Lion and the Crucible Dragon [Khan Black, Dragon Reborn, Paragon]

Journals - Major Programs
#41

2023-12-18T18:30:00Z

Day 10
Rest Day

  1. So i was using this app which I normally use to pay my phone bills and I noticed that the input box where I enter the CVV code was clearer than before. I could see the outline of the box a bit more clearer today when before I would find it hard to locate the box due to a mix of photophobia and bad vision. So this is a good thing. Action taking with eye exercises helped Paragon Complete to manifest this result. Will use it as an encouragment to continue what am doing these days and stay the course.

  2. Another similar result is identifying a face at a distance across the room when the light is a bit dimmer. Could make out faces today when I looked across the room at my mother. Previously I had to keep scanning the room to do this. Ufff. That’s not a bad result at all. Keep going, Lion!

  3. Anger, fear and resntemrnt are useless emotions most of the time. They are only needed in very rare situations and not in a normal day to day life when things are the same old, same old. I could practically see myself throwing the shadow of such negative emotions out of my body as if to say I was tired of it. Exorcising my demons it seems.

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#42

lion-o3

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#43

@Joa23 - man!!! Lion-O is one of my favorite characters haha!

“Thunder, thunder, ThunderCats Ho!”

Gotta get my Eye(s) of Thundera in working order.

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#44

Such a good taste you have bro!

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#45

So you got the double reference! good for you !!

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#46

Those 80’s cartoons were the best!

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#47

2023-12-18T18:30:00Z

Day 11
Paragon Complete

  1. Released some insecurity within me related to competing with other men to gain money, power and sex. Maybe it is an ongoing process but I do feel more unburdened now when I think about that trinity of resources.

  2. Also I don’t feel second-hand embarrassment anymore when I see others cry tears of happiness. At least that’s the situation I faced today. We’ll see if I can handle when people express other emotions as well.

  3. Strongly feeling what others feel can be both a blessing and a curse. Running titles like Renaissance Man and modules like Empath had helped me deal with this. Possibly Khan Black is resurrecting those results now like Saint mentioned in his own review of running The Crucible.

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#48

2023-12-19T18:30:00Z

Day 12
Rest Day

  1. When the Healee is ready, the Healing will appear.

  2. I am the Creator of my own life. I am the Creator. I am.

  3. Loads of long and vivid dreams the past week. With plot twists and all.

  4. Added in a Joe Dispenza meditation to my usual routine today. The ‘You Are The Placebo’ meditation to be exact.

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#49

2023-12-20T18:30:00Z

Day 13
Khan Black ST1, Dragon Reborn ST1

  1. Emotional control and stoicism isn’t important only to appear powerful before others but it is powerful when others observe it cause it demonstrates that we have control over our emotions and hence our lives. We don’t allow feelings to run our lives and can do what we have to do to succeed.

  2. We had to go out in the morning to meet a cousin and her 2 week old newborn baby son (a real little cutie) today but when we came back just before lunch, I didn’t postpone my usual morning routine to the next day. Got it done as soon as I came back. That’s how we build the self-discipline and stoicism muscle.

  3. No desire to look at porn or release so far. But when I look at beautiful women I can admire them without having the need to masturbate to them even if I would love to sleep with them. This is a great feeling to be free of energy and time wasting activities which usually end up making us feel regretful.

  4. Energy is good. And sleep is peaceful and uninterrupted.

  5. Am glad am doing this stack. Have loads of limiting beliefs to remove.

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#50

2023-12-21T18:30:00Z

Day 14
Rest Day

  1. A frustrating day of feeling helpless resolved by feeling okay in the end. Reconciliation is a B.

  2. Have been learning how to accept things as they are. Loads of humble pie to eat too. Makes me less confident and more silent. I don’t feel like teaching any more when in fact I used to love to do so. I feel so incompetent. I know this is a phase I have to go through to prepare me for better things.

  3. Planning a Paragon Complete custom since its NSE and ZP v2 MAX update doesn’t seem to be in sight for this year.

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#51

2023-12-22T18:30:00Z

Day 15
Paragon Complete

  1. Reconciliation today was even worse than yesterday. The morning was a struggle until I realized it was an illusion.

  2. What I mean is that even though reconciliation is real, thinking that I don’t have control over it is an illusion. Life is a dream and those who are truly awake don’t need to die physically to open their eyes while they dream.

  3. Control over your thoughts and feelings is a form of wakefulness. A thing called Awareness. Be awake and aware.

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#52

2023-12-23T18:30:00Z

Day 16
Rest Day

  1. Twas a much better day today free from reconciliation partly because some realizations came to me and also the Christmas spirit (and food) lifted my spirit (and mood). Advent fast was broken in this Indian Roman Catholic household with mutton biryani and more mmm. Christmas Eve Evening was spectacular.

  2. Realizations like understanding that I had resentment against my healing journey. I had tried many systems of healing like Ayurveda, Acupuncture, Homeopathy, Stem cell therapy, etc to heal my eyes and other health conditions. Instead of growing in wisdom by learning from my journey and understanding my self through those modalities, the only thing I took away was that they didn’t heal my health issues. I should have taken a more holistic approach of learning about me and the way I react to all of them. My own Being being fortified and gaining from those rituals instead of rebelling against them. There is deep wisdom in all practices and I need to utilise such opportunities for growth and developing faith rather than disdain and skepticism.

  3. Over the last long washout and during the current run of my stack, I see the number 42 loads of times. Especially when I switch on the phone screen and see the time. 3:42, 11:42, and so on. That number is everpresent in my day to day. I have had the number appear many times before. But no time more than after I turned 42 this year. “Angel number 42 is a sign to live life to the fullest and embrace new opportunities. You may see it if you need to shake up your routine for self-discovery. Spiritually, 42 is a sign that your material and emotional needs are out of balance. Strive to maintain a work-life balance and tend to your personal life.” I will heed the advice.

  4. So SantaSovereign is coming to town in a couple of hours and I will be fast asleep when he comes down the Chimney (Sweeper X) here in India with the release of the NEW Primal Seduction and goodness knows what else. But for me am continuing with this stack and will enjoy reading the updated copy of Primal Seduction. The sales pages on SubliminalCluh dot com are such a joy to read.

  5. Merry Christmas everyone! Peace on Earth and goodwill to all!

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#53

2023-12-24T18:30:00Z

Day 17
Khan Black ST1, Dragon Reborn ST1

  1. A very strange (but great) manifestation happened the last 3 days. Day before yesterday, mom’s friend sent my mother a video on WhatsApp of a place that treats eye issues using alternative medicine. A mix of ayurveda plus something else. Then yesterday, my father’s friend told him about the same place without mom telling dad. But when my father told my mother about it, she said she just heard about it the previous day. That wasn’t the end of it though. Today in my Facebook inbox, a lady friend of mine sent me a link to the exact same place knowing that I have some eye issues. She said that when a cousin went there, it resolved a large amount of his eye issues. And she immediately thought of me when she heard her cousin’s story. So this serendipity was a huge one and convinced me that I have to go there.

  2. Those who read the post I wrote yesterday (Day 16) will realize that this came about exactly when I removed my resentment regarding the various treatments I have done over the course of many years (9+ years to be exact). But as soon as I threw my resentment away thanks to my current stack, the pathway of manifestation opened to me.

  3. As I wrote yesterday, I will treat this journey as a growing process and with a growth mindset. Rather than looking for external cures, I will accept the internal challenges and the overcoming of them to reach peace and tranquility in my mind. For what use is physical healing without spiritual, mental and emotional healing? I would still be unsatisfied if I had my eyes cured right now but my mind, heart and spirit in poor health. “For what shall it profit a man, if he shall gain the whole world, and lose his own soul?” --Mark 8:36

  4. Christmas was very good. Loads of love and calls from relatives and friends. And good food too. Am filled to brimming in my heart and my tummy haha.

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#54

Lots of presents :slight_smile: ?

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#55

  • Subliminals program the Subconcious Mind.

  • Taking Action programs the Concious Mind by actively encouraging it to work based on its subconcious programming whether it be from good (subliminals) or bad (media, etc) programming.

  • Journaling programs the Unconscious Mind by bringing to light what we do unconsciously through the day thanks to subconcious programming (sublimibals) and concious programming (taking action).

Hence,

Subliminals → Subconcious Mind
Taking Action → Concious Mind
Journaling → Unconcious Mind

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#56

Haha! No presents, bro. But I don’t really desire them. Am working towards the life I want and am happy with that.

I guess we could say I gift myself subliminals as presents.

Or even better, SantaSovereign and Fire in the Chimney (Sweeper X) has gifted us PRIMAL and Primal Seduction today.

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#57

Which place is it? Is it aurobindo ashram of puducherry?

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#58

I have been there a long time back due to high powered eye glasses. They focus more on eye exercises rather than medicine. Although if I remember right they had one or two medicines.

The place am going to is some other place. It’s an ashram yes. But I don’t know what they will focus on but it has (supposedly) very good results. Some people told me it emphasised Ayurvedic medicine.

I won’t reveal the name now. Will go there possibly in a month or two and if it is good, I will message you the details.

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#59

2023-12-25T18:30:00Z

Day 18
Rest Day

  1. The need for validation makes one a constant slave to other people’s whims. We are not free to be who we are. To move how we like. To go after things that are true to us.

  2. If recognition comes it comes naturally out of the value we give. That goes for status. If it doesn’t happen, that’s fine too.

  3. Likes, Hearts, Money, Acclaim. As transitory as the leaves that will not be there tomorrow. But while they are green in the spring of their youth, they do make us feel alive, filled with the sap of life.

  4. Let life come to me as it is. Let me fear no man nor woman. Their thoughts too focused on their own image that they scarcely take notice of me going about my life.

  5. Am drunk on the ecstacy of sleep dust. Let me go to dreamland and draw fantasies of epic proportions on the canvas of my mind. Or have such fantasies drawn by the unseen hands of the unknown.

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#60

2023-12-26T18:30:00Z

Day 19
Paragon Complete

  1. The night-before-yesterday, I didn’t get enough sleep which in turn affected my sleep last night. Woke up late today morning but still managed to get my eye exercise routine and meditation done even though it was done at a slower rate.

  2. Am making note of the above point to push me towards doing what I have to do even if the day starts of in a manner that I didn’t expect. Not everything have to be perfect in order to get shit done.

  3. There is a feeling of a higher level of empathy right now. Possibly it is a combination of Khan Black and retaining semen for a month.

  4. One meal a day is still going strong. Am losing weight at the approximate rate of 1 kg (2.2 lbs) a week.

  5. Am happy with this stack. I don’t want to do any other subliminals for some time until I get my mind and spirit straight. Remove the tons of trash I have accumulated in my subconcious over the course of 42 years. I don’t mind if the titles am running right now doesn’t get updated soon either. Even though that would be exciting, there is a level of contentment and a lack of shiny object syndrome that I haven’t felt before. At the same time, I am happy for my friends here experimenting with their new stacks and getting awesome results thanks to the New Subliminal Experience releases. It’s a nice mixture of happiness in myself and happiness for others.

  6. Life flows in its own rhythm and my time will come. At the same time, the time is now. It is already here.

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