thinking wasn’t there and now I have to figure out a way to escape the trap I set myself in. Or at least know how to make the best of the situation.

If you are a young man, the best advice I can give from my own experience is to focus on wealth and fitness while doing a bit of dating now and then. Don’t be lazy or it will come to bite you back later on in life.

This all sounds like common sense but common sense isn’t so common especially when one is ruled by one’s hormones when young.

But not all is lost. It’s not that my parents are totally closed to my way of thinking. And it is possible to find a way regardless of what they think.

I have to have the attitude of “I’ll figure this out” or I might as well have to give up and call it quits. Am sure many have found their own way out in a similar situation (or even more impossible odds). Am sure I can do the same.

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#23

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#24

2025-03-17T18:30:00Z
Day 9
Chosen x1, Stark x1

More emotiomsl control these days and it feels more me to be that way.

Not as uncomfortable as before when people observe the way I walk. I have to be slow and look down a lot to get around. I was self-conscious about this before but now I don’t mind.

Sense of humor is good and am pretty light-hearted when I communicate with others. More patient too when listening to what others have to say.

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#25

2025-03-18T18:30:00Z
Day 10
Rest Day

There is more acceptance of what happens day to day compared to before which leads to less anger and sadness.

More acceptance leads to less of being emotional and hence more clear-headed. Which in turn leads to more rational thinking (and a good sense of humor when the occasion demands it).

Worries do creep up once in a while but they are no longer ruining my day. Just a feeling that will pass quickly and I get back to the present.

Incoveniences don’t bother me as much either and other people complaining about slight issues they face (which used to irritate me a lot) doesn’t affect me as much. I let them vent and move on. Give them words of comfort if necessary or just nod in understanding while still being calm.

Chosen is a blessing. With grounding from Emperor.

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#26

Is it as though all superfluous thoughts are just slowly melting?

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#27

Yes. And all superflous feelings are also going away.

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#28

2025-03-19T18:30:00Z
Day 11
Emperor x1

Had a lot of free time today sitting and waiting in the hospital while mom was getting her knee replacement surgery done. Thankfully she is recovering well in the ICU after it was done and was in good spirits. The surgeon even said that the procedure was successful and went without any hicks.

I spent the some time sending her healing energy. I don’t know how much it works but it’s a way to comfort myself by doing something for her when she (or anyone else) needs it.

Rest of the time, I spent a lot of time having memories of wrongs being done to me and wrongs done to others by me. And forgiving them and myself.

What made it easier was the thought that if we were all parts of God and/or others were all me pushed outwards, then I was only forgiving myself. I was forgiving God. And God was forgiving me.

It was weird and enlightening at the same time. As if every time I made love, I was making love to me?

But on a serious note, I guess when I hurt others, I guess I did hurt myself. Which for an empath is also more true.

When I loved others, I loved myself. When I hated others, I hated myself.

Interestingly, when I loved myself, I loved others. And when I hated myself, I hated others.

It ALL makes sense.

And the ALL makes sense. Since if God is the ALL, it means that ALL of us are together what makes God.

On a side note, my writing is getting better thanks to Stark. Humorous writing too. Am embracing my crazy sense of humor once again.

I always used to enjoy my wacky kind of wit when I was younger. It’s what made me likeable and what made me enjoy being me. In a sense am discovering myself after losing myself.

Just as God finds God in experiencing life through me. And through us all.

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Maybe through all these revelations, I will rediscover my creating/manifesting powers back again.

"Truly I tell you, if anyone says to this mountain, ‘Go, throw yourself into the sea,’ and does not doubt in their heart but believes that what they say will happen, it will be done for them."
-Mark 11:23

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#29

:heart: :heart: good news!!

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#30

Thank you, @Joa23! Good news indeed!

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#31

I’m glad she’s recovering!

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#32

Thanks a lot, @RVconsultant! Saw her today too. She continues to do well.

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#33

2025-03-20T18:30:00Z
Day 12
Rest Day

Even when the world storms around me, I grow calmer. I am the eye of the storm. Be unaffected by the storm of other people’s emotions and even my own. Find my center and be a rock.

Also not as perturbed as before by emergencies or nervous at them happening in the future. Whether I can handle them or not, I will survive. If I don’t survive, then it’s game over and time to play a new one.

Life is beautiful. Death is inevitable. And I enjoy the ride by savoring each moment like relishing each sip of a well made cup of Chai.

EDIT:

The beauty of ZP is that you don’t have to embody every part of the script. You can become the part regarding what you are working on now and then become the other parts when you work on them later.

For example, you can be working on developing your cognitive functions when running Stsrk right now and then get results for wealth when you start a business later.

There is not much recon for that when running ZP unlike how it used to be on the older tech.

Taking action is like pushing a button to activate parts of the script of the title or custom you are running. You are in a social setting and go ahead and start talking to someone and bam! The social script in your subconcious (that has ran the audio before) gets activated and your charm, sense of humor, social grace, etc start multiplying and working for you.

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#34

2025-03-21T18:30:00Z
Day 13
Chosen x1, Stark x1

All the time I was growing with subliminalclub, i became more mature about handling criticism. But with Chosen, it has taken it up a notch.

I can see the value in other people correcting me and also see how to take that advice and apply it in a way that suits my life, personality and even make adjustments to the advice so that it will fit me better and even be an improvement on the advice given.

For example, around a week back, my mom had told me to speak in English more often compared to my native language since I sound more authoritative in English.

I then observed myself for a few days and saw that she was right. But I adjusted her advice such that I sound authoritative no matter which language I speak. It took only a little awareness to make the slight change and I saw the difference not only in my confidence but others responding better to me even when I was speaking in my native tongue.

I used to sound friendlier in the native tongue but with a bit of tweaking, I could make it sound less slangish and more firm.

Talking about mom, she has been shifted from the ICU after her knee replacement and is in the normal ward. She is in very good spirits and it is good to see her recovering fast.

Other results from my stack of Chosen, Stark and Emperor is more emotional control over both negative and positive emotions (not acting overly joyful either), confident in speaking my mind rationally but with passion and energy, keeping quiet when talking won’t help and even nodding in agreement when it isn’t worth a debate, and seeing what I can do to help rather than talking to prove some point to be right.

This stack is serving me very well and am happy that I took Saint’s advice on which titles will fit my INFJ personality type. I don’t feel like sub hopping at all despite the Executive or Ecstacy of Gold updatss or with titles like Revelation of Wealth in the main store. Even not running Khan and Wanted right now doesn’t bother me cause I know I will do so when the time is right. For me right now, my current stack is the exact thing I need.

For those having their stacks destroyed too often due to shiny object syndrome or recon. Or finding themselves not being able to decide on what titles to run, do an MBTI personality test and ask Saint what stack would suit your personality type. Then stick to that for a while before you move on.

You could even ask AI agents like Grok to help you to choose a stack dependent on factors you put in or your goals. That’s not a bad idea in this day and age and when chatbots have achieved significants updates to be intelligent enough to assist us in helping us make decisions.

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"But what if they release a better subliminal?"
#35

2025-03-22T18:30:00Z
Day 14
Rest Day

A chill Sunday cause that’s what Sundays usually are for me. Eat a bit more. Relax even morer lol.

Mom is doing great. She’s doing the necessary physiotherapy exercises post-knee-surgery. All well on that front.

No recon today but wrestling with certain questions on how to move forward. Maybe will share them another day but it is important to state that am not troubled by my questions as much as I used to be. There are always answers. Sure they might not be the perfect answers but I should endeavor to do the best I can rather than anything else.

Coming to that mindset feels great.

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#36

I’m an infj too (apparently mistyped as enfj when I had a very extroverted time in my life)

I’ve used chatgpt to pick some subs that best fit me (an infj) and he said for our type alchemist is actually the best as it goes hand in hand with our nature, I still went for a different stack (empD + ASBR) but was very close to taking Alchemist instead of empD.

Have you ever thought about incorporating alchemist in your stack?

Best of luck in your journey

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#37

Yo!

I do agree since I had run Alchemist once to focus on manifestation but went astray during those days due to shiny object syndrome.

But I found the ride very smooth and vongruent to my personality. But I guess was too impatient to continue. I still have that journal up in the Black section.

I think Emperor Daddy is the best Emperor. The daddy of all the emperors lol. It has a cross-section of many titles which makes it the ultimate subliminal.

But I need the fire of OG Emperor right now and also want to give Saint’s advice to me a fair chance. And am happy I did and will be name-embedding Chosen, Stark and Emperor for my next cycle of this stack.

One day when I have gotten some extra cash in the bank, I can relax and run Alchemist and Emperor Daddy as I sail into the sunset on my yacht filled with wine and women haha. That’s the dream.

Thank you, bro! Good luck with ASBR + EmpD.

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#38

sheesh, gotta try it someday then, seems like it’ll be perfect for me when I’m financially stable :slight_smile:

I do too, atleast for me, it’s soooo versatile, it’s also really strong on raw masculinity from what chatgpt summed up (put it in number 2 for best subs for sheer masculinity, emperor: executive as #1, godlike masc #3, khan #4 and primal #5) While being much more diverse than the other two in terms of longterm goals.

Maybe switch emp to empE? executive + emperor must be crazy strong for inner fire and… fuel

[quote=“Lion, post:37, topic:24906”]
Thank you, bro! Good luck with ASBR + EmpD.

Thank you!!! I’m super stoked for the custom.

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#39

2025-03-23T18:30:00Z
Day 15
Emperor x1

Today I was thinking about many of the things that trigger me and realized that I was having reactions to certain stimuli happening to me due to some unhealed trauma.

For example, if I feel am being controlled, I feel helpless and sometimes lash out verbally.

This is just one trigger though. So I went through as many triggers that I could remember and started releasing them. Releasing the emotioms. The thoughts. Forgiving those who trigger me that way. Forgiving myself. Forgiving those who originally triggered me that way. Forgiving the cause of some of the triggers which could be related to something else (maybe a fear of punishment like in the case of being controlled and feeling helpless).

I didn’t realise that there were so many triggers. So many obvious ones and so many subtle ones too.

My body felt more and more relaxed while doing this and I even encountered instances today when a trigger didn’t bother me anymore.

My goodness! What a relief to be calm and be present in spite of life throwing sharp objects at you.

Resolved a lot of issues today. Damn you Chosen! You are great!

I do think the resilience of NEW Emperor also helped a lot.

In other news, mom is discharged from the hospital and is doing well with her knee replacement surgery recovery.

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#40

2025-03-24T18:30:00Z
Day 16
Rest Day

Had my follow visit to the doctors today for my skin issue after a 10 day course of medicines. The itching on my neck and on my head has cleared up thanks to this and what I thought was one thing was actually something else entirely.

Dang! I was wrestling with this for so long and now I finally resolve it with some simple meds.

Now related to the emotional untangling I mentioned in my last post, I did some more of it today and I can see how a lot of my world views have also been established because I was reacting to my emotional triggers a certain way. When we have knee-jerk reactions repeatedly to certain instances, we think we are a victim of those instances rather than being in control of our reactions after being healed of the emotional trauma.

I am still unraveling these emotional bonds I have built up over the years and I can feel myself being a better person and more mature just by doing this practice of being self-aware of my triggers, addressing them and letting go of both the mental and emotional structures that have been built in my mind and body in the past so that they no longer affect my present and future.

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#41

2025-03-25T18:30:00Z
Day 17
Chosen x1, Stark x1

A bit of fast-paced day today which felt slow and comfortable. I don’t know how else to describe it other than say what happened but I don’t want to.

Let it be.

Untangling more emotions and realizing the source of that feeling for years. Why I suddenly felt like I wasn’t upto the msrk. Before I used think I was the shit but then life humbled me with one issue after another. Or was it just me doing it all to mysslf?

Maybe that’s just it. I might have just self-sabotaged because of not feeling deserving.

Untangling all the yarns of past emotional distress.

It’s also a form of unfolding.

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