Lion and the Crucible Dragon [Khan Black, Dragon Reborn, Paragon]

Journals - Major Programs
#15

  1. Felt pulsing in my legs when I woke up in the morning. It lasted half the day. Physical shifting subliminals also have the same effect on me. Must be sensing the energy in the body due to the subliminals in my stack

  2. Some times I do wonder whether anything in my early years made me prefer security rather than independence and hence the physical ailment and dependence on others. It’s an interesting theory but I am not sure whether wondering about the past will resolve my issues. Will release what I feel and go to sleep.

And there was evening and there was morning, the first day
-Genesis 1:5

4 Likes
#16

Our subconscious is strange at times. On journey of mental healing I discovered that I chose to stay dependent on my family so my mother and my grandmother had a reason to stay alive.

3 Likes
#17

Thank you for sharing this, my friend. There is truth to this.

A powerful tool like our subconcious mind needs only a small error in belief to cause major havoc in our lives. And that too something we think is good for us but in fact only makes us less and afterwards leads to anger, resentment, etc.

Gotta be free.

4 Likes
#18

2023-12-09T18:30:00Z

Day 2
Rest Day

  1. Losing interest in watching podcasts and interviews about religion, politics and intersexual dynamics. More curious about story telling and game design. When I was in college, I used to want to be a game designer due to how much I loved gaming. Especially real time strategy games.

  2. Am also interested in how masculinity is portrayed in fiction, movies and video games. Take Conan the Barbarian and Kratos for example. Excellent examples of how men influence the world with their (Godlike) Masculinity.

  3. Right now am watching an interview of Eric Williams on the Easy Allies podcast. Eric is the director of God of War: Ragnarok. It got a great story about being a father and raising his son to be better than him. Breaking down the mechanics of the story and game is very interesting so will watch a few more of these.

  4. Will have to somehow translate this into a creative endeavor of my own. What that will be is something I will find out along the way.

7 Likes
#19

  1. I will have to admit my laziness in taking action so that I can overcome it and end up being a the person who takes a ton of action.

  2. Taking action like doing eye exercises is something I feel sucks. I do if for a couple of months, get bored of it and stop. I have to reintroduce it back into my life and continue doing it regardless of how I feel.

  3. A man got to do what a man got to do regardless of how he feels. What use is patience, perseverance and the other virtues if it was easy to do? Nothing notable is achieved in life by it being fun and easy.

6 Likes
#20

This seems very familiar. Not that I have terrible sight, but it used to be much better and crashed when I was binging a phone game a few years back.

Have you ever heard of Leo Angert?
I have one of his books and my sight improved in a few days. Astigmatism was gone after 2 days, and the other problems vanished over 3 weeks.
I had 2.25 and 2.75 diopter.

2 Likes
How to fix my eyes?
How to fix my eyes?
#21

The guy who wrote Improve Your Eyesight Naturally. Yeah I have the book. And am doing eye exercises based on his and others like him like William Bates who advocate for such exercises.

Well I used to do the exercises. Time to restart them.

That’s awesome to hear!

4 Likes
#22

2023-12-10T18:30:00Z

Day 3
Paragon Complete

  1. I don’t need to wait for the healing to be complete to be the man I want to be. I can be the man I want to be while I am spiritualy, mentally, emotionally, physically, and sexually healing. Healing never ends anyway but somehow we have the feeling it does.

  2. Khan Black has an interesting effect of reducing the need for porn or masturbation. We can do so if we want but the interest isn’t there at all. Nor is there a need to comfort the self using PMO during an emotional crisis. No need to emotionally eat either. I think it is a good combo with Dragon Reborn.

  3. Today I woke up with a very relaxed state of mind. Usually am a grouch when waking up on Monday lol.

  4. Already saw presults before listening to Paragon Complete yesterday night. Was looking for physical healing guides and listening to Marisa Peer on youtube. Using some of her affirmations in order to not handwave away results from Paragon Complete.

10 Likes
#23

2023-12-11T18:30:00Z

Day 4
Rest Day

  1. Finally got myself to do some palming eye exercise today after a long time. I realized that i was having some sort of resentment towards doing eye exercises before. Cause it wasn’t helping me as fast as I wanted it to. But speed isn’t something I can control. I can control my mindset and effort though. And that brings a certain level of satisfaction from the accomplishment of it no matter how small.

  2. Felt some energy pulsing in my hands while I was palming. Khan Black.

  3. Will add more eye exercises as time goes on.

I use a guided mp3 to do the eye exercises. For those curious where I got it from can check the Envision Eye Exercise Express program that helps with eye exercises for various eye issues. It’s a paid program but worth it. Has videos too to help demonstrate the different exercises.

8 Likes
#24

  1. It has been only one loop of Khan Black ST1 and Dragon Reborn ST1 but my mind is already making way to think about how I can improve my life. Saint and everyone else praising Khan Black aren’t kidding when they talk about how much it is changing their life. For me, it’s bringing me back to a feeling of life being worth living and the gratitude is complemented with the surety of physical healing coming to me.

  2. Meanwhile, Dragon Reborn too doing its thing and making it easier for Khan Black to work. Destroy everything in the way!

  3. Imagine how powerful the New Subliminal Experience Updates of these two will be. It will be awesome to find out. But at the same time, am also more than content with how powerful they are right now.

8 Likes
#25

2023-12-12T18:30:00Z

Day 5
Khan Black ST1, Dragon Reborn ST1

  1. In addition to Palming, added a form of face and head massage to my eye Exercise routine to encourage blood circulation to the eyes. Am slowly and surely getting into the groove of doing these and it doesn’t feel as boring as I used to feel.

  2. Had some reconciliation in the afternoon in the form of some sadness and feeling of missing out on a lot of things but it passed not too long after that.

  3. This is a heavy stack but my previous experience with both these titles and my determination to push through it is growing stronger by the day.

  4. Even if I don’t do anything in my run of the Stage 1 of both these titles, I will gain a lot of healing. But am looking to find actions that resonate with me and which will help me level up into a fearless lion. The animal chosen to embody a sense of courage, leadership and pride that is earned.

  5. The Crucible Dragon. A fiery beast that is merciless in its endeavor to strip every weakness and folly within you and through the cleansing, baptise you in sexual and spiritual fire. Energise you with your own energy and the energy of the universe. Be the Lion Reborn.

8 Likes
#26

2023-12-13T18:30:00Z

Day 6
Rest Day

  1. It’s funny that am finding the eye exercises more easier to do now since each exercise is 10 minutes and there are 6 of them. Did 2 of them today. Ths easiness comes from having to do Joe Dispenza meditations for an hour or more. After that, 10 minutes is very short lol.

  2. Talking about Joe Dispenza meditations, I need to get back into that too. Stopped it after I did the breathing wrong and I ended up raising my blood pressure. Need to master the breathing but the youtube videos I look up regarding the Joe Dispenza breathing isn’t helping much. Need to do more research on this.

  3. One advantage of Khan Black is how it soothes the reconciliation from Dragon Reborn. In that regard, they are the multistage equivalents of Sanguine: The Elixir and Regeneration respectively (since The Elixir also soothed my Regeneration reconciliation when I ran them both in a stack).

  4. Dragon Reborn must have removed a limiting belief I had about routines since now I find a certain satisfaction in following one. Am making it up as I go along but soon my day can be filled with things to do and I can be more self-disciplined. Have struggled with this all my life which led to a lot of failures from school to college to career. Am glad to say that am becoming who I want to be now thanks to building daily habits with a naturalness that I have never felt before. It’s a beginning but a very good one. Like the song goes, “I feel good!”.

7 Likes
#27

Society is filled with people who want something and complain about why they don’t get what they want.

I will find a way to get what I want without blaming others.

I am not going to be a victim anymore.

8 Likes
#28

@Lion stay strong and persistent my friend and good luck on your journey. This is a very transformative stack and for sure not easy to run, but also this is something that could change your life completely in 6-12 months. Keep that in mind through recon periods.

Love to read about progress already.

Peace and love.

3 Likes
#29

I wholeheartedly agree and want to use this time to demolish everything that stood in my way or that happened to me including myself during these 42 years. Nothing should hamper my subconcious mind in manifesting my dreams. No trauma, no past, no future events.

Am prepared for reconciliation because life itself is reconciliation when there is no positive growth and no change.

Much thanks, brother. Peace and love. Hope you are doing well :pray:.

6 Likes
#30

I never would have guessed you had these challenges. You sound like a breadwinner. I hope you get fully healed bro. :pray:

3 Likes
#31

Thanks a lot, brother :pray:.

There are some health challenges which are in the way which I want to overcome. Am not at my full potential but one day I will be.

4 Likes
#32

I was introduced to Eye Exercises long ago by stumbling upon Meir Schneider. I have not been faithful though. I still remember palming, sunning and 20/20/20 rules occasionally. It’s hard to implement if you are not fully committed.

1 Like
How to fix my eyes?
#33

Thankfully two guys took the Meir Schneider and William Bates exercises and made them into guided audio form where you can follow the instructions and don’t need to look at the time. Have written about it in this post if you are interested. Makes doing it a bit more easier.

But yes, it is sometimes still a challenge regardless. Nevertheless, am committed now. And thanks to my stack, my mindset is getting stronger by the day and soon the body has to follow.

4 Likes
#34

How many minutes do you have to spend on this daily? Or is it supposed to be daily?

1 Like